Chapter 137: Low self-esteem
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Gu Yanling did not show surprise on his face, but smiled and nodded his jaw plainly and politely, which was considered to be the answer. Pen | fun | pavilion www. biquge。 info
Everyone looked at it with understanding, and the light in their eyes became even more sparkling, but Wang Youjun was slightly stunned, and didn't seem to understand the meaning.
However, a girl in a pink skirt standing beside her saw this, although her face was not obvious, her eyes already showed a little disdain, and between her lips, her words were quite polite and considerate.
"Three-color gold is the annual royal tribute fabric of Jinling, it is woven out of red gold, green gold, pure silver line little by little, I don't think at this moment, if you stand in the sun, you can reflect a layer of Qize, dazzling, so this three-color gold is called the world inch brocade inch gold, is the most precious and rare one of the cloud brocade. ”
Such good materials, if they are placed on others, I am afraid that they can't wait for everyone to see the style, but the girl of the Gu family is tightly wrapped outside, and it is not revealed at all, it can be seen that these things are ordinary in the eyes of others.
Gu Yanling smiled slightly in her eyes, and swept over the proud and proud face of the girl in the pink skirt, and didn't say anything.
She knows very well the comparison of these eunuchs' daughters, not to mention clothes, jewelry, but also to the heart of insight.
And she just has to watch this good show from the sidelines.
Everyone looked at the girl with admiration, and at the same time, they also saw that although the girl was explaining to everyone, she turned her face to Wang Youjun, obviously, they still knew something, and Wang Youjun seemed to have never even heard of the words "three-color gold".
The loss is still from the Xu Jun Wang family.
Although the twists and turns in everyone's hearts have turned a thousand times, there is nothing on their faces, and there is more or less ridicule and contempt in their eyes.
After all, where can the daughter of the family of the side branch compare to the serious family of others.
Even if she puts the gorgeous three-color gold and precious jewelry on her, it can't compare to the gorgeous bearing that people have cultivated since childhood.
It can be seen that some things, no matter how much they are disguised, are just false momentum.
Feeling the gradually strange gazes of everyone, Wang Youjun, who has always been sensitive and thoughtful, suddenly burned on her face, and she almost didn't need to probe with her hands, and she also knew that her cheeks were already full of red clouds at this moment.
At this moment, she forced herself to stand up to everyone's eyes, covered her sleeves with one hand, and clenched it tightly, so that she did not lose her last self-esteem and pride in front of everyone.
However, the world always seems to like to do the opposite.
A girl's eyes almost imperceptibly skipped a hint of playing, and then opened her lips and said, "I heard that Jinling and Xu Jun are very close, and it only takes half an hour to walk by water?"
Wang Youjun naturally understood the meaning of his words, his face turned slightly pale when he heard the words, and then he put on a decent smile, and nodded his chin smoothly: "I heard that my uncles and aunts said that Jinling is as prosperous as brocade, but the family is strict, and our daughter's family has never been allowed to go out easily, and I have never seen it with my own eyes, which is indeed a pity." ”
Wang Youjun thought that such a reply was both decent and generous, and would always relieve her of the "three-color gold" fence that she didn't know, but who knows, these words are even more ridiculous in the ears of everyone.
The side branch of the Wang family is thin, and the most prosperous is the lineage, the uncle and aunt in Wang Youjun's mouth naturally refer to the old ladies of the lineage, but everyone present knows that Wang Youjun in front of him is just a side branch daughter, because of the early death of her father, she returned to the Wang family with her mother. Where can I get close to my uncle's mother?
What's more, before entering the Wang's house, Wang Youjun followed her parents to a small family, where can she talk about a rigorous family style, and the family in her mouth is naturally talking about the Wang family now.
But Wang Youjun has only lived in the Wang family for a few months, but they grew up in Jingling, and although they are far away from Jinling, they know more than her living in Chen County.
It can be seen that less knowledge is less knowledge, and why bother to use these so-called cleverness, so that people can see it at a glance, which is not only clumsy, but also hypocritical and contrived. (Note: It is noted here that Wang Youjun's parents are considered close relatives to marry, but they both belong to side branches.) )
Wang Youjun naturally noticed the more and more strange in the eyes of others, making her feel as if she had been stripped of her clothes, as if she had been seen through like that, but she didn't know what was wrong, she held her skirt tightly in her hands, her body became more and more stiff, she looked more and more cramped, and she almost couldn't help but want to take a few steps back.
All this fell in the eyes of everyone, and she felt even more childish, almost instantly, all her shortcomings were exposed in front of others, leaving no mercy and dignity.
Looking at Wang Youjun's appearance at the moment, Gu Yanling's expression was still calm, only the corners of his lips floated slightly, and he said a word in a gentle tone.
