Chapter 208: Suspicious
Every day when he opens his eyes and looks at the empty and strange room, his heart will throb uncontrollably, there is no sister here, she is far away from him, it is difficult to see him.
Nan Xianyi doesn't want to live a lonely life anymore, he can only comfort himself with those memories, in those memories, he goes out early and returns late, he gets into trouble, he wins awards, he is a coquettish scoundrel, he is angry and painful, and he has a sister.
If you want to come to Beijing, come to Beijing to find her, look at her, even if it's just a glance, just a glance!
This thought, at some point, began to echo and linger wildly in his mind, unable to disperse, and even take root and sprout.
As if he had gone mad, he began to buy air tickets, and then tried to get the doctor to write a note for his serious illness, took it to the head teacher to ask for leave, and didn't pack anything, so he took the mobile phone charger and some money and rushed to Beijing alone.
Even if he just thought about being able to see his sister soon, Nan Xianyi felt that his heart was full, and he was a little painful.
"I ...... I miss you, sister, Xiao Yi misses you so much, if you are not at home, it is not home, Xiao Yi goes back every day to look at the empty house, and feels so uncomfortable, do you want Xiao Yi to stop it? Nan Xianyi looked at his sister who stopped and turned around to look directly into his eyes, looking at her somewhat blurred facial features against the light, with a crying tone in her voice, and the tears finally slipped down no longer under his control, but he still stubbornly looked at his sister in front of him who was hazy because of tears through salty tears.
The young man's voice was full of thoughts and grievances, how could Nanxian Song not hear it, she stood there quietly, letting the young man pour out his thoughts word by word, watching him cry aggrievedly like a child of a few years old, seeing that he had obviously done something wrong but stubbornly looking back at himself.
"Na, fool, sister will go back to see you soon, who said I don't want you?" After a long time, when Nan Xian Yi gradually stopped crying but couldn't stop sobbing, Nan Xian Ge reached out and gently hugged the young man who was already a little taller than himself, put his head on the shoulder socket on the side of his neck, and patted the young man's back with his right hand, softly comforting: " Xiao Yi, my sister only has one brother for you, I won't want you, my sister is also thinking about you, I want you to be alone at home, have you eaten well, have you slept well, have you been bullied, my sister also wants to accompany Xiao Yi all the time, but my sister also wants to make money, make money for us to study, for you to study in the best university. ”
"Xiao Yi, my sister loves you. Nan Xiange's warm breath sprinkled on the boy's neck, stirring up shallow, fine goosebumps.
"......" Nan Xianyi's eyes that were still full of tears were finally full of smiles, and her sister said that she would not leave her, saying that she was also missing herself, and said...... She loves him!
"Sister~" Nanxianyi hugged her sister with her backhand, and then rubbed her head in her shoulder socket, her voice was muffled and refused to let go, like a large fluffy dog, and she kept wagging her tail happily.
"Xiao Yi is obedient, let go. Nan Xian Ge smiled lightly, and the thin light almost filled her dark eyes.
Finally let go of the difficult brother and was able to continue to lead him forward, obviously able to feel the joy emanating from the dear brother beside him, Nanxian Ge even had the illusion of leading a dog that had been successfully smoothed.
Not walking aimlessly, Nanxian Ge took Nanxianyi to the cafeteria, bought him breakfast and sat across from him, quietly watching him gobble up.
She learned from the conversation between the two that her stupid brother arrived last night, but he was quietly touched by someone at the airport to take away the money and card, fortunately his mobile phone has been pinched in his hand so that he did not lose it, but he was bent on suddenly giving himself a surprise, so he endured not to call himself, but slept at the airport all night, until just now, not a drop of water.
"Eat slowly, fool. Nan Xian Ge raised his hand across the dining table and touched the top of the young man's head with soft hair, and his tone was gentle and doting.
Nan Xian easily narrowed his eyes in enjoyment, moved his head and rubbed the palm on the top of his head, and obediently slowed down the speed of chewing.
When he was full, Nanxian Gecai took him out of the school again, and along the way, Nanxianyi's hands were tightly holding his sister's hand, covering her slightly cool palms and fingertips warmly.
