Chapter 198: Not My Heart

After getting up, I slowly groped my way downstairs, and I don't know if it was my delusion, from the time I went out of the room door, I always felt that someone was staring at me, and the feeling of 'being stared at' was like hostility and anger, but I couldn't see it, and I thought, maybe I was too worried. Pen | fun | pavilion www. biquge。 info

After losing my sight, walking is really a terrible thing, for example, when I was about to go down to the first floor, I was only three steps away, and I actually stepped into the air, which really scared me.

I groped my way along the wall, and when I was about to reach my mother's door, I stopped, wanting to see what was going on with my father's injuries, but I didn't expect to hear a conversation that shocked me.

"Yutian, should I tell Xiao Yi about that, after all, she is the victim"

"It's a while to be able to hide it, knowing too much is not good for her, Gu Xiaoyu is more or less influential to her"

"I really regret not being at the beginning, but if I hadn't used her heart back then, Xiao Yi would have died. Gu Xiaoyu, Gu Xiaoyu, everything is because of him, as long as he is there, Xiao Yi will have to fall into a crisis, if I really lose her in the future, I... I don't live anymore," I could hear my mother's emotions quite excited, chagrined and sad.

Although I don't quite understand what happened to the phrase 'But if she hadn't used her heart back then, Xiao Yi would have died', I understand that my heart does not belong to me, it does not belong to my An Yi's body, it comes from another person's body.

Who could that person be? His heart saved me, but it also pushed me into the fire pit, otherwise why did Lin Xiao, Ling and others ask for 'my heart' several times, what is the 'mystery' of this heart?

"Remember, resign yourself to fate!"

"Why, why do I want to live in such a family, if it weren't for this family, my Xiaoyi wouldn't have left me, I lost her once ten years ago, and I'm going to watch her leave ten years later, I'm fed up with that kind of scene of life and death, I won't let my Xiaoyi leave me again, yes, I'm going to take her out of here, out of here......" The mother's voice was excited again from despair.

"Remember, calm down!" said his father.

"Calm down, calm down, how do you tell me to calm down, if he comes back, my little one will be gone, my daughter will be gone! No, I can't let that happen again, I'm going to take her away, take her away" Listening to the mother's voice seemed to be collapsing.

"Leave, then where can you take her? If he comes back, do you really think he can't find Xiao Yi?"

"Ahh Leave or die, stay or die, it's better to let me, the mother, send her away with my own hands" Suddenly, my mother's voice was as cold as ice hell, the coldest voice I had ever heard, compared to my former kind mother, this one was like a devil.

"Remember, you're crazy, she's our daughter......"

"She wasn't, our daughter died ten years ago, dead"

After these words, the mother could no longer hold back her crying.

In the room, the mother was still crying, and the father was silent, probably comforting her silently.

This is perhaps the saddest and most heartbreaking time I've ever lived for 20 years and lost my memory of being 10 years old.

Although I don't know whose heart belongs to me, I am still alive and I am who I am, but when my biological mother said that she would 'send me away' with her own hands, it was more sad than anything else, and my heart was like a knife.

I can't believe that a mother who has been with me for twenty years would have said such a thing if I hadn't overheard a shocking secret, but when I think about it, she is also terrified because she can't bear the crises of the past and the future, and if she really wants me to die, why would she wait until now.

I sat alone against the trunk of a tree in the shade of the tree in the yard, and I had been sitting here for about half an hour, but that half an hour seemed like twenty years to me now.

I thought a lot about me and my parents, and about who that person at my 'heart' was.

If it weren't for that heart, I would have died, but it was that heart that made our family of three worse than dead.

Looking up at the treetops and feeling the temperature under the sun, before you know it, it is autumn, and the temperature in the morning and evening is dropping significantly, adding a touch of coolness of the autumn breeze.

Feeling the coolness of autumn, I fell into deep thought, and I don't know how long it took for a familiar smell to pull me back to my senses.

I tried to smile slightly in the direction of the person who came, "Brother Xiaoyu, why did you come down, don't run around if you're injured, be obedient"

Gu Xiaoyu slowly came to my side, sat down, and gently hugged my shoulder, "I want to be a girl, so I came down."

I don't know if my body is really cold, but at this moment, I actually feel that his body is warm, and his body has always been so cold that it scares me.

"Then you can't blame me if you catch a cold, it's you who are disobedient!"

"How can you be willing to blame the girl" in the voice is still doting as before, "Girl, are you not happy?"

"Well, sort of"

"So what, the girl will be happy?"

I pouted and rolled my blind eyes, thought for a moment and said, "Malatang"

Gu Xiaoyu stretched out his hand and scratched my nose, "Let's go"

He was about to pull me up, but I pulled him and stopped, "You're injured now, so you won't go."

"Out of the way"

"I said I can't go, it doesn't mean I won't eat," I suddenly stuck out my tongue at him mischievously, "We can order takeout!

Half an hour later.

The living room was filled with the smell of spicy hot, and the tempting sour and spicy smell of saliva made me lick my lips subconsciously.

"It's the taste, I haven't eaten it for a long time, and I'm hungry"

Probably seeing my greedy cat appearance, Gu Xiaoyu smiled softly and handed a string of beef balls to my mouth to "taste it"

I was so unceremonious that I didn't even have an image and ate it, uh, as if I had never had a good image. I was so happy in my heart, I hadn't eaten with Gu Xiaoyu like this for a long time.

"Slow down, more, do you want anything?"

I couldn't stop eating at all. "Are there any avocals?"

"Well, there's everything"

"It's going to be a rhythm of overeating today, hehe, it's a happy thing to have to eat"

"Brother Xiaoyu, don't you eat it, I'll be gone after eating!"

Gu Xiaoyu, who was still concentrating on feeding me, said lightly, "Don't be hungry, just eat it."

"Forget it, the wounded are not allowed to eat these..."

After saying that, even I was embarrassed "uh......"

Just as he was about to say something, there was a dissatisfied voice in the corridor.

"I'll go, don't call me if you have food, how can you eat alone, don't you know that there is a saying called eating alone is difficult to fat?"

"People like me who don't eat fat, they really should eat alone, otherwise they will be eaten by you, can I still be fat" I thought this sentence was enough to blow her up. (To be continued.) )