Xiang Chunzao did not go to the hospital but went home directly, turned off his mobile phone, got into the bed, maybe the cold medicine worked, and fell asleep after a while. Pen, fun, and www.biquge.info

When I woke up, it was noon, and my stomach was full of hunger after a few days.

I got out of bed and pulled out a bag of wontons from the refrigerator, feeling sad as I cooked them. This was packed with Han Xiang more than ten days ago, at that time, I deliberately packed a few more meals, but I didn't expect that I had no appetite in the past few days, and I used it for three meals, if I didn't have these bags of wontons, I might not be able to eat anything.

Eating chaos, Xiang Chun was sad.

Early in the morning, Han Qiushi, who suddenly ushered in his morning thoughts, saw that although he was haggard but unharmed, his heart fell to the ground all of a sudden, and he was safe.

Just be safe, ask yourself, it turns out that what you care most about is his safety, not whether he loves you or not! How humble, is this who you are now? Why should I put myself in such a pitiful situation?

Forget it, forget it, take a small porcelain spoon, fill the chaos soup, bring it to your mouth, and cry while drinking it to the early spring.

Maybe it's because it's been a long time, and I don't remember if I was so worried about it when I fell in love with Liu Zhiqiang. The years have passed and the memories have erased, no matter how strong the love is, it can't withstand the wear and tear of time.

Since you are avoiding me, you are hinting to me and asking me to leave your life, I think I will, I will forget this relationship with you Han Qiushi, I will not rely on you, with tears, Xiang Chunzao smiled silently.

After eating all the wontons, I was still a little dizzy, still coughing, lying on the sofa, my eyes closed, and my whole body ached.

I miss my mother, like my father, my brother, my daughter, I want Lei Lei, I want Liu Zhiqiang, I want Wang Yanyan, I want Wang Manli, I want Lan Ni, I want Li Jun, I want Bai Changsheng, of course, I also think of Han Qiushi, I think of Han Xiang, I think of Han Rui, I want to baby.

Xiang Chunzao felt that he was crazy.

Thinking about the people you can think of, thinking about the things that you can still remember, thinking about who the earth will not turn the same when it leaves? Thinking about who is not the same alternate in spring, autumn and winter? If you are weak and feel distressed for a long time when you step on an ant to death, who can you control whose future life?

It's really overwhelming.

After taking the medicine, another round of grogginess.

The door opened, and the lights came on. Who is coming? Xiang Chunzao sat up suddenly, with a splitting headache.

"Auntie, hasn't the fever gone down yet?" Xiang Lei threw down his bag, ran over, and tested the temperature with the back of his hand, "No, it's burning badly, what about the thermometer?"

"Lei Lei is back. Xiang Chunzao closed his eyes and leaned on the head of the bed.

Her face is gray and her hair is unkempt, is this still a clean and tidy aunt? Xiang Lei was so anxious that he frowned: "Quickly take your temperature, if the fever doesn't go away, let's go to the hospital." ＂

"You don't have to go, just take medicine. Xiang Chunzao's voice became even more hoarse, "Lei Lei, the baby hasn't walked yet, it must be in a hurry, go quickly." ＂

Xiang Lei looked at the edge of the sofa with tears in his eyes, where is the baby? Looking around, it turned out that the puppy was waiting silently at the door, looking at her pitifully.

"I'll come when I go, the thermometer is clipped, I'll come back and see. He stood up, opened the door, and ran out with the puppy to Xiang Lei.

It took less than five minutes to get back.

"Oh, it's almost forty degrees, auntie, let's go to the hospital. Holding the thermometer, he shouted to Lei.

Xiang Chunzao shook his head: "It's so late, no need." Go ahead and help me make a bowl of ginger soup and sweat. ”

"I saw Uncle Han downstairs just now, saying that I called you a few times, and you kept turning off the phone, auntie, why are you turning it off?" asked knowingly! How could Xiang Lei not know that in the past few days, Han Qiushi's family has disappeared, and my aunt feels uncomfortable and has nowhere to vent, so she will come back at eleven o'clock last night, and she has a cold.

"Is there something wrong with the call?" Xiang Chunzao panicked.

"Yes, ask how you are, and say you need help. Xiang Lei sat next to him and tucked the corners of the quilt, "Auntie, Uncle Han came out of the house just now." I think I must be uneasy, and I'm embarrassed to knock on the door and come in, and I heard me and my baby go downstairs, so I followed down, it must be. ”

Is what Lei Lei said right? Looking at his niece, Xiang Chunzao did not speak.

What happened between them? Suspicious, Xiang Lei winked: "Auntie, I see that Uncle Han has lost weight, is there anything going on in his family?"

"Oh, he's sick, maybe he hasn't rested, okay?" turned on his phone and muttered to Chunzao, "I picked up a sales call at noon, and the chatter was endless, and I turned off my phone with a headache, and then I forgot to turn it on." ”

Looking at the thermometer in his hand, Xiang Lei frowned: "Auntie, you really don't have to go to the hospital?"

"It's too late, I won't go to the hospital, I'll take the medicine again, just sleep and sweat, you can also wash and sleep, it's been a tired day." Xiang Chunzao smiled.

"By the way, ginger soup, I'll go make ginger soup, and my aunt will wait a while. Suddenly, he stood up and ran to the kitchen.

Qiu Shi came to me, how many times did he call, and Xiang Chunzao closed his eyes and sighed softly.

Ignore me for 20 days, and then think about me? Can't imagine that I deliberately turned off my phone? No matter what happened, I shouldn't have avoided it so suddenly, at least give a reasonable explanation, I am an adult, and they all have mature thinking, I don't know if ignoring it like this will hurt my self-esteem?

In the future, I work in an office and have nowhere to hide, what should I do?

Forget it, it's better to put aside the emotional matter, so as not to let him look down on me. No matter how good-tempered I am, I have a bottom line, I can't tolerate anyone who looks down on me, and I can't tolerate anyone who despises me, you Han Qiushi are the same, no matter how much I care about you, if it hits my bottom line, I will choose to give up.

Forget it, it's uncomfortable, I don't want to.

"Auntie, the ginger soup is ready. Holding a steaming white porcelain bowl, Xiang Lei walked over slowly, "It's a little hot, drink it slowly." ”

"Hmm. He took the bowl, drank it carefully, raised his head, and looked moist in his eyes to Chunzao: "Okay, Lei Lei, go to sleep." Auntie is fine, go and rest. ”

Straightened up, held the empty bowl, and nodded to Lei: "I sleep with the door open, and call me if I feel uncomfortable." Auntie, goodbye. ”

Xiang Chunzao watched his niece walk out of the bedroom again and slowly lay down.

After a while, the house went out of light and quieted down.

It's hard not to go to work tomorrow, don't you want to see him, you can't see him, you don't dare to see him.

My heart is not as firm as I imagined, it will be shaken! I don't want it, I can hide once, calm down, give yourself time, give yourself a way out. The love that is not broken is let it go up in smoke, after being sad and sad, life has to go on, after experiencing so much pain, do you care about this more time?