Chapter 43: Reluctance?
Only then did I come back to my senses and look at him very doggedly, "I have met a master." Pen | fun | pavilion www. biquge。 info”
When he heard this, he laughed out loud, "I look bad and surprise you so much? Or is reputation important?"
"No," I shook my head firmly, "to be able to study unswervingly, not for fame and fortune, and devote myself to research, for many years, this is the most rare and respectable thing." ”
"Really?" he didn't seem to expect me to say that, and was stunned for a moment, "if it's just to pass the loneliness, or to miss someone?"
"Anyway, he made you progress, didn't he? I've seen a lot of people who take a negative approach and they end up depraved and useless. ”
"Yes, what about you?" he took a sip of a cup of tea and looked up at me, "Is it for a person to come to me to learn the piano?"
I was stunned, bowed my head, and melancholy gradually surfaced in my heart. Everyone can talk about comforting others, but when it comes to themselves, it's not the same at all.
After a long time, I raised my head and looked at him a little stubbornly, "If I said it was just because of interest, would you believe it?"
He shook his head.
"Yes," I said dejectedly, "maybe I can add interest, or maybe, to survival." ”
He was visibly stunned when he heard the last one.
I lowered my head in frustration for a long time, raised my head, and said, "I'm ...... today Something else......"
His expression was a little complicated, "I'm sorry. ”
I didn't expect him to say that, but I couldn't help but shed tears, I thought this was the first time I cried since I came to Jiangfu. For the first time, inexplicably shed tears.
"It doesn't matter. I scrambled to my feet, "It's not your fault. ”
He also stood up, as if I was a little overwhelmed by my tears, I quickly wiped my hand with my hand, "I'll go back first." ”
He hurriedly followed, "Will you come again tomorrow?"
Suddenly, I was a little happy, "Can I still come?"
He chuckled, "Do you want to miss the appointment again?"
I burst into tears and sniffed, "Got it." ”
"Wait," he said, pulling out two things from the table, "this is the medicine for you, I've added a few more herbs, and this is the tea for you." Tieguanyin is also very good for the body, you soak and drink, and by the way, taste tea. "In the end, there was really a bit of a precept.
I took the thing, pursed my lips and smiled, "This Tieguanyin is really a strange thing to me." ”
I didn't say thank you, the warmth this person gave me, not to mention this bag of tea and medicine, and how to thank you for gratitude?
He smiled and didn't answer, and sent me all the way out, "From tomorrow onwards, I will let you taste a cup of tea every day, teach you a musical instrument every month, and you should read more books." If you continue like this, your interest and other original intentions should not be disappointed. ”
I looked up at him, and my gratitude was indescribable.
He didn't look at me, but still smiled faintly, "You don't have to look at me like that, I don't know...... Maybe I should thank you. ”
I was stunned, I didn't understand what he meant, he had already stopped, "You go, I'll wait for you here tomorrow, I won't let you go back so early in the future, little lazy worm." ”
I heard him speak so funny, pursed my lips, and smiled. That's what the blog post used to call me. It's just that he added a small word that made me feel like he was an adult and I was a child.
I grimaced, picked up my things and ran away.
After running a long way, I turned around and saw the man on the arched bridge, faintly poked among the willow branches, standing tall and jade, and his face was warm with flowers. I waved at him and bounced away.
Actually, I'm just a twelve-year-old kid.
It was still early when I returned to the Falling Rain Pavilion, it was about the afternoon, and the sun was slightly westerly, but the residual temperature was still there.
Nothing had changed in the room, the door was still bolted, and the refreshments were on the table. Xiaoqiu dozed off in the yard, Xiaoxia was embroidering on the side, Yue'er didn't know when she came back, sitting on the side in a daze.
The matter in my heart is over, and from tomorrow I will not live that idle life again. Everything in front of me filled my heart with a sense of satisfaction, and it was the first time I had been so satisfied since I arrived in Jiangfu.
I turned the small wooden box next to the bed out and looked at the contents carefully, and although I was still occasionally sentimental, it seemed to have found an exit, and I seemed to feel that I had found a way to continue this memory, rather than relying on it all the time.
Then I put my things away and walked out of the house, and Natsu noticed me walking out first, shouting to bring the other two people back to their senses.
I strode over to a few little girls and said happily, "I'm going to cook for everyone today." ”
"Huh?" Xiao Qiushang couldn't come back to his senses with his misty eyes, "Madam, it turns out that you laugh like this." ”
"Madam, these two little dimples of yours are so deep and so beautiful?!" Xiao Xia also said stupidly.
I was speechless for a while, and finally looked at Yue'er for help, "Don't I laugh every day?"
Yue'er nodded very sympathetically, and Xiao Xia Xiaoqiu immediately snatched it over, "Madam, can you laugh?"
"Look at it, Sister Yue'er, look at how beautiful Madame smiles now. ”
So Yue'er also nodded kindly. Hey, are these little girls collectively stupid today?
"Alright, follow me to the kitchen," I happily led the way, "let's go cook together, I'm going to treat you to something delicious." ”
A few little girls didn't forget to chirp in the back, "Madam, you can't even eat, and you can cook delicious." ”
Hey, I'm just eating less.
"Madame, it's still early for dinner. ”
Hey, you lady and I haven't had lunch yet.
"Madame, why are you so happy today?"
"Madam, as long as we don't disturb you while you're reading, you'll be so happy?"
"Yes. ”
"Oh, ma'am, are books really that good, and you are so happy when you read them?"
"It's pretty. "I walked perfunctory.
"Is it better looking than the young master?"
I'm speechless, am I used to it? These little girls don't have a long memory at all, but fortunately I'm happier today, so I don't care.
"Madame......"
……
Hey, I'm going crazy.
"Well, it's delicious!" Xiao Xia and Xiao Qiu live like two hungry ghosts.
I stared at these two little maids who had just dared not eat at the same table as my "master".
"Eat or not!"
"Hey, madam, don't worry about us, why don't you eat, come, come, eat quickly." ”
I quickly covered my bowl, "I'm full." ”
"Oh, ma'am, why do you eat so little. ”
"Ah, look at this eggplant, it's spicy and spicy, I really can't see it, madam, how can you fry ordinary eggplant so deliciously, and it's not greasy. ”
"That's it, and this, ma'am, how can you fry so fragrant and delicious? Is it that the less oil, the better?
I smiled bitterly, what is the secret there, at that time the family was very poor, and oil was such an expensive thing, which should be used sparingly, and it had long become a habit. The fragrance is nothing more than the smell of the food itself.
Thinking of this, I can't help but think of my father and mother, and I don't know what they are like at this time. Last time, I asked someone to send me a message that I don't have to remember, but I don't know where they are or what they are doing.