"Indeed, it is always said that Jinling is a rich place piled up of gold and jade, I don't know when I will be lucky enough to see it, and I will see what the difference is from our Jingling Tomb. ”
When everyone saw that Gu Yanling actually opened his mouth to play a round, they naturally smiled very cooperatively, and then agreed.
Fang Cai's embarrassment seemed to dissipate because of Gu Yanling's words, but it was like a thorn in the heart, piercing Gu Yanling's heart harder, pressing deeper and deeper, making her feel a faint tingling, as if she could feel the blood.
She never imagined that the pride and dignity she had worked so hard to maintain would turn into ashes in an instant and become the laughing stock of everyone.
Wang Youjun's nails were tightly clenched into the flesh of her palm, and at this moment, she felt as if she had returned to the past, back to the life under the fence and looking at people's eyes.
She's had enough of these days!
While Gu Yanling was talking to someone, he glanced at Wang Youjun lightly, and the corners of his lips were almost imperceptible.
The people in the capital have countless hearts, and with Wang Youjun's temperament, it is indeed not suitable, she wants to fit in, and even wants to stand higher.
Then, she had to help her recognize the reality.
When everyone returned to the banquet and the banquet was held by Concubine Cheng herself, Wang Youjun's heart gradually calmed down, but after a meal, she tasted like chewing wax and did not have the slightest interest. On the contrary, Gu Yanling seems to have a better appetite than usual, although he eats elegantly, he also has a lot of delicacies.
Ruyi glanced at Gu Yanling beside him, and then glanced at Wang Youjun opposite, and then leaned into Gu Yanling's ear and whispered: "I saw you and my aunt before, as well as Cheng Niangniang, I think I can know the family style of Wang Xie and the two families, but now I look at the Wang family girl opposite, but I can't see at all that she is Cheng Niangniang's cousin." ”
Gu Yanling didn't pause when he heard the chopsticks in his hand, only the corners of his lips rose slightly, and he said in a light and slow tone: "Maybe I just entered the capital, and I still feel a little uncomfortable." ”
Ruyi heard this and shook her head disapprovingly.
"This is also to deceive others, some things are cultivated since childhood, into the bones, where can be changed overnight, I see whether you enter the palace with your aunt for the first time, or the second time you enter the palace alone, you are polite, when have you lost your temper? ”
Speaking of this, Ruyi got a little closer, and his words were a little lower.
"Cheng Niangniang, my cousin and niece, I didn't like it when I saw it from a distance at first glance, but between the words, I was even more sure. ”
The corners of Gu Yanling's lips raised slightly when he heard this, and then he turned his head and said, "What are you sure about." ”
If Gu Yanling took it to heart, he also deliberately groaned for a while, and said delicately at the corner of his lips: "I am more certain, this daughter's family is not big, but her mind is not small, although people in the capital are used to covering up, and acting is no less than on the stage, but it is better to be a real person after all, sometimes bluffing, but uncomfortable, and more hypocritical." ”
Hearing Ruyi's penetrating analysis, Gu Yanling didn't know what to think if Wang Youjun heard it.
But I have to say that every word of Ruyi is true.
Because of his status as a side branch of the Wang family and under the fence, Wang Youjun will inevitably feel inferior, but because of his excellent appearance and the so-called opportunities sent by Concubine Cheng.
Wang Youjun worked harder and harder to get rid of these inferiority complexes, but gradually went to the other extreme.
In the previous life, Emperor Chen's concubine Wang, what she cared about most in her life was probably the dignity brought to her by her identity, the glory brought to her by her son, and what she hated the most in her life was that others talked about her embarrassing position in the Wang family.
She coveted the favor given to her by Emperor Xiao Yan, lived in the most gorgeous Yikun Palace, played with the most luxurious treasures, wore the most dazzling clothes, and almost wanted to show all the glory in front of others.
Until she died, all she wanted was the most gorgeous concubine dress in her life, holding those cold and dazzling pearls to end her life.
At that time, she thought that she had obtained the noblest and most proud everything in the world, but she didn't know that everything that seemed gorgeous showed her extreme inferiority complex in her heart, almost to the point of pathology.
So in the previous life, she never looked at the so-called imperial concubine who favored the harem, what she wanted was the power to support the family, and what Wang Youjun wanted was just ethereal luxury and holy grace.
She and her, there was no intersection in the first place.
But Wang Youjun shouldn't, he shouldn't, he shouldn't have the intention of getting involved in the throne.
This was also the only reason why she got rid of her in her previous life.
In this life, Wang Youjun has not changed, everything is moving forward according to the original route, but she is no longer the same as before.