When Xie Xingshen came over, Lu Mingshu sat on the roof alone and drank. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ｂｉｑUｇE。 ｉｎｆｏ

"Hey, it's so rare! You actually drink secretly!" Xie Xingshen came out from behind, snatched the wine bottle in her hand, took a sip of it, and then said to himself, "I don't smell it, I don't think it, as soon as I smell it, the wine worms come out." ”

Back then, he went in and out of the Ming River, and in order to resist the fog on the Ming River, he developed the habit of drinking. Later, because she didn't like it, it took a lot of effort to quit the alcohol addiction.

I haven't touched wine for many years, and I suddenly smell the aroma of wine, which is really a bit overwhelming.

The wine was snatched away, and Lu Mingshu didn't mean to take it back, just leaned back and looked at the sky.

"How uncomfortable this hard erection is, rely on me!" Xie Xingshen spontaneously moved her to a different position.

Lu Mingshu only glanced at him and didn't say anything.

No refusal is acquiescence, Xie Xing smiled and was in a very good mood.

"Hiding from drinking alone, you have something on your mind?" he played with her long hair that had fallen down.

"Hmm. ”

Xie Xing was surprised, she was actually willing to open her heart to him?

"What are you thinking?" he said, unable to hide his excitement.

Lu Mingshu looked at the stars for a long time and said slowly: "I'm recalling the past." ”

"What happened in the past?"

Lu Mingshu no longer answered. She closed her eyes, felt the night breeze passing through her ears, and spoke for a while: "Fu Mingxi has seen her son." ”

"So what?" Xie Xingshen's heart moved, and he lowered his voice, "Do you see that Yue Lingyin and Fu Mingxi both have children and want to give birth?" Don't worry, I will definitely let you fulfill your wish-ouch!"

Lu Mingshu withdrew his hand and continued: "It's a perfect ending, isn't it? Zhou Miaoru is dead, and Fu Shangqing is now a lost dog." Fu Mingxi woke up, and Fu Mingtang got out of the mud pit. Everyone, to their part. ”

"But you don't seem to be happy?"

"It's not like I'm unhappy. Her voice was a little low, as if talking to herself, "The nightmare that kept me awake when I was a child was finally shattered by me, and everything returned to its original place." But ......"

"Huh?"

"I remember back then, when I tried my best to break free from the web of human affection. Unwilling to be bound by the rules, unwilling to become a victim. Why did I have the strength to do so, but I had already been predestined by those who held the power? This is the case with the Battle of the Heavenly Gate, and the same is true with the Qilin Society. ”

She retracted her distant gaze and landed on Xie Xingshen's face: "I still remember that you deliberately used words to break my belief at that time. You ask me, why do you have to be like this, a thousand mountains alone, indomitable. ”

mentioned the past, Xie Xingshen was actually a little ashamed. At that time, his only hobby was to play with people's hearts. Her arrival was like a fresh fish in a pond of stagnant water, and he was eager to try it—what a toy!

"You know, I did it on purpose. ”

Lu Mingshu didn't seem to hear it: "Actually, what you said is not wrong at all. At that time, I had nothing but myself, so I could only rely on my courage and struggle. The world is full of malice, a web called rules, that nets everyone. Wherever others think you are, you should stay there. ”

"Later, the situation got better and better. The princess relented, you didn't force it anymore, and even I had a few more friends. She closed her eyes and reminisced about those years.

"After returning from Beiming, life is getting more and more comfortable. I have enough strength to protect the people I value, and I can also take revenge on the enemy openly, and even clear the stigma of the Lu family. My fame is getting bigger and bigger, and my voice is getting louder and louder. If you say it, others don't dare to take it seriously. So, I also became a rule-maker. ”

Listening to her soft voice and saying these words, Xie Xingshen's memory also returned to that time.

At that time, in the Flying Immortal Palace, they were constantly fighting wits and wanted to overwhelm each other. Lu Mingshu once said sarcastically, you superiors think that you have given others a chance to improve, but in fact, you still draw a path. Only by becoming an excellent person recognized by them can you be qualified to be motivated.

She said lightly: "Look, we are back to Guxia now, how popular is it? All this, it's not that I broke free from the rules, but because I got the top status. ”

"So what?" Xie Xingshen asked dryly. He found himself unable to laugh, and that even he could not come up with a definite answer to the questions she was pondering.

"I was scared. Over the years, I have been afraid that if I climb up, I will be like the people who oppressed me back then, and I will draw a path for others, and those who do not follow the rules will be eliminated and become losers. ”

“……”

"Power, it's fascinating. She whispered, looking at the outstretched hands, these hands were white and slender, and she couldn't see how strong the master was, "Turn your hands into clouds, cover your hands for rain, as long as you have a thought, it is a life and death choice for others." It's a terrible feeling, and I'm afraid I'll get hooked. ”

Xie Xingshen gently held her hand and replied in a low voice: "But haven't you always tried your best to be kind? I have never seen a person as self-controlled as you, even if you have been let down, you can face people and things peacefully." ”

"Because I don't dare to let myself slack, I'd rather be soft-hearted than become the person I used to hate. Lu Mingshu turned around, held his hand, and looked him directly into his eyes, "I know that your life creed is completely different from mine. However, since we want to be together, we should always coordinate and synchronize. I'm trying to understand you, can you discipline yourself like that?"

……

The next day, Lu Mingshu went to see the Queen Mother alone.

I haven't seen her for more than 20 years, and the Queen Mother looks no different from before.

He gossiped with her kindly, and cared for her sincerely.

Compared with the sharp princess of Zhongzhou when she first met, the current queen mother is like a kind elder.

Shi Yu has married a concubine and had children, and has become the real king of Zhongzhou.

But the Queen Mother did not retreat into the background. When she was injured and missed the critical opportunity, the possibility of her cultivation being improved was very small, but it was far from the end of her life.

For a woman who used to be in a hurry, it was terrible to be idle. Therefore, almost all the affairs on the side of the Xuanmeng are handled by the Queen Mother.

After Lu Mingshu finished talking to her, he met Yue Lingyin, Wei Chunqiu, and Kou Wei and others, who happened to be stationed in Zhongzhou.

Then, she entrusted the matter of Fu Mingxi to Xie Xingshen and set off back to Jiuyao Mountain by herself.

After that night's earnest conversation, they needed time to think.

Lu Mingshu didn't want him to make any decisions, they had gone through so many ups and downs together, and it would be too hypocritical to refuse again.

She asked Xie Xingshen to restrain the malice in her heart, and she also tried to enter his inner world.

Being together is not a simple sentence, but an action. Not to mention the resonance of the heart, at least to agree, right?