Chapter 3 Existence is Rationality (3)
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There was a child who was born humblely, and he was the most ugly of the three brothers. The children in the same village disliked him, and most of them were unwilling to play with him, and even if they did, they were just for others to bully.
One day, the child was bullied and ruthless, and in a fit of anger, he picked up the stones around him and returned his hand. but accidentally broke the other party's head. Kid, how can he get hurt? Fighting, hurting the adults in the family, and being forced to pay a lot of money. His alcoholic father beat him up and cursed him for being a money-loser:
"If I had known this, I might have strangled you to death at the time!"
The next day the child was gone.
He wasn't a favorite child, no one paid attention to where he went, and the adults in the family were like no one. It's just that something strange happened in the village not long after, and the children in the village disappeared one after another.
The people of the village began to panic.
One day, someone saw a strange child, always circling around a well, clapping his hands and counting them:
"Seven...... Seven ......"
The man walked up to him puzzled and asked:
"What are you doing?"
"Look...... Look......"
The boy lifted his unsightly face and pointed to the well. The man looked down, bent over to the left and right, and there was nothing but his own reflection.
"Look...... You see......"
The man only felt that someone was pushing behind him, and he didn't even shout, so he "pounced" and fell down the well.
I heard the boy clapping his hands happily:
"Eight...... Eight ......"
It didn't take long for someone to find a lot of corpses in a nearby well, and at the bottom was the poor boy who was not welcome.
There was a monk who was passing by, and after doing a dharma, the loss of the child never happened again.
Zuo Lang said that it was the resentment of the dead, the light one was indulged, and the heavy one was doomed.
I heard that a pair of bones were dug up at the place where she found the child.
As for those who have disappeared, there is no way to verify.
This is just a public psychiatric hospital, and apart from some relatives sent by ordinary families, who cares about those mentally ill people who have been picked up and raised by society like her?
After such a fuss, I forgot about the business.
Tomorrow, I must ask Zuo Lang clearly, before going to bed, I thought.
Confused, like a dream.
"Suisui...... Pang Pang ......"
It was pitch black, without a hint of light. The song is so light that you can't tell whether it's a man or a woman, like a thin layer of silk, gliding over the skin, touching people's hearts.
It seems to be just ahead.
She tried to go forward, and gradually, through the light, it should be in front!
Who is it? Who is singing?
It was just ahead, and behold, there was a light, growing stronger!
Feeling the sound all around her, she endured the glare and tried to open her eyes.
The white ceiling has no patterns.
It was another dream.
sighed and sat up, only to find that there were large bags piled up on the empty bed next door, and someone was sitting on the edge of the bed, with his back to her and changing clothes.
Is it a new patient coming in today?
I suddenly remembered the faces I saw yesterday, and I was a little scared.
The one who lives opposite me is a real mentally ill person!
"Yo, the little girl is awake!"
She is a middle-aged woman in her roughly 40s. There are a few laugh lines at the corners of her round face and eyes, her curly hair is tied up and hung down behind her at will, she has no makeup, she is simple and clean, and she looks like a very gentle woman. Seeing her get up, he approached and took her hand very warmly, and sat on the edge of her bed:
"If my girl is here, she is also your age. What's your name?"
"I don't remember. ”
"What a sin! It's so small. The new patient looked at her with some pity, "Is there a family to take care of you?"
She shook her head.
"It's okay, Aunt Gui will take care of you! I'll call you a girl in the future! That's how I call my daughter. ”
"Yes, good. ”
Aunt Gui took her hand and patted it, didn't say anything more, and turned around to pack her luggage.
She sat on the edge of the bed and watched Aunt Gui sort out her luggage in an orderly manner, and she didn't see anything wrong at all.
Is it not yet time to get sick?
No matter what, she is still more vigilant about Aunt Gui.
The night is as cold as water, a cold moon hangs on the branches, the stars are scattered, and the few are very deserted.
Isn't it supposed to be a lively summer night?
But it's surprisingly quiet.
There was no insect chirping, no noise, not even the sound of the wind.
Could it be that your mood has changed, and you are scaring yourself?
After what happened two days ago, she always felt a little hairy in her heart, and always felt that maybe something would happen in the next second, such a quiet thing is strange.
Aunt Gui on the side didn't seem to be idle, and after a day of tinkering, she is now sitting on the edge of the bed knitting a sweater.
"Aunt Gui, who are you knitting sweaters for?"
"Before I came, my daughter-in-law was pregnant, and this is for my precious grandson. Aunt Gui laughed a few times, but she seemed to think of something, sighed, and there were some tears in the corners of her eyes, "I'm sorry...... It's fate!"
"Aunt Gui, what's wrong with you?"
