Chapter 160: Invited to Chinese New Year's Eve Dinner (Abuse)
Han Yu smiled, "It turns out that there are still things that Lin Yuan doesn't know." Pen | fun | pavilion www. biquge。 infoThat's a rose, a blue rose, a blue enchantress. ”
Blue Enchantress.
A rare and extremely noble flower, it is the nobility of the rose, pure and charming, with a seductive beauty like a fairy, so it is also called the "blue enchantress".
This kind of flower is very precious, she remembers that Bowen said that she can't buy one for ten taels of silver.
She squinted slightly and said, "Lin Yuan, the blue enchantress is very beautiful, but I don't like it, because the flower is too delicate to feed." ”
Lin Yuan didn't answer, and picked up the basket on the ground.
"Today is the Chinese New Year's Eve, so let you rest for half a day." ”
Jiang Xinju.
The master was pointing in the hall, and the subordinates were busy with joy, and it was very lively for a while.
Still in that lounge, the cold silence of the room contrasted with the bustle outside the door.
A man dressed in red sat alone in the corner.
The small lounge turned out to be empty.
It was in this corner that a girl once held him in her arms.
She wasn't very old, she was still a girl, her arms were very weak, and they weren't very soft, but they were surprisingly warm, and he hid in them, and he never wanted to come out.
She was younger than him, but he was attached to her arms.
Only by throwing herself deeply into her arms, or holding her tightly in her arms, the inexplicable uneasiness and emptiness in my heart will be slightly relieved.
Only at such times can he feel that she belongs to him.
She coaxed in a low voice, "Good, good, don't be afraid, the rain will never leave you......"
It was a heavenly sound, it was the best he had ever heard in the world.
He was obsessed with such sounds, obsessed with such hugs.
So he pretended to be a frightened child and didn't come out at all.
Never want to come out.
But nothing can be worthy of the word "forever".
Happiness that kind of thing. This is especially true.
When I woke up, I was shattered, leaving only a deeper sadness.
Nothing lasts forever, nothing can be repeated.
He suddenly remembered Song Kai's words, he said. "Do you know that if you are like this, you will have no turning back?"
Yes, he knows better than anyone else.
Didn't she tell him very clearly that she "doesn't like what other people have used"?
Does he like it?
It's funny that they're all used things now.
These two things that have also been used by people, I don't know who will live more proudly?
He curled the corners of his lips mockingly, and with a slight wave, Yue'er appeared in front of him, "Young Master?"
"You ......," he said in a low voice, startling himself in a hoarse voice.
"Dinner today. Bring her. ”
Yue'er was stunned, of course she knew who this "she" was.
She hesitated for a moment, and then hesitated, "Young Master......"
Jiang Kuo didn't look back, but sneered. "How?"
Yue'er stubbornly said, "So, isn't it...... A little cruel to her?"
"Cruel?" the man chuckled, as if he had heard something funny.
"She is in the Falling Rain Pavilion, eating coarse tea and light rice. Now that the Chinese New Year is over, I reward her with a few pieces of meat to eat, and I am very compassionate. Why do you think I'm cruel?"
Yue'er stopped talking and responded.
Falling Rain Pavilion.
The snow is falling all the time. ( Pingnan)
Why is the snow still falling?
The snow in the Falling Rain Pavilion never seems to stop.
The world of the Falling Rain Pavilion is always frozen.
It's time to call it the Snow Pavilion.
The woman leaned against the table in front of the window, looked up at the snow outside, and looked down at the painting on her desk.
In the frozen snow, a dazzling blue rose blooms with a pure and bewitching luster.
She thought for a moment. Picked up a pen and wrote a few lines on it.
"Blue Enchantress. ”
"Pure love and kindness. ”
"Staying together is a commitment. ”
"Encounters are a kind of fate. ”
"You are my deepest love. ”
She looked at the beautiful flowers and the beautiful words and smiled.
What a beautiful language of flowers.
Even the flowers become cute.
She seems to like this flower too.
It's a pity that she can't afford it, and she shouldn't want it.
She squinted her eyes again for a moment, then turned and threw the painting into the fire.
There was a burst of open fire in the stove, and the paper was instantly reduced to ashes.
What a waste of time!
She scolded herself secretly. Open the book at hand and read on.
Then there was a knock at the door.
"Knock, knock, knock—"
"Knock, knock, knock—"
It had been a long time since she had heard such a voice, and she listened attentively, as if admiring, and did not get up to open the door.
After a long time, the person outside the door called in a low voice, "Girl...... Girl......"
It's Yue'er's voice.
Could it be that his conscience found out and sent her something delicious?
She stood up and went out to open the door.
Yue'er was the only one outside the door, without an umbrella, empty-handed, just standing in the snow.
She got straight to the point, "What's the matter?"
Yue'er hesitated a little, "Today's dinner...... Everyone in the house has a Chinese New Year's Eve dinner together, so you can come too. ”
Dinner?
