Gu Nianhua patted Jinxiu's hand and said, "Blindly refusing will not dispel his thoughts." You say that you are afraid that you will hurt him, but when he has feelings for you, and you reject him, this hurt is already there. It would be better to give him a chance to completely die, it may be a little cruel, but it is the only way to do it. ”

Jinxiu sighed, her brows furrowed: "How could I not know?" Nianhua, Chu Sen is really a very good person, I really didn't expect him to have such thoughts about me, if I had known earlier, I would definitely not have pulled him into the shares, in this way, we will have fewer opportunities to get in touch, and he will naturally not have thoughts about me other than friends." ”

Gu Nianhua smiled, this stupid girl, did she think that Chu Sen's good impression of her only came about after they partnered to do business?

Chu Sen's person, although he has only been in contact with it a few times, he knows Chu Sen very well, if he hadn't been interested in Jinxiu before, even if he asked him for help, Chu Sen would at most just be entrusted by someone to secretly let people pay more attention to Jinxiu, and he would never come forward in person.

However, he didn't understand that Chu Sen had obviously made up his mind to only be friends with Jinxiu before, and even hoped that he could renew his relationship with Jinxiu, otherwise he wouldn't have sent him those newspapers, and he wouldn't have called him when Jinxiu was in danger. But what was the reason for Chu Sen to change his mind?

In fact, he didn't want Chu Sen to be affected by this incident, in the past two years, the things Chu Sen had done for Jinxiu and the letters he sent him were enough to make him grateful. But feelings are selfish, if he has not come back from the border and has not happened to the latter, then even if Jinxiu really comes together with Chu Sen, although he will be painful, he will also silently bless them. He knew that Jinxiu would be happy with Chu Sen.

But these later things just happened, and now he knows that it was Jinxiu who went to the border to find him back regardless of life and death, and he couldn't let go of Jinxiu even more. In this life, no one wants to separate them unless he dies.

Gu Nianhua squeezed Jinxiu's hand: "Okay, you can put this matter aside, don't worry about it anymore." It's a matter between us men, and it's up to us to settle it ourselves. Didn't I remember you saying that you wish I could wake up and help you out of all this trouble? Now that I'm awake, what are you worried about?"

Jinxiu's eyes widened: "You know I said these things?"

Gu Nianhua smiled and raised his hand to scratch her nose: "Of course, you keep chattering in my ear all day long, how could I not know?"

Jinxiu gently slapped him with her hand: "You know, why don't you wake up?

Gu Nianhua smiled: "I thought I was dreaming at that time, and I couldn't see anything in my dream, I could only hear your voice." But even if it was just the sound, I was so happy, I was afraid that I would never hear it again when I woke up. ”

Jinxiu was distressed and a little shy, blushed, and said, "We are talking about Chu Sen, what are you doing with this?"

Gu Nianhua said with a smile: "Chu Sen's matter, you can leave it to me, I won't let him snatch you away from me, but I won't let him hurt too much." I know that he is your most valued friend, but I can't do it, so I will introduce him to a partner so that he can get out of the shadow of broken love as soon as possible. ”

Jinxiu couldn't help but push Gu Nianhua with a smile: "What kind of broken idea are you!"

Gu Nianhua touched his nose: "I don't care about him." ”

Jinxiu glanced at him: "Okay, don't mess around, although this matter is left to you, but I must know all the processes." ”

Gu Nianhua lay on the bed, raised his hand, and put two fingers on his forehead: "Yes, I promise to satisfy you!"

Seeing that he didn't look like a proper person, Jinxiu couldn't help but smile and glanced at him: "Okay, don't play tricks, I have to go to the cafeteria to get you a meal, otherwise it depends on what you eat." ”

As he spoke, he took the thermos bucket sprinkled with oil and left the ward.

When I arrived at the cafeteria, Jinxiu took some alkaline water, washed the thermos bucket, went to the window to make two dishes, and made rice. Gu Nianhua is a soldier, so all expenses in the military hospital, including meals, are free of charge.

Walking back with his lunch box, he saw Chu Sen as soon as he walked to the small garden in front of the ward.

It was already two o'clock in the afternoon.

Although it was autumn and the weather was not so hot, it was still uncomfortable to sit in the garden at noon.

Chu Sen naturally saw Jinxiu as well, he had planned to wait for her to come out here, and when he saw her, he immediately got up and walked over to her.

Jinxiu really didn't know how to face Chu Sen, and when she saw Chu Sen walking towards her, she subconsciously wanted to turn around and run away. At the beginning, she could refuse David without guilt. But for Chu Sen, she can't take it for granted.

In the end, Chu Sen is a very important existence for her.

"Jinxiu, won't you even say a word to me?" Chu Sen opened his mouth to stop her, with a hint of hurt in his voice.

Jinxiu stopped, turned his head, looked at Chu Sen a little embarrassed, and felt that his expression was a little bad, so he tried to make himself smile as naturally as possible.

Seeing her like this, a trace of complexity flashed in Chu Sen's eyes.

"It's been a long time, are you still used to it these days in the capital?" his voice was as gentle as ever.

Jinxiu smiled and nodded: "I'm fine here, what about you, why do you suddenly have time to come to the capital?"

Chu Sen wanted to say that he deliberately lined up all his work and came to the capital to see her on vacation. But he knew that if he said so, Jinxiu was afraid that he would not even say a word to him like before. So he smiled: "The unit sent me to the capital to do some business, and I thought you were here, so I came over to take a look." ”

Jinxiu breathed a sigh of relief and smiled, she was really afraid that Chu Sen had come to the capital because of her.

After a simple greeting, Jinxiu didn't know what to say. After Chu Sen had made her intentions clear, she couldn't face him without pressure as before.

Chu Sen naturally knew the crux of the matter, and said: "I still have something to do, so I'll leave first, maybe I won't have time to see you after I finish my business." Go up there. ”

Originally, he wanted to tell her something, but she wouldn't give him this opportunity.

Jinxiu smiled uncomfortably: "Then you should be more careful, I'll go first." ”

Chu Sen nodded, watching her turn around and enter the ward building.

His hands were clenched into fists, and Chu Sen felt very sad in his heart. He knew that he couldn't compete with Gu Nianhua at all. He and her will never return to their original relationship.

However, he didn't want to give up, even if he couldn't get anything in the end, and he couldn't even be friends with her, he didn't regret it.

But do you really not regret it?