Chapter 17: Shemale love is always tolerated
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"You're bold! let him go!" I said in a hoarse voice.
"Okay, you goblin, not only offend the immortal family, but also confuse mortals, today I will do the Tao for the heavens, destroy your Dao, and collect your demon body!" said he raised his sword and rushed over.
Joke, a little fortune teller, who has been cultivating for less than a hundred years, wants to accept me, it's really beyond my strength.
Just as I was about to make a move, the voice of the land came again.
"Daoist, you've been practicing for more than sixty years, why can't you still break that Dao heart?"
This land is very reverent for those who have cultivated immortal bodies, and he put his sword back into the sheath and said: "This demon rushes against immortals, confuses mortals, and is stubborn in nature, I am afraid that it will be a disaster to the world in the future, I accept him now, so as not to cause disaster in the future." ”
"How do you know that she has collided with me? Can you see that she has bewitched mortals? You have seen her cause harm to the world? The word good and evil seem simple, but in fact it is profound, don't be so reckless in the future, remember to remember. ”
"Yes. The Taoist priest bowed and respectfully agreed.
The voice of the land did not appear again, and the Taoist priest and I looked at each other for a long time, and the Taoist priest waved his hand behind him and said, "Let him go." ”
Ah Shu was free again, and was about to pull me away, but the Taoist priest was verbose, "Demons and people are always at odds, if you are true and good, don't be too involved with him." ”
I didn't speak, but Ah Shu said: "Don't worry, Dao Chief, it's not her who confuses me, it's me who has to pester her." ”
Ah Shu and I had already walked out of the temple gate, and the Taoist priest used the technique of sound transmission to say in my ear: "Good and evil are indeed not so simple, I don't kill Boren, but Boren died because of me." You want to be nice to him, and sometimes it's just that you hurt him. ”
In the end, this old way has also been practiced for decades, and the land woke him up in just a few words, and he knows the mystery of the word "let go" very well. He has a way in his heart, he is very compassionate and merciful, so he repeatedly advises us to "shemales to clear the way", but he also understands that people have their own way, this is our choice, no matter how he represents the justice of the world, no matter how much he takes it as his own responsibility to do the way for heaven, he can't interfere too much with the way of others. This Taoist immortal fate has been planted, and after a few lifetimes, it is estimated that he will be able to soar into an immortal.
"Did you find out why?" asked Shu suddenly.
"No, but I know where Fairy Ling Yan lives, and I'm going to find her. ”
"Okay, we'll leave tomorrow, and your illness shouldn't be delayed. ”
"Shu," I paused to look at him, "you...... I ......"
"What?"
"You...... Have you figured out your life experience?" "I don't know how to tell him, the Taoist priest is right, I can't be too deeply involved with him, so I want to say to him Let's separate, I'll go to Fairy Ling Yan, and he will go to his family." When I think of what Master told me about the evil relationship between humans and demons, which one has a good death? But how did I open my mouth, I was afraid to see his heartache and disappointment, and I was also afraid that if I left him, I would involuntarily feel sad and missed. What's more, I also promised Ah Shu that he would always be with him, how could I break my promise?
"It's calculated, and the Taoist chief said that I was rootless. Ah Shu said.
"What is a rootless person?"
"It's a lonely family, born carefree, neither parent is there, and there are no brothers and sisters. ”
"So, then, are you sad?" I tilted my head to look into his eyes, and I couldn't see any sadness.
"It's good not to be sad and careless, so that you can do what you want to do, and you can accompany you all over the world. ”
I know that Ah Shu is still a little lost in his heart, who doesn't want to have his parents who love him? He doesn't want to show it, and I don't want to expose him, I know that he doesn't want me to feel sorry for him. But the unspoken words could not be spoken, he was already alone, if I went any else...... I can't give up my mind.
After dinner in the evening, Ah Shu said goodbye to the merchant brothers and sisters, and the merchant brothers and sisters tried their best to keep us, and asked us to stay for a while longer. In the end, we couldn't shirk it and decided to leave in three days.
I don't know why, the merchant brothers and sisters liked us very much, because we were reluctant, we stayed in the merchant for the last three days, except for sleeping, they were with us almost all the time. In the past three days, we have traveled all over Qicheng and eaten all the snacks in Qicheng. I'm very happy, but I obviously feel that my body is getting weaker and weaker, but I don't want to spoil everyone's fun, so I haven't said anything.
On the last night, you could see that everyone was smiling. Shang Wan played the song "Yangguan Three Stacks", and her eyes were already red. Shang Dongyu smiled and said: "Look at you, I originally wanted to compose a song "Folding Willows" for Ah Shu and Ah Shang, but you just want to make this song, I don't dare to show ugliness anymore." ”
After all these days of illness, I didn't feel any discomfort, but my spirit was obviously not as good as before. Our group walked in the huge back garden of the merchant, and after only walking for a while, I started to fight with my eyelids, and I couldn't walk anymore.
"I'll send you back. ”
"I'll take you back to your room. ”、
Ah Shu and Shang Dongyu said at the same time. I nodded, and whoever sent me now, for now, I just want to lie down and get some sleep.
Shang Wan hurriedly grabbed Ah Shu's sleeve and said, "Let Dongyu send Ah Ah Shang back, you ...... You, I'm too lonely by myself, you can walk with me again. ”
Ah Shu thought for a while, then looked at me again, I was groggy and didn't care about him, and then he left with Shang Wan.
