Chapter 495: Thoughts

Being a soldier is definitely a very dangerous thing.

There is a poem: A strong man dies in a hundred battles, and the general returns in ten years!

It's not that the strong men are all killed in battle and the generals are back, but that among the many strong men, they have to go through countless wars, and countless people will be killed and injured in the process, and they will only return after a few years of success, and there are very few people who have returned!

The current Dashun Dynasty is not peaceful.

Conscription is a regular occurrence.

But their brother's luck is good, the last time they were recruited in Ancun was more than ten years ago, when their brother was still young, so he was not fought for.

But not many of the people who were conscripted more than ten years ago can come back.

Even if someone came back, it would be an injury.

Although the imperial court issued some silver, it was not enough to cure the sick, and if there was a disability in the village, then it would not be possible to do farm work.

If you can't do work, the life in the family will be dragged down.

In short, joining the army is definitely a life-and-death thing that is not beneficial.

Mu Yun looked at Mu Shan and said, "Big brother, I want to go, you just let me go!"

"Second brother, I know that you have suffered a lot of blows because of Ah Zhi's departure, but you can't think about sending you to death, if you die, how can I explain to my father and mother under Jiuquan?" Mu Shan said with a sad face.

"If you feel that you can't go in your heart, then let's go to the ends of the world to find Ah Zhi, no matter whether Ah Zhi will see us or not, let's find her first and apologize to her...... It's better to let Ah Zhi punish you than to send you to death!"

"And I'm sure Ah Zhi doesn't want you to die either!"

Mu Shan didn't know how to comfort Mu Yun, so he could only say this at this time.

He tried his best to arouse Mu Yun's desire to survive.

Mu Yun paused when he heard it and said, "Big brother, where do you want to go, I don't want to die yet." ”

Human life is the most important person, he has not completed what he wants to do, he has not made efforts for it, he is reluctant to die like this.

"Then you're not going to join the army?" Mu Shan felt relieved.

Mu Yun said: "I'm going!"

Mu Shan said: "Second brother!"

"Big brother, I want to be famous!" Mu Yun said firmly.

"Second brother, then you also go to study, now the life in the family is better, you don't have to worry about the family!" Mu Shan said firmly.

Speaking of this, Mu Shan paused: "I have always known, and your books are also good...... It's because I'm not capable of being an older brother, I delayed you before, and I will provide you and the third brother to study together in the future!"

Mu Yun said: "But I don't want to study, if I wanted to study, I would have gone a long time ago, why wait until today? I want to go to the battlefield to kill the enemy, I want to be a ...... A great hero that everyone admires. ”

"Second brother, you are not young, why do you say such childish words?" Mu Shan was very anxious, feeling that his younger brother was simply a stone, he couldn't make sense!

Mu Yun narrowed his eyes, lowered his head and said, "I have my own reason." ”

Mu Shan said: "Second brother, if you leave, what will happen to this family?"

Mu Yun looked at Mu Shan seriously: "Big brother, I know, you will take care of this family!"

"I know that you are different now than before, and you can also call the shots in the affairs of the family, but I was at home before, and you listened to me for everything, and when I leave, you will take care of the third brother and the fourth brother......"

Speaking of this, Mu Yun added: "The third brother has also been admitted to Tongsheng, and he will be admitted to Xiucai when he sees it, there is nothing to worry about, fourth brother...... The fourth brother is now taken care of by Mr. Zhou...... Big brother, even if I'm not there, there will be no problem with this family. ”

Mu Shan said: "Then do you have to go?"

Mu Yun nodded firmly: "I must go!"

Seeing that Mu Yun's expression was so firm, Mu Shan couldn't say the words in his heart that he wanted to persuade Mu Yun.

He knew, he always knew that his second brother's mind was different from ordinary people, and once he decided something, ten cows would not be able to pull it.

Mu Shan thought about it and looked at Mu Yun and said, "Mu Yun, don't dislike me as a brother's nagging, let me ask you, are you going to join the army, is it really not to seek death?"

Mu Yun said: "No! I want to be a general!"

There may be some oily paper in this statement, just like the words released by children when they talk about their dreams.

But Mu Yun said it very seriously.

Mu Yun looked at Mu Shan and said, "Big brother, our family didn't have enough to eat before, and I didn't have any ideas in my heart except to eat enough and live in my own house...... But now it's different, our family doesn't lack anything......"

"Ye Zhi is gone, we can continue to sell Songhua eggs to make money, and the life in the family will not be too sad. ”

"I want to do something I want to do now, and I hope you don't stop me, big brother. ”

Mu Yun said it sentence by sentence, and when he finished speaking, he looked at Mu Shan pleadingly.

Although he talks about the big and small things in the family, most of the time he is in charge.

But Mushan is his brother after all.

The eldest brother is like a father, and he still hopes that what he does can be supported by Mu Shan.

Mu Shan sighed helplessly: "Even if I want to stop you, can I stop you?"

"Second brother, if you want to go, go there, although I don't remember much about what happened when I was a child, but ...... I seem to be thinking about it a bit lately. Speaking of this, Mu Shan's thoughts seemed to drift away.

In the distant past, he and Mu Yun seemed to be always running around with wooden swords, saying that they would become generals in the future.

He never thought that time had passed, and Mu Yun was still thinking about it.

Mu Shan continued: "Since this is what you think in your heart, then you can go, I only have one request, that is, you must take care of yourself, even if it is ...... For this home, for ...... You can also see Ah Zhi. ”

"Big brother, thank you. Mu Yun said solemnly.

On this day, Mu Shan went to buy wine.

Mu Qing was also at home at this time.

The brothers drank together.

After a glass of spirits, Mu Shan patted Mu Yun and said, "My good brother, my eldest brother knows that he can't stop you, and now I just hope you can come back safely!"

"I will!" Mu Yun promised.

Mu Shan said again: "Second brother, the eldest brother wants to talk to you about something, I have been holding back for a long time before, and now I am afraid not to say it...... I don't know when the next time I talk about it......"

I'm afraid, I'll never have a chance to say it again.

"Big brother knows, I'm not a good brother, I'm always a drag on your brothers......" Mu Shan said, his eyes slightly reddened.