Chapter 449: The Past (1)
The breakdown of love is the broken thread, the thin sticky thread is the longing of the thoughts over time, if it is not, if it is away, occasionally hit the heart, but it may be broken cleanly when you turn around.
The breakdown of the marriage is to break the bones and connect the tendons, bloody, a mess, and it hurts so much, because what connects the two is no longer a thought as thin as silk, but a bloody and tearful biological flesh and blood.
For love, turning around and leaving is relief, but for marriage, you think you are free, but you can't turn around for the rest of your life, because there is a child in the middle.
After Lu Zihao divorced Xu Qian, he and Zou Lingling soon entered the palace of marriage, of course, this is an unblessed marriage.
On the day of the wedding, neither of the parents was present, Lu Zihao's parents were ashamed of their son's behavior of abandoning his wife and children, and refused to admit the marriage;
Zou Lingling doesn't care, because she feels that she has won, just like on the basketball court, the winner is always a winner, people only look at the result, and the process will always be forgotten.
Lu Zihao didn't care on his face, he cared in his heart, what he cared about was not that face, but he was eager to make some achievements in the position of head coach of the basketball team of Huaqing High School.
It is pathetic for a man who has achieved nothing in middle age and is full of ambition, and their originally vigorous life will be shrouded in a kind of suppression, solemnity and irrepulsibility, under which either mediocrity or madness can be achieved.
Lu Zihao fell into madness, leaving Xu Qian and Zou Lingling to marry was only the first step, after becoming the head coach of Huaqing, he almost devoted all his energy to coaching, selfless work, running around the country to select excellent players, going to the United States to study, and watching videos all night long.
He knew that this was his only chance to redeem himself, and if he couldn't lead Hua Qing to make a difference, his life would be completely over.
The wedding was held in the spring, and in the summer, Lu Zihao had already re-entered the national competition with Huaqing High School - Huaqing High School had not entered the national competition for two years after Lai Weide left, and as soon as Lu Zihao took over the position of head coach, he brought this former Haoqiang back on track.
That year, the northern region of the national competition was held in Shenyang, and Lu Zihao wanted to take his son Lu gradually to Shenyang together, he wanted his son to see what the national competition was like since he was a child.
But in the end, because Lu gradually was too young, he still left him at home, together with Zou Lingling, and when parting, Lu Zihao and Lu gradually said: "Remember, listen to my mother." ”
Lu gradually didn't speak, just nodded, his eyes were flat, and his hug for his father was not very warm.
In the past, Lu gradually was a lively child, he could play basketball since he was three years old, and Lu Zihao poured great expectations into him, so he must keep Lu gradually by his side.
In addition to Lu Zihao's crazy work, his only spare time activity is to teach Lu gradually to play basketball.
There is a small basketball court in the yard of their new house, Lu Zihao will take Lu gradually to dribble, he is too small to shoot, but his small hands can already dribble very skillfully - this kid is only five years old.
At this time, Zou Lingling was already pregnant, retired from the position of the leader of the school basketball team, and raised the fetus directly at home. Although she was pregnant, she was still very motivated, exercising a moderate amount every day, starting to learn to do housework, and taking care of the children.
These things she wouldn't have done in the past, but after getting married and conceiving a child, she began to imagine herself as a mother.
In fact, she is already a mother, but Lu gradually never calls her mother, but calls her aunt, Zou Lingling doesn't mind, let another woman's son call her mother, but she is not used to it.
Now that she has children of her own, it doesn't matter to her how other people's children are.
Of course, Zou Lingling still has to take care of Lu Yan, wake him up in Lu Zihao's absence, cook for him, send him to the children's basketball class, pick him up from school, cook him dinner, and bathe him.
Lu gradually is quite obedient, but he never takes the initiative to talk to Zou Lingling, and his answers are always "um", "ah", "yes", so Zou Lingling is also happy and relaxed, and there is no need to communicate with the little kid.
