Chapter 242: Yesterday
Pei Yi decided to graduate early and prepared to go to Guangzhou, but before that, he didn't disclose any news. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info
"If it weren't for Nie Dan's leak tonight, when are you going to tell me? Or did you not even think to tell me?"
"No!" After Jiang Se said this, Pei Yi hurriedly denied it: "I'm going to tell you after my birthday." ”
In fact, he just didn't know how to tell her, and he was reluctant to tell her, for fear that she would be uncomfortable, so he put this matter off again and again.
"Don't be mad at me. ”
He squatted on the ground, his face pillowed on her knees, and his voice trembled a little:
"I know I didn't tell you in advance, it's me who is wrong. ”
But she hadn't experienced such a thing as separation, and neither did he.
He thought about what kind of language he wanted to use to organize and say this, but he had been brewing for many days, and his heart was getting more and more troubled day by day, and he couldn't come up with a proper solution.
"I just thought, if I tell you one day later, you will worry one day later. ”
This decision is what the Pei family had already revealed to him years ago, if he only wanted to be with Jiang Se in the past, sweet and sweet relationship, and did not think about the future, but when the elders asked him how to arrange it in the future, the only thing he thought about the farthest was the manor in France, the white curtains she was wearing, and the wine made by the two of them themselves, maybe they would drink it when they got married in the future.
That's what he thinks about the farthest.
But Old Man Pei sat on the chair, shook his head, and said that this was not enough.
If he only looks at the present, he can think of these things, but if he wants to take a long-term view, these are not enough.
When the wind and rain came, he couldn't support an umbrella, and now the umbrella on his head is still supported by the Pei family.
When Old Man Pei asked him these words, he hadn't thought about it so much.
He was still young, less than twenty years old, and his biggest worry was how to get Feng Nan to take care of him, and then his biggest worry was how to like Jiang Se.
His cherishing should not just be on the lips, it should be expressed by action, his life is too smooth, and the only twist and turn is the pursuit of Feng Nanshang.
When chasing Feng Nan, Feng Nan always ignored him, and Old Man Pei thought that this was a good thing, so that he knew that there were some things in the world that he would not respond to what he wanted.
"I think back to your junior year. ”
His eyes were a little astringent, and his tone was a little choked when he said this, and he buried his face in her lap, and endured it for a while before he continued to speak:
"My grandfather asked, do I like you. ”
Jiang Se looked down at him, his tall body crouched, his face turned sideways, in the dim light, there was a twinkle in his eyes, his hand held her waist very tightly, with great force, his arm tightened the sleeve of his shirt, and she realized for the first time that he was really different from before.
When he was young, he always shouted for Feng Zhongliang to send her to Pei's house, he raised Feng Nan for the Feng family, and the fairy tale made a group of people lean forward and backward with laughter, and everyone laughed at him for setting a daughter-in-law in advance.
At that time, he was lawless, like a little bully, and very proud, and he was the leader of a group of children at that time.
Every time she went to Pei's house and followed Feng Zhongliang back, Pei Yi didn't cry and grab the ground, but locked the door domineeringly, and the two were not allowed to go.
His childish behavior will always make the Pei family cry and laugh.
"Why do you say it's so strange, Cersei. ”
He pursed his lips, afraid that she would hear the trills in his words, afraid that he would always be a previous memory in her heart:
"I was always bold when I was young, saying that I liked you and didn't want you to go home, and I said it with one mouth. ”
He pointed at Feng Zhongliang and threatened him to leave Feng Nan behind, not allowed to take him home, and he could say whatever he wanted at that time, "The more I grow up, the more I dare not speak, grandpa said, this is called the fearlessness of the ignorant." ”
On the contrary, it becomes a matter of gain and loss.
He began to hide his thoughts in his heart, and some words were not easy to say, and when facing her, he did not dare to say the word 'like'.
When his grandfather asked him if he liked her, he still remembered his mood at that time, his face was red with excitement, his heart seemed to jump out of his chest, and the blood boiled all over his body, rushing to the top of his head.
At that time, he was five years younger than Feng Nan, he had just entered high school, and he was as young as a sour fruit, carefully trying to hide his heart.
When Old Man Pei asked him, he shook his head and said 'no' stubbornly, but behind his back he was very serious with a large stack of confession letters written by others to Feng Nan, and read each one carefully, and then at every nightfall, he trembled with anger, but he seriously wrote every rejection letter for her.
He has been doing this kind of childish thing for more than two years!
Even in the end she didn't know about it.
His grades plummeted, and he was jealous of everyone who confessed to Feng Nan in the bright light.
The age gap widened the distance between the two, she had already experienced that kind of youthful days when she was in high school, and he was still young at that time, and he just followed her footsteps repeatedly.
When she was in college, the peers around her were not him, in Feng Nan's eyes, he was just a younger brother.
Five years had been lost between him and her, as if his life had to be staggered into two parallel lines.
"Grandpa said that what matches people between people does not come from family background and status, it is just an embellishment on people's bodies, and what they have congenitally is just that the starting point is higher than others and has more advantages than others. ”
But having these things is not just to stop people, but to make people more progressive.
Just as modern people stand on the shoulders of the ancients, just like after the victory of the revolution, the birth of China is for the sake of moving forward, rather than resting on its laurels and being satisfied with what is in front of it.
Between him and Jiang Se, Pei Yi always felt that it was a matter of age, but Old Man Pei said no.
Feng Nan has five more advantages than him, the Feng family is not as good as the Pei family, but she has excellent knowledge, cultivation and vision, more bearing and elegance, when he used his mind on how to follow Feng Nan's footsteps and how to try to get her, she was already looking far ahead, not backwards, so when a person is moving forward and his steps are not stopping, she will not turn her head and see the shadow of the person behind her.
Old Man Pei's words woke him up from his dream.
He vaguely understood where the problem came from, he remembered Jiang Se's rebirth, she was not stumped by the predicament of rebirth, after being reborn, she was still focused on doing her own thing, even if it was extremely difficult, but what about him?
He's still repeating what happened yesterday.