Shang Dongyu and I walked all the way to the arch of the back circle, and suddenly he said, "Oh, I don't know where my purse is!"
I let out an "oh" and thought, if you drop it, you still lack a purse?
But he also said, "It was a purse that my mother embroidered for me with her own hands, and it contained the peace charm that I asked for in Foyun Temple that day, and it would not be good if it was lost or dirty." He was really anxious, and turned around in place, his eyes struggling to find the ground.
"Then you go back and find out, if you have fallen off the road, I will walk back by myself. As a last resort, I told him in a hoarse voice.
"It's not good," he shook his hand, and didn't even look for his purse, "I said I was going to give it to you, how can I break my promise?
"But I'm tired. ”
"Or ...... Or ......"
It's really weird, what kind of evil have the Shang brothers and sisters fallen into in the past two days, why can't they speak?
Seeing my impatient expression, Shang Dongyu hurriedly said, "Why don't I carry you?"
It's a good idea to sleep on his back without having to walk. However, Ah Shu said that men and women do not kiss, and the day before yesterday, I read a book called "The Female Ring", which also strictly prohibits too intimate behavior between men and women. Although I disdain the etiquette and dogma in "The Female Ring", when I came to the world, I had to abide by these red tapes, so I waved my hand again and again, indicating that I would never agree.
"Yes, this is not possible, it is not possible. Shang Dongyu lowered his head and said, I don't know if he was talking to me or talking to himself.
"I'll go back with you and find it. "If I delay any longer, I'll sleep in the garden to-night.
"Then it's up to you, Ah Shang, you walk slowly, so you won't be too tired. ”
The two of us walked a few steps, but I really didn't want to go, so I just leaned on the stone bench next to me and didn't move. Shang Dongyu saw that I was really tired, and he couldn't bear to let me accompany him to "walk around the garden" anymore, so he asked me to sit here and wait for him, and repeatedly promised that he would come back after half a cup of tea.
I didn't care about his cup of tea, and I fell asleep on the stone table. We, the spirits of plants and trees, are the best at absorbing the aura of heaven and earth, and sleeping in the open air is as normal for us as sleeping in bed.
I hadn't fallen asleep yet, and I vaguely heard someone talking, but I didn't pay attention to it, there were so many servants in the garden of the merchant house who took care of the flowers and plants, maybe they were idle and chatting. So I decided to block my hearing and continue to sleep.
"You don't have to say it, I know what you're trying to say. ”
Isn't that a voice?
"I'm going to say it, and if I don't say it, I'll ......"
"Miss Shang, you should know who I like. If there are some things that are said to increase embarrassment, why should we say them again?
Huh? The atmosphere is a little wrong? Who does Ah Shu say she likes? Who is it?
"I don't know," Shang Wan's voice choked up, she wouldn't cry, would she?" Ah Shu, I know in my heart that you like Ah Shang, but Ah Shang she doesn't necessarily like you, she is pure-minded, and she doesn't know what love between men and women is, but I'm afraid that the goddess of King Xiang, your sincerity will be wasted. ”
What is the goddess of King Xiang? What is the flow of water? What does not understand the relationship between men and women? I obviously know my feelings for Ah Shu, but I just didn't say it. I thought that Ah Shu and I had a good heart, and we didn't have to talk about each other's feelings.
"Do you know that the first time I saw you, I had a deep affection, and my every move, my anger and smile, I have counted them all and never missed them. Every time I stand in front of you, I don't even dare to breathe, just by frowning, it can cause a ripple in my heart. I often want to confide my feelings in you without any scruples, but I am afraid and ashamed, and afterwards I hate myself for being cowardly. I feel strange to myself. These days, I've been looking at myself in the mirror, and I've never looked at my face so closely, and I just want to know, is the woman in the mirror not good enough, why I paint so much makeup, wear the most beautiful clothes, and don't catch the slightest glance at you?"
"Business ......"
"Listen to me!"
Shang Wan was a little excited, and her voice trembled a little. I was completely shocked by her words, and sat motionless on the stone bench, completely noticing when Shang Dongyu came behind me.
"Do you look down on me when I say this? Heh, you see, I'm worried about what you think of me again. No matter, I'm afraid that after tonight, I won't even have a chance to say a polite word to you.
I know that you are not an ordinary man, and you will not change your mind for money, so I will not tempt you with your possessions, but, but what can I use to win your heart? ”
Ah Shu said: "No, you are very good. ”
"So, what do you ...... me?"
"You're fine, you don't need to come to win a man's heart. There are so many good men in the world that I don't think I'm worthy of you. ”
"No, how could you not be worthy of me!" Shang Wan took a deep breath, "I...... All I want is you to give me a chance to stay with you. ”
"Miss Shang, you are very good, you don't need me to say more, Ah Shang and I will set off tomorrow, it's too late tonight, I want to rest, Miss Shang should go to bed early." ”
"Just staying by your side, is this also a luxury?" Shang Wan lowered her head and lamented.
And I, at this time, my heart is inextricably linked, tangled into knots, and I don't know how to decide. Ah Shu, there is one Shang Wan in this world who cares about you besides me, so if I leave you, you will not be alone. Like, you two are the most suitable, after all, you are all mortals, and I ...... It shouldn't have anything to do with you.