On weekends, Lu gradually does not go to the basketball class, just stays at home and has nothing to do, watching TV and reading comics, maybe he misses the days when his younger brother was there, but children are always forgetful, and if they don't see each other for a while, their brothers will gradually forget and hide deep in the corner.
The summer in Beijing is very hot, Lu gradually moved into a big house with his father, a detached house, his room is very large, there is air conditioning, but he still feels a little hot, he wants to eat ice cream.
In the large living room of the family, there is a small Xiaoice cabinet near the kitchen, which Lu Zihao specially bought to put cold drinks and cold beer, but in order to prevent Lu gradually from stealing and eating, the freezer is placed on a raised shelf, and with Lu Xi's height, it is impossible to open the cabinet door.
However, for children, this kind of trick of parents can never stump them, in order to eat, children will always think of various ways, and Lu gradually too.
Lu gradually didn't want Zou Lingling to help him get it, she and her father were together, Zou Lingling was not overly obedient to her ex-wife's children like ordinary stepmothers, on the contrary, she was very casual, because in front of Lu Zihao, she could stand up.
Sneaking out of the room, Lu gradually came to the freezer barefoot, he wanted to find a small stool to help him, there was only a small stool at home, which he sat on when he washed his feet, and he usually put it in the bathroom, but he found it just now, and he was not there.
At this time, he heard the movement in the kitchen, and sneaked to see that Zou Lingling was standing on a large stool, changing the bulb for the ceiling lamp in the kitchen.
This kind of thing has never been Zou Lingling's turn to do in the past, but now at home, Zou Lingling wants to try any housework, and it seems that she is about to become a mother's expectation, giving her a huge sense of responsibility, including the responsibility of changing the light bulb.
And next to the big stool, there was the small stool for washing feet, Lu gradually tiptoed to the stool carefully, secretly took the small stool away, brought it to the freezer, stood up and opened the freezer door, and took out an ice cream.
The lid of the ice cream hadn't been opened yet, but he only heard a "bang" in the kitchen room, as if it was the sound of a stool slipping, and then an exclamation of "ahh
Because she was pregnant, Zou Lingling took a small bench and put her feet on the big stool, and after getting the lamp ready, she was about to step on the small bench to get down, but she didn't expect to step on the empty foot, and the whole person fell backwards.
Fortunately, the stool was not high, she pulled it with her hand, and she was not yet a few months pregnant, but she slipped on the ground and sat on her buttocks, and her stomach was safe.
But Zou Lingling looked at Lu Jian who was standing at the door of the kitchen, and the small bench in front of the freezer, knowing that he had taken away the small bench, the fire in her heart suddenly came out, and she stepped forward and gave Lu Jian a slap!
"Smack!"
The slap was crisp and loud, and Zou Lingling scolded: "Are you trying to kill me and my children!"
A mother is always fragile and sensitive, not to mention that Zou Lingling is a short-tempered person, Lu Yan's behavior that almost caused her to have a miscarriage naturally made her carried away by anger.
Immediately, Zou Lingling snatched the ice cream from Lu Grai's hand, pushed Lu Yuan into the bathroom, slammed the door shut, and locked Lu Gradually inside.
This level is half a day, and it wasn't until dinner in the evening that Zou Lingling's anger subsided a little, thinking that Lu gradually didn't mean it, he just took a stool to get ice cream, not trying to harm himself.
Beat and scolded, scolded, closed and closed, the child hadn't eaten yet, Zou Lingling opened the door of the bathroom and beckoned Lu gradually to come out to eat, and after half a day, Lu gradually didn't make a sound at all.
But as soon as the door was opened, Zou Lingling was stupid, and Lu gradually fell to the ground, unconscious! Even shouted a few times, pushed people, Lu gradually did not move, Zou Lingling was quite calm, hurriedly ran Lu gradually out, dialed 120, and sent Lu gradually to the hospital.
After being sent to the hospital for some rescue, Lu gradually woke up from the hospital bed, and the first thing he said when he opened his eyes was: "Mom, I can't see." ”