It's going to be on the shelves tomorrow for a fee, and there are some words, the old wolf is like a fish in his throat, and he doesn't vomit or be unhappy. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 ｉｎｆｏ

In fact, the old wolf came into contact with online articles very early, and the first time he wrote online articles was in 07.

At that time, I also used this pen name, Wolf Mo, and wrote a book at the starting point, "Blood Wolf Demon Road", when I was a freshman, there was no computer, and the old wolf ran the Internet café every day, racing against time to write two chapters, a total of 8,000 words (at that time, a chapter was more than a few words, and there were more than 5,000 chapters, unlike now, a chapter is at most 3,000 words, and it is generally 2,000 words), and then I was as tired as a dog, and went back to school.

Sometimes there are many classes, and there is no time during the day, so I have to skip the evening self-study to write, and every time in order to save time and save Internet fees, I write down the content to be written down completely with a pen before I go, and that time is very tiring and fulfilling.

But alas, the book was not signed at the beginning.

When I was writing until almost 400,000 words, something happened.

Because there is no word in the Internet café, I can only write in the draft box at the starting point, and an accidental F5 made me write almost four thousand words in an afternoon, and disappeared completely.

At that time, I really wanted to cry without tears, and I had a feeling of wanting to smash the computer in the Internet café.

Can be final.

I could only stand up and leave in silence.

Because the time is up, there is no extra money in my pocket that allows me to continue writing.

At this time, my sister knew that I was writing a book, and she borrowed money to buy an assembled desktop computer, 4,000 yuan, you know, at that time, my sister's income outside was only 800 or 4,000 yuan a month, which was her salary for five months, so at that time, I was thinking, I must write my grades, not let my sister's hard work be in vain, and not let my own hard work be in vain.

But as a result, it is conceivable that a book that can't even sign a contract at the starting point can have results?

At that time, I was crazy, thinking of various ways, hoping to sign a contract, and finally, an online editor found me and took me to a newly established website, where I got my first novel contract in my life, and also experienced the cruelty of listing fees for the first time.

Three thousand collections, one hundred subscriptions, some people may not know, what is this concept, I use the most intuitive number to tell you.

I wrote 12,000 words a day, nearly 400,000 words a month, but in the end, all I got was a meagre 100 yuan.

One hundred.

I spent six or seven hours a day, but I couldn't even pay the internet and electricity bills.

So, I gave up.

I started to go back to school, hoping to learn well and get a good job, but in my heart, I always had an impulse.

I want to go back to this industry and write a book that makes a difference.

But in the end, it was to lift the pen, put it down again, start a beginning, and end it again, until last year, at the end of 2015, I was experiencing n jobs, and the last time I started my own business, and after doing Taobao a little better, I once again had the idea of writing a book.

Because I feel that after so many years, I still haven't let go of my dream of writing novels.

I love this industry.

Lovely people, always have to face reality.

The cruelty of the first time I put it on the shelves made me lose confidence in myself.

Moreover, at this time, I was no longer young, but my wife, after knowing my idea, persuaded me to try again.

Eventually, I made a decision.

Half.

Half a year.

I set a goal for myself.

If there is still no result in my book in the past six months, then give up, and in the future, I will give up this thought, work hard, for myself, for my family, and my daughter who has just turned 3 years old.

I vividly remember that day, December 28th.

It was 12 days later than my daughter's birthday.

From then on, I began to put everything aside and prepare seriously, and at this time, I was no longer the same person I was 9 years ago, I began to learn to make outlines, make character designs, and learn to write beginnings.

At the beginning of 30,000 words, more than a dozen were written, and finally, the current one was decided.

And this time.

It's already the end of March.

Therefore, the time of the book is March 28, which you can see.

It was exactly three months after I set my goal.

From March 28th to July 2nd, another three months have passed, half a year's time, and it can be said that my time has been exceeded.

So, I don't have time to wait any longer.

Tomorrow is the time to see the real chapter.

If the results on the shelves are good, my persistence, my hard work, is not in vain, it is meaningful, and I will always stick to it.

But if it's still like 07, and I can't even continue to live, I can only cut my wrists in pain and stop touching this business, because it means that I am not suitable for this industry.

It also means that no one wants to pay for the book I wrote, and in this industry, a book that can't make money, that is, a book with no value, it doesn't make much sense to stick to it, no one will feel sorry for it, and no one will feel that it should exist, because they don't like it.

In other words, if you don't like it enough, it's dispensable, it's there, just look at it, it's not there, it doesn't matter.

And I can only continue to do my Taobao and support my family, even if I don't like to do Taobao, but it can support me and give my daughter a relatively rich future, my choice can only be it.

It's not the online article I've always loved.

I can only hide it deep in my heart, at most, that is, when I have free time, I support my favorite author more, because I know that every novel that can make people read it is the hard work of that author, and this line of work is too difficult.

Well, I said so much unconsciously, and when I recalled the previous things, my tears kept falling, because at that time, it was really happy and painful.

In the end, what the old wolf wants to say is, if my book makes you like it and makes you recognize, tomorrow, I will help the old wolf, if you don't like it, if it is dispensable, please skip it, and let the old wolf be sober up a little bit, and stop daydreaming on the Internet.

Thank you.

I really hope that all the book friends who can see this can support the old wolf and the genuine version, so that the old wolf can go on and on, all the time, all the time.