Hanyu smiled.
It's just dinner.
She wasn't used to dinner.
It's been a long time.
This bad habit is due to him.
Yue'er didn't know about her habit, but she understood her smile.
So she continued, "It's what the young master meant. ”
Hanyu lowered her head and thought for a while, then looked up and smiled, "Okay." ”
It's that simple?
She thought it was a chore, and it took a lot of words, and she didn't want her to say yes so easily.
She leaned against the door and smiled at her, "Is there anything else? Would you like to come in and sit down?"
"No...... Yue'er said and turned to leave, "I'll go back." ”
I don't know why, she actually had a feeling that the woman in front of her had changed.
At that time, she was cold and arrogant, and even if she smiled at you, you would clearly feel the alienation and unattainability of that smile.
And now?
How can she smile so innocently and harmlessly these days?
Laughing so purely?
There is an inexplicable affinity, and she no longer seems to try to push away the people around her, but wants to greet ......
Why is that?
If in the past, she could see that faint stubbornness in her eyes. So now, her eyes are clear.
Is it really pure, or is it bottomless?
Yue'er sighed slightly. Perhaps the begging at the wedding completely shattered her pride.
Is this good, or bad?
She didn't know.
In any case, everything can only be determined by the individual.
It must have been an extremely embarrassing banquet.
Maybe add the word "difficult".
Whatever you want.
If you are scolded by your subordinates all the way, if you go everywhere, everyone avoids it, and everyone looks sideways.
How do you get to peace with that?
She deliberately chose to go a little earlier, and she deliberately avoided the crowded road and walked from the path.
But such side eyes are still everywhere.
There is no escape.
If in the past, people who were in a wait-and-see state were still a little jealous of her, but now they have seen Jiang Kuo's performance. They have already understood everything, and no one will care about anything.
What is she in Jiangfu?
yes, what the hell is it?
Concubine?
Joke, has been suspended.
Human?
I never saw her work.
What is this shameless woman who doesn't hide in her Falling Rain Pavilion and comes here to do?
Hanyu walked in such a sideways view. Try not to show the embarrassment in your heart.
She kind of understood what she was here to do today.
No, it should be said that she understood it a long time ago, and now it has been confirmed.
She wasn't supposed to come.
Either way, no matter what.
Sooner or later, it will come.
She walked all the way through the white eyes and sideways glances of everyone, and walked through everyone's shame and humiliation.
All the way to Jiang Xinju.
And as the number of people increased, so did the whiteness of the eyes.
Jiang Xinju's gate was impressive.
There were several guards.
She remembered the day and night she knelt in Jiang Yanxuan......
The guards of the Jiang Mansion were very majestic and strictly obeyed the rules. Never compromise.
She figured she wouldn't be that easy to get into.
Fortunately, if she wasn't allowed to go in, she would turn around and go back to the Rain Pavilion without stopping for a moment.
That way, those white eyes can be over in no time.
It's a pity that she miscalculated.
She even paused for a moment before stepping into Jiang Xinju, wanting to wait for them to scold her.
But no. Nothing.
A few of the guards looked at her as if they were gone.
She had no choice but to walk in the void.
It's still early.
The people who came and went brought the dishes to the small table one by one.
There were some people at the table who were not very wealthy in the clan, and they came to Jiang Xinju early, perhaps looking forward to this must be a rich dinner.
Their children chattered and discussed.
You see, this flower is so beautiful. Wow, it's still on, it turns out to be a lamp!
You see, why does this thing smell so good?
…… Endless.
She was used to being quiet now, and she hated the hustle and bustle, but for now she was thankful for it.
Because in such an atmosphere, her appearance will be less eye-catching.
She had already put away that swaggering pride.
She is now in Jiangfu, like a street rat that everyone shouts and beats, there is no need to be bored.
This is all what Lin Yuan said.
In the past, my father told her that people are not short of ambitions, and we are poor, but we also have the dignity of striding forward.
Nowadays, Lin Yuan said that those who know the times are Junjie.
Lin Yuan said that temporary submission is not to abandon one's own dignity, but simply to put it aside and win it back in order to fight for greater power.
Yes, not all people have the right to self-esteem.
He said, Hanyu, have you ever heard the story of lying on the salary and tasting the guts?
She suddenly brightened.
Although the values she has cultivated over the years are not so simple to be completely changed, and she is not willing to change them completely, she is learning to selectively accept something useful.
She walked into the banquet as little as she could, and chose a remote seat to sit down.
She sat quietly in the corner, looking at the guests.
Not everyone is as well-dressed as the people in Jiang Mansion, and even most of the people who are there at this time are some ordinary guests.
These people are not all distinguished guests.
They are all close relatives of the Chengjiang clan in Hangzhou, and there are quite a few of them.
The Jiang family is a big family in Hangzhou, but not everyone is as rich and prosperous as the Jiang Fu branch, and some ordinary people are even struggling with food and clothing.