"Xiao Yi. Nan Xian Ge, who was walking a little ahead, suddenly stopped, turned his back to Nan Xian Yi, and called him softly.
Seeing this, Nan Xian Yi also stopped, clenched his hand, and looked at his sister's back suspiciously.
"Go back tomorrow, my sister will book you a ticket for tomorrow. Nanxiange's voice was a little solemn, and she could hear her reluctance.
"......" Nan Xianyi raised his head suddenly, his pupils constricted, and he saw that his sister had turned around.
"Sister, are you driving Xiao Yi away? What you said at that time was all a lie to Xiao Yi, right? You don't want to see me at all, right? Otherwise, why would you be in such a hurry to drive me away? You don't care about my life or death, right?" Nan Xian Yi suppressed the negative emotions that suddenly swept through all in his heart, looked at Nan Xian Ge's eyes, and narrated with difficulty word by word, and a pair of beautiful eyes became more and more deep and violent.
Nan Xiange quietly faced the young man who was still immature in front of him, and he didn't even have much experience in dealing with people, listening to his accusations and questions, his delicate little face lost the gentle smile that had always existed, and under a closer look, he was a little more stern and cold.
"Finished?" she looked at Nan Xianyi, and asked lightly after he stopped talking.
Obviously, it was just a simple inquiry, and even from her expression and even tone, there was no anger or rebuke at all.
But Nan Xianyi knew it for the first time, she was angry, because of his words, my sister was angry.
It was not until this time that the willful and ignorant teenager finally began to panic when he looked at his sister's cold face that he couldn't see the slightest smile.
"Sister...... I ......" he snorted, tilting his head to avoid his sister's cold gaze, but found that he couldn't move at all, not because he didn't want to move, but because he didn't dare to ......
"This is the first time you've committed a crime this year?" Nanxian Ge was not moved by his weakness, but continued to press him with his gaze and asked in a cold voice.
"Nine times ......" Nan Xianyi subconsciously bit the soft flesh on his cheeks after speaking, and his hands were also flustered tightly squeezing the fabric of his pants, his eyes were full of panic and cowardice after the little beast had caused trouble, he wanted to look away, but no matter what, his eyes were sour and about to cry, and his eyes didn't dare to blink, let alone move away.
Nan Xian Ge didn't speak again after getting the answer, but let go of Nan Xian Yi, who was already so astringent that his eyes were about to cry, closed his eyes, and was silent for a long time before slowly opening his eyes.
Quietly looking at the young man who had been pampered and protected for sixteen years, Nan Xiange's eyes began to soften, she seemed to sigh helplessly at his helplessness, and then raised her hand and gently held the young man's handsome cheeks that were pale because of fear and panic.
The movements are too gentle, as if holding a delicate porcelain that will shatter at the slightest touch.
The light of the eyes is too gentle, as if looking at a beautiful and peerless ancient painting.
Even the extremely light sigh seems to be mixed with countless doting and loving pets, which makes people unconsciously want to fall into it.
But Nan Xian Yi, who was facing her, as the bearer of all her tenderness, was already frightened at the moment and couldn't even breathe well, cold sweat was breaking out on his forehead, back and neck, his body was trembling unconsciously, he wanted to retreat, he wanted to escape, but his feet were like being nailed to the spot, he couldn't move, he could only let Nan Xian Ge move, and then bear the deeper and deeper fear and despair in his heart.
"Is it because I'm too indulgent to you, so I made you start to learn to be bad and start trying to challenge my bottom line?" Nanxiange's voice was soft and smoky, like the most seductive murmur in a lover's ear, and the slightly raised tail note was even more delicate and crispy.
But Nan Xianyi couldn't feel those temptations at all, he only felt that he was placed in the ice cellar, and his body was cold, he wanted to open his mouth to explain, wanted to refute, and wanted to ask for mercy to admit his mistakes, but ...... Can't do it, can't do anything, the only thing he can do is to stand there stiffly, and then listen to his sister's words, like a criminal, listening to the judge's final judgment.
"I'll go back tomorrow, and my sister will book you a ticket for tomorrow." It was still the same sentence above, and she said it again, and this time, the young man could no longer have any intention of rebuttal, so he could only agree silently.
