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After speaking, my aunt began to wipe her tears, Su Xiaowan endured and endured, but she still couldn't hold back, and her tears fell one by one.

This is her relative, Su Xiaowan was moved by her aunt's words, but she was afraid that all this would be empty after all.

Aunt and eldest cousin Song Yongyu saw Su Xiaowan crying, Song Yongyu hurriedly hugged Su Xiaowan and said: "Cousin, no matter what you encounter, you still have us, even if the person you are looking for is gone, but you still have us, we will always be by your side, even if we are separated, our hearts are still together." ”

After Su Xiaowan heard the words of her eldest cousin Song Yongyu, she finally couldn't control her voice and cried bitterly.

Yes, even if they are separated, even if she may be here, she won't be able to come back, even if they are all gone, but everyone's hearts are still together, they will miss, they will worry, it is enough.

Song Yongyu cried, patted Su Xiaowan and comforted: "Okay, cousin, it's okay, it's okay, it's okay, just cry out, cousin tell my sister, what are you thinking, it's all on the tip of the horns?"

Su Xiaowan is the time for catharsis at this time, and it is the time when the defense in her heart is the lowest.

Su Xiaowan's entire psychological defense had collapsed, so as soon as Song Yongyu asked, Su Xiaowan cried and replied: "Cousin, I'm afraid, I'm afraid that I won't be able to come back, I'm afraid of the sadness of parting, I'm afraid of the pain of not being able to ask for it, I'm afraid that I'll be hurt if I'm too involved, I'm afraid of a lot..."

Song Yongyu patted Su Xiaowan's back, while her aunt took Su Xiaowan's hand and patted her and said, "Silly boy, how can people not part?

"According to what you say, then why do you need to have a child, and why do you have to love her and take care of her when she grows up? Anyway, one day they will be separated, one day they will be lost, and the old man always thinks that the child can always be with her, but how is this possible?"

"Children always have to grow up and get married, and the old man always has to lose a lot of time with her children, and watching them grow up and leave, according to what you think, why do you still have children? ”

"But if you don't have children, where do you children come from?

Su Xiaowan and Song Yongyu, who were provoked by their aunt's words, burst out laughing.

Although my aunt's words are coarse, they are not coarse, Su Xiaowan thinks about it, how can anything be immutable?

Everything in the world is changing, Su Xiaowan suddenly became enlightened, is she too demanding?

Because she is afraid of losing, is it difficult for her to bear once there is a change?

Su Xiaowan only found out now that she had such a big weakness, was she so afraid of losing?

It may be that Su Xiaowan has lost too much, so she wants to hold on to what she has, both human and emotional.

However, it is like quicksand in the hand, the tighter it is grasped, the faster it flows.

So, did she do so much just to keep the people she cared about?

So, all her patience and concessions were for fear of losing this person?

But isn't what should be lost still to be lost?

His departure will not change by your will.

Like Yuan Kai, she was so good to Yuan Kai and did everything she could, didn't he still betray her?

And Han Dongchen, isn't she good enough for Han Dongchen? She is still a good wife and mother, and she does everything she can do.

Even because of Han Dongchen's dislike, she rarely goes out of the military hospital, but doesn't Han Dongchen still don't care about her?

Su Xiaowan suddenly understood one thing, because of the unconditional love of her aunt and relatives.

Let Su Xiaowan understand that a person loves you, no matter what you do, or nothing you do, he will love you.

It's not because of what you did, but because of you, who you are, born and can.

Su Xiaowan has catered to other people's preferences for so many years.

At this moment, she finally found herself and found the value of her existence.

Since the last time she had a heart-to-heart conversation with her aunt and cousin, Su Xiaowan finally came back to life.

Now that you've figured it out, some things have to be thought about.

Su Xiaowan understood that many things were uncontrollable, and she needed to adapt slowly.

Just like Han Dongchen, Su Xiaowan felt that Han Dongchen was a good person, honest and responsible.

While this is an advantage, it can sometimes become a fatal disadvantage.

Su Xiaowan now understands everything that happened, including the history of grievances between the Han family and the Ruan family.

It's really enough dog blood, more dog blood and more dog blood.

Su Xiaowan really didn't know whether to say that Han Dongchen was simple?

Or is it that people in this era are so simple?

Han Dongchen can marry a person who has no emotions for the sake of a promise from the family.

Han Dongchen said that he had no plans for Ruan Shanshan, hmph, lie to the ghost.

Su Xiaowan does not deny that Han Dongchen may not be really interested in Ruan Shanshan, but judging from the values of this era and society.

Although Han Dongchen has no feelings for Ruan Shanshan, judging from Ruan Shanshan's conditions in all aspects, he will not suffer a loss when he marries back.

can also solve family conflicts, Han Dongchen is not a fool, and there are few people in the countryside with such good conditions as Ruan Shanshan.

Although Han Dongchen said that he didn't betray her Su Xiaowan, he still cared about her, but Han Dongchen did something wrong, and a mistake was a mistake.

Although, in this matter, Su Xiaowan also has the corresponding responsibility, but Han Dongchen is definitely at fault.

It doesn't matter whether he owes money to others, or owes them love.

He had to tell Su Xiaowan about this matter, although Han Dongchen mentioned that he wanted to talk about it several times, but Su Xiaowan interrupted him and didn't say it.

However, Han Dongchen didn't say it, it was his fault.

With the addition of Han Dongchen's bunch of superb relatives, it is enough.

Therefore, Su Xiaowan felt the need to make a decision, which could be regarded as her first step forward bravely.

Han Dongchen's matter aside, the second important thing is what Su Xiaowan was troubled before.

There is no trace of Su Xiaowan's existence in this world, and there is no trace of her parents, relatives, classmates and teachers.

Su Xiaowan couldn't help but boldly guess that there were no traces of the people around her, so what about the celebrities she knew, and even the national leaders?

So, Su Xiaowan began to check the information and read the list of national leaders in the newspaper.

At this time, Su Xiaowan realized that many things were different.

Su Xiaowan had read all the newspapers from a year ago, the ones that Han Dongchen had brought back, but because the purpose of reading them was different, she just glanced at them a few times and didn't look at them carefully at all.

Now, when I look closely, I find that she doesn't recognize the name of the leader, and she has never heard of it.

Although she didn't know it, the pace of the country's development has not changed much, which is a gratifying thing, so she still has an advantage. (To be continued.) )