Aunt Gui woke up her nose, put down the needlework in her hand, and made it to her bedside, as if holding her hand, she had strength:
"My girl, she was very cute when she was a child, and if she was still there, she should be as old as you. It's a pity that when she was a child, she followed her father to get sick. But luckily I still have a son. ”
"I think I lost my husband in my twenties and raised my son alone. Study, work, start a family. I think it's time for me to enjoy Qingfu, but I didn't expect my daughter-in-law there, hey, it's really wrong. I just say that I have a mental problem. It's noisy every day, it's noisy every day. I didn't want my son to be embarrassed, so I followed their wishes and came here. ”
It's really a scripture that is difficult to read. I really didn't expect Aunt Gui to have such an experience.
All his life for his children, he ended up like this.
I was about to comfort and comfort Aunt Gui, and wanted to say that it doesn't matter, and you can go back in a short time, but Aunt Gui took her hand and said a little mysteriously:
"But I think it's better here than at home, there's a ghost at home!"
"Ghosts?"
These two words, coupled with Aunt Gui's mysterious expression, she swallowed her saliva a little unconsciously. I only felt a chill on my back, and my body seemed to be blown by a cold wind suddenly, and goosebumps rose all over my body. She learned from Aunt Gui to scan the room, although she knew that she would not find anything, but she always felt that she was at ease when she looked at it.
After these two days, she began to believe that Aunt Gui said that there were ghosts.
Perhaps, it was because of this that he was sent to a psychiatric hospital by his daughter-in-law.
"Yes, I don't know what's going on, but what I put on the table is gone! The doors and windows are opened. She pointed to the door and window, "No, don't say it, I feel scared when I think about it." Girl, I'll go to sleep first!
After finishing speaking, he put on the quilt and fell asleep.
She looked at Aunt Gui, who fell asleep on her bed so naturally, and was a little helpless. I can't wake her up and go back to her own bed! Forget it! She climbed into Aunt Gui's bed very resignedly.
Hope for a good dream.
"Girl...... Girl......"
Someone in a trance called her, softly, loudly, loudly. Who is it? Who is calling her?
"Girl...... Girl...... Wake up...... You ......"
She slowly opened her eyes, only to see a silhouette in front of her, and in the side light, Aunt Gui sat on the edge of her bed with a frightened expression.
"It followed me! It followed me......"
Suddenly, she was completely sleepy. He immediately sat up and looked around vigilantly. There was no insect chirping, no noise, no wind, only the open window shining through the light.
"It must be coming...... I'm leaving, I'm leaving!"
Aunt Gui ran to the door in a panic and pulled the door with a mission. But the door couldn't be opened, Aunt Gui turned pale with fright, and slammed the door hard.
"Open the door! Open the door...... I'm going out ......."
She was also a little scared in her heart, could it be true? Is there really something following Aunt Gui? I wanted to go over and turn on the light first, before approaching, but I was pushed away by Aunt Gui, and the more panicked I became.
Suddenly, there was a black shadow outside the window, and she stopped in fright, and then she only saw the light in the corridor turn on, and the black shadow flashed in front of the window, and a male voice sounded:
"Open the door. ”
Looking at Aunt Gui, who was still lying on the door and knocking hard, she walked up and took a look at it suspiciously, and suddenly felt that her head was full of black lines. This door is obviously locked from the inside!
Pull Aunt Gui open hard, and it took a lot of effort to open the door. Zuo Lang didn't even look at her when he came in, grabbed Aunt Gui's arm, said to the nurse next to him, "Special Care One" and dragged the person away.
She was also a little uneasy, thinking that she wouldn't be able to sleep anyway, so she simply went along.
Aunt Gui was just sent to get a tranquilizer and some medicine to make her sleep honestly.
It turned out that Aunt Gui was really mentally ill. Originally, it was just intermittent amnesia, and the memory was confused, and there were some things that had been done, but there was no impression, thinking that they had not done it. Later, I hallucinated somehow, and I always felt that there was something I couldn't see at home. The family really has no choice, especially now that there is a pregnant woman in the family, so she is sent here.
Looking at Aunt Gui's quiet sleeping face, thinking about what Aunt Gui said, I always felt quite pitiful.
"Will she get better?"
"I don't know. But it shouldn't get worse. Zuo Lang was checking on Aunt Gui's situation and taking notes from time to time. This situation is no longer strange to him, "It's better than what really happens." ”
She didn't answer, because she understood the meaning of his words.
"Doctor Zuo, I'...... Do you know me? Or, do you know something about me?"
“……”
"I don't know who I am, where I came from," she looked up at him, "but I always felt that I had something to do, something very important to be done. ”
"You resemble an old man. Zuo Lang paused, he didn't know what to say, "I've asked someone to inquire, there should be news." ”
"Is the old man like me?"
"At first glance, the facial features look very similar, but if you look closely, you can't say whether they look like or not. ”
"What's her name?"
"Unparalleled. ”