Nan Xianyi knew that it was not over yet, and there was also his final punishment, the most terrifying punishment he was most unwilling to face.
Sure enough, in the next second, I heard Nan Xiange's soft voice continue: "After you go back, punish you for a week, someone will give you life-sustaining food, if you dare to disobey it privately, then never see me again." ”
said that the clouds were light and the wind was light, and he was not even contaminated with half a cent of fireworks, but Nanxianyi, Nanxianyi, was like ashes at that moment.
Myself...... Is it that my sister is already so ignorant? That's why my sister uses such a severe punishment to punish herself, right?
Nan Xian Ge looked away after speaking, and Nan Xian Yi, who lost the heavy oppression, weakened his body in an instant, and the cold sweat on his forehead also slid directly to his neck, and he took two steps back in embarrassment, and Nan Xian Yi narrowly stabilized his body without falling directly to the ground.
Taking a few breaths, Nan Xianyi raised his head again, and in front of him was the back of his sister who had turned around, as thin and thin as ever, in his eyes, but it was the only pillar that supported his entire life, because of her existence, he had himself.
So, why do you have to be so ignorant, do wrong things again and again to disappoint your sister and get angry?
Thinking of the punishment given by his sister just now, Nan Xianyi actually felt that his empty heart was filled, all those fragility, dazedness, helplessness, and panic were all gone in an instant, and the rest was satisfaction and happiness.
Because I care, I will be disappointed and angry at his behavior, and because I care, I will punish him after he has done something wrong.
I remember that she once said that even if Qianfu pointed out, it was an insignificant person and thing, and it could not arouse any anger or resentment from her, and since it was irrelevant, she would ignore it.
Fortunately, he is not the one who is insignificant, he still occupies a position in his sister's heart, and he is not too wrong.
At this moment, the punishment that made him feel frightened and desperate turned out to be an existence that made him feel at ease.
Only by drowning yourself in those emotions can you truly feel that you are cared for and loved, aren't you?
The extremely unstable breath fluctuations of the young man behind him clearly told Nan Xiange his changing mind, and with his back to the young man, Nan Xiange's thin lips pulled out a cold and complicated smile, no one saw it, and no one understood.
"Sister ......" was about to walk forward, and the hoarse voice of the young man behind her, who was still in the stage of voice change, sounded, and successfully stopped her moving forward, but she didn't look back, just turned her back to him, and stood quietly.
"Xiao Yi is wrong, sister, it's Xiao Yi who is not sensible, sister, don't be angry, okay? You hit Xiao Yi and scold Xiao Yi, don't you be angry, okay? Xiao Yi is so disobedient, it's not worth your sister's anger, don't be angry, Xiao Yi's heart is uncomfortable, and it hurts sullenly......" Nan Xianyi hugged her sister from behind, and prayed softly in her ear, with a choked voice in her voice.
At this moment, this willful and impulsive teenager who was spoiled by his sister, like an uncontrollable beast, put away his sharp claws, with some careful flattery, humbly begging for the forgiveness of the person he was holding.
No, it's not forgiveness, I just want her not to be angry, because my sister won't beat or scold anyone when she's angry, and she won't even say it and show it, she has always held it in her heart, suppressed under the cold look, but this will damage her body, she is already weak, how can she be angry......
It's all his own fault, but it's his own fault, he would rather his sister beat him and scold him, than look at her current plain appearance, his heart will hurt, like countless needles pricking.
Nanxian Ge lowered his eyes and looked at the hand tightly wrapped around his waist, it clasped unnaturally, curled up, straining, trembling, just like the owner of these hands.
After a long time, she blinked her eyes, and then raised her hand to break the ten fingers that were clamping her waist one by one, the young man obviously didn't dare to resist the force, but stubbornly waited for her to pull it one by one, as if he was powerlessly waiting to be Ling Chi.
Nan Xianyi's pale face became more and more pale as he withdrew his fingers one by one, and the tall and handsome young man actually had a crumbling sense of weakness, he bit his lip tightly, and restrained himself from suppressing his emotions that were about to collapse.
Until his hands were completely spread out, and Nanxian Ge broke away from his embrace.