Chapter 117: Yue Hao's thoughts
"Really, I found out that you weren't normal at all before I came back from Baiqiao Village, hell or what's wrong with you?"
"Missed you"
Obviously, the whole person was in a state of fugue, but at this time he said that he missed me, and he was thinking about me with that haggard expression! The fool could see it, took a few steps closer to him, and stared at him fixedly, "Why did you call me over?"
Yuehao's eyes flickered a few times, but she said, "It's okay, I just want to see you."
Sitting at the desk and immersed himself in work, he looked preoccupied no matter how he looked, snatched the text in his hand, and looked at him condescendingly, "These are handed over to your assistant, let's go!" pulled him directly out of his company, in the process he didn't have any refusal, let me lead him away.
When I came to the edge of the lake in the largest park in City A, I leaned on the railing and looked at the turquoise water, there was a large lotus leaf in the center of the lake, but there were almost no lotus flowers at this time, only lotus pods and lotus seeds, and occasionally a few unknown birds flew out of the lotus leaves.
The weather in August is still so hot, the oncoming wind is mixed with the hot heat, smelling the lake water mixed with the fragrance of lotus leaves, looking back at the still heavy heart of Yuehao, I have never seen him like this, in my opinion he is both a cheap and resolute, never let people see his vulnerable side, but now, his appearance really makes me feel surprised and at a loss "What's wrong with you?"
"A little tired"
"Tell the truth, or I'll push you down"
However, my warning was useless, he turned a blind eye and was led by him to the ditch "Stupid woman, I envy your life"
"What is there to envy, if I can, I want to be an ordinary person, there are no so-called ghosts, and there are no zombies, just live an ordinary life"
"Yes, that's what I think, life is really tiring now"
His words startled me. Because he was sitting on the guardrail, watching his every move, swallowing hard, and hugging his waist, "Don't think about you." If you jump and I can't swim, you're dead."
Finally, Yuehao let out a sneering laugh, "Stupid woman, what do you want." Really."
"Didn't lie to me?"
"I don't lie to you, I lie to you and let you ravage"
"Why can I hear another taste, don't look for a short-sighted view," he laughed dryly, let go and took a few steps back.
"Stupid woman, where have you been in the morning?"
"Buy fruit, moon madman, are you really okay?" I felt like you were weird these days," I couldn't help but nag as I still felt uneasy.
With a big hand, he pulled me closer and clasped my waist tightly, whispering in my ear, "No, I see that you have nothing to do, so you still have this use"
My face was suddenly covered with black lines, and I wanted to kick this guy into the lake, "Hey, hey, can't you be serious!"
The huge head was buried between my neck. The familiar and comforting smell wafted into my nose, I breathed deeply, gently patted his slightly trembling back, and his voice was slightly bitter and sad, "Every time I see your mother hugging you, talking to you, and chatting with you, I envy her, I miss her so much, I really want to, but every time I close my eyes, their miserable faces will always appear in front of me, I don't need to be rich." I just want them to be by my side, I just want to be an ordinary person, but why did God want me to be born in that kind of family, why did I have to bear so much. I can bear that, but why does it take away my dearest, why? Why?"
Maybe it's because he's been holding it in his heart for too long and too depressed, and his heart is really tired, at this moment he is no longer the stubborn man, just an ordinary person. Everyone has his fragile side, but many things are not as simple as they seem, gently stroking his head, and saying the gentlest tone ever, "No, it hasn't been taken away, you still have me, and your grandmother, as long as you don't drive me away, I will accompany you"
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The next day
I carried a fruit basket to visit the sanitation worker I knocked down yesterday, no, it was Ling's aunt - Aunt Rong Xin, "Auntie is feeling better?"
Rong Xin's haggard face barely raised a smile, "Well, thank you, little girl"
"Auntie, where is it, I bumped into you first, I'll peel an apple for you"
"Good"
When I peeled the apple, her eyes kept on the bullet shell necklace, her white lips moved, but she couldn't hear what she was saying, handed her the cut apple, and looked at the necklace in her hand, "Auntie, I'm sorry to interrupt, you are also a sanitation worker for him?"
A small piece of apple was put in my mouth, chewed, and slowly turned his gaze to me, "Your name is Ann, right?
I shook my head in denial.
The corners of her mouth rose slightly, "Silly girl, then you have someone you like! Cherish the person in front of you, don't be like me, for the so-called face and self-esteem, I didn't even have time to say the words 'I love you', in the face of love, the so-called money and wealth, status, face, and self-esteem are all floating clouds, as long as you love each other, those are not important"
I nodded as if I didn't understand, looked at her sad and regretful expression and quickly changed the topic, "Auntie, I think you are a little familiar, but we haven't met before, but I just think you are familiar."
Rong Xin, who knew about it, smiled faintly, "Yes, your little mouth is so sweet, it's almost covered, how long have you known Ling?"
For this simple question, I indifferently raised three fingers before I could speak, and she preemptively answered, "It's been three years, when are you going to get married?"
My face was full of black lines and embarrassment!"Auntie, actually me"
Without waiting for my words to finish, he came in, looking at my strange expression, and the corners of his mouth raised, "What are you talking about!" Auntie, Mom's chicken soup stewed by herself, they will come over to accompany you later."
"No, I'm so old that I still need you to accompany me!
"After you are discharged from the hospital, you still have to live at home, you are not allowed to move out, there are many people, and your room is still the same as it is, and it has not changed"
Rong Xin sighed and took my hands and put them in each other's palms, and said affectionately, "Since you have been dating for so long, choose a good day to get married another day."
I was taken aback by her words at the time, and I swallowed hard with my saliva "Auntie, you are mistaken, I have only met with Lingli three times, and today it is only four times, so don't pull the wrong line"
Maybe she thought I was embarrassed to be shy, with a look of 'I'm from here, I understand', "Don't lie to me, this kid has you in his eyes, could it be that I will be wrong"
Hurriedly withdrew his hand, and said helplessly, "Really, I already have a favorite object, but it's really not a mullion" (to be continued.) )