First of all, the first point, was updated today

Then, I wanted to say something. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info

Some people may think that I am telling the truth, and some people may dismiss it.

But I think there are some things that don't work without being explained.

I'm always told: no discipline, slow updates, messy writing, etc., I'm used to it.

But let me start with my own situation.

I'm a third-year university student in the Department of Information Science, which is also known as a computer student.

This year, of course, it's impossible to patronize and play, because you have to worry about employment, employment, employment, and so on.

It's not that you can't live if you don't go to work, after all, the situation at home can be said to be okay, even if it's bad, you can find a job, but then it will be very unpleasant.

Ah, a bit off-topic, but it doesn't matter if you say that.

I'm writing with the following thoughts.

The main thing is to practice the pen.

In any case, the level of my writing is actually very poor, and I am not confident compared to the professional level, even compared to many amateurs.

I'm pretty good at conceiving worldviews, character backgrounds, and the like (after all, I've been enjoying this kind of thing for a long time), but I'm really not a good storyteller.

At least, that's what I think.

Even if I wanted to write books to support myself, I wouldn't be able to, right?

Writing is a dream, not a shackle, for me, and the only reason why I've stuck to this point is just a dream.

I don't want to explain anything, I'm often told it's okay to do anything.

However, it is impossible to stop digging pits.

To express what you think, thinking differently every moment is a new beginning, and to be like a slave, for what messy data, support and other things are honest codewords?

Sorry, can't do it.

I'm at a loss right now, I don't know what to do in the future, but even so, I'm still trying to move forward.

As for my book, I will never finish it, because it is no exaggeration to say that every story you see, every beginning, has a corresponding world in my heart, and I can take responsibility for each of my characters and have absolute control over them.

As for people who say, why is your role the same for everyone?

I'm sorry, maybe my pen power is limited, or maybe my mental world is too monotonous.

Well, that's it.

As for me, I will not give in.

As my life goals, there are actually only two goals: not starving to death, and supporting my parents.

The former is necessary for me to continue dreaming: dreams that are simple to the extreme. And the latter is the obligation of everyone, who is born to breathe.

Hey, don't say anything 'learn for yourself'?

Dare to say that, I'll pump you.

As we who were born to owe our parents, there should be no end to repaying the gratitude. Those who don't do this, who think that they are worthy of their parents, just die.

・・・It seems a little extreme.

Okay, then let's move on.

Some people may also see that my style is changing.

I don't know if it's an improvement, but what I do know for sure is that my grasp of words has changed a little bit from where I was at the beginning.

It's not clear whether it's good or bad, but it's something I can't fix quickly.

It's like force majeure when I keep creating one possibility after another for my own thoughts.

Speaking of which, the reason for my opening is also very clear, right?

Because of Bai Yu, I am a person who can't settle down.

As a dream that wants to get a good future, better realize my dreams, and present the world in my heart, I am confused.

As a junior who wants to do game planning but doesn't know where the beginning or the way is, I was confused.

In such a situation, I, who is still trying to write without violating my heart—hey, can you bear to stab me in the heart?

That's all there is to it.

I will continue to write and try not to write bad writing.

Above.