Chapter 194: Would You Rather?

He gripped her hand tightly, his eyes glaring sternly. Pen ~ fun ~ pavilion www.biquge.info

She had to honestly let him strip her naked.

He didn't do anything, he took her whole into his arms, then carefully placed her in the water and gently washed her with his hands.

He had such a tender time......

She could hear his breathing grow heavier, and she thought the scene from last night would repeat itself.

But no.

He endured himself fiercely, washed her little by little, and then picked her up and put her on the bed.

She saw the veins on his forehead bulging and sweat dripping down his temples.

She had a lot of influence on him.

She smiled inwardly.

He still didn't look her eyes, took out a porcelain bottle from his bosom, and opened the cap.

Hanyu looked at the bottle nervously.

He seemed to feel it, paused, and wiped the thing on his hand and wiped it away from her bruises.

She dodged for a moment.

He reached out and chased after him, and whispered a word.

"It's not scented with osmanthus. ”

Hanyu stayed in place, watching his movements blankly, letting the plaster rub coldly on her body.

After a long time, tears poured out like a tide.

It's not osmanthus scented......

He even remembered......

She forgot all her jokes, and he remembered them for four years.

Why, always give me fatal tenderness when I think I can be ruthless to the end?

Why, always give me a reason why I can't let you go when I want to give up on you the most?

"...... not scented osmanthus"

Why?

Why?

She looked at his good-looking eyebrows in her eyes with tears, and the prepared words in her mouth finally could not be said again.

Wait, wait.

Maybe it's not time yet.

She tried desperately to comfort herself, maybe she couldn't, maybe the gentleness wasn't enough for him to give her something.

Wait, wait until he sinks a little deeper, when he is sure of everything.

But wouldn't it be more cruel then?

She didn't think of it, or deliberately ignored it.

He was silent and applied her a little plaster. Don't look at her, don't speak.

There is solemnity and persistence on the face.

Maybe he didn't forgive her, but was just responsible for her?

Maybe he was also so careful with what he said about "first love"?

Outside the originally quiet door, there was a sudden commotion.

A little maid's shrunken voice came: "Madam." The young master is ...... inside."

The voice came closer.

He was still rubbing the plaster very seriously, as if he hadn't heard anything, and the stubbornness on his face was still there.

She looked at him, trying to remind.

And the bedroom door has been opened.

She saw Shen Niannian with a hurt expression on her face, staying at the door, looking at them.

Watching her husband gently apply ointment to the woman covered in kiss marks.

He covered her with the quilt.

Then stand up.

There was an instant silence in the room.

No one spoke.

Long.

Nian Nian smiled, tears falling continuously.

Her lips were trembling, "You said we don't have to prepare for the wedding, is that what you mean?"

Jiang Kuo didn't speak, silent.

It's been a long time.

He said calmly. "You move to Jiang Puxuan first. ”

Jiang Puju is next to Jiang Yanxuan, which was originally the place where the eldest lady lived.

"Why?" Nian Nian was stimulated by this sentence, and she asked him with red eyes, "Why did I move to Jiang Puxuan? This is my place, why should I move away?"

Jiang Kuo did not speak.

Nian Nian waited for a long time. Didn't wait for any answers.

She nodded and smiled bitterly, "Okay, Jiang Yanxuan, Jiang Puxuan, what a good name." The king should be a rock, and the concubine should be a reed. The reed is tough as silk, and the rock has no transfer. The rock is square and thick, and can die for a thousand years; ”

She couldn't stop choking up as she read it, "Do you want me to wait for you in Jiang Puxuan?" Lanzhi finally waited for Zhong Qing's return. But it's already separated by yin and yang, so what about me?"

"Husband, when are you going to let me wait? Can you explain to me what 'first' and what does 'move to Jiang Puxuan first'?"

There are accusatory words in this grievance, and every word is tears. Let the listener be moved.

At this moment, Han Yu actually stood up.

She had already dressed and saluted the two, "Young master, madam, the slave and maid will go back first." ”

The slave went back first......

This sentence easily denies everything.

Nian Nian looked at her with wide eyes. Unable to speak.

She got out of bed and walked out step by step.

There was no nostalgia for that!

Jiang Kuo looked at her in a daze for a while, and suddenly caught up with her in two steps and grabbed her viciously.

His eyes were red and staring into hers, his eyes full of anger, pain, and questioning.

It's like a child being robbed of his beloved toy by an adult for no reason.

With just such a look, Nian Nian knew that he had lost.

She had never seen him look so heartily.

The way they looked at each other was so intimate that no one could intervene.

She suddenly understood, and understood why she couldn't touch his soul for so long.

She suddenly understood why she had a different feeling in her heart when she saw him angry in the yard that day.

She suddenly understood why Shen Rui always said in front of her that Jiang Kuo was getting more and more disgusted with him.

She suddenly understood...... Mr?

What sir?!

It's a conspiracy!

This is a deliberate conspiracy to steal love!

And she, as the object of being robbed of love, turned out to be the person who pulled the red thread for no reason!

She should leave, but her feet were like lead, and she couldn't move a single step.

She could only watch the wonderful performance of the two of them.

She saw the woman turn her head, with tears in her eyes, and instead of looking at her husband, she looked at her.

She said word by word: "Madam, the young master was not sober last night...... It's the slave's fault...... It was the slave who seduced the young master...... The young master is devoted to you, but he is just confused for a while. If the lady wants to punish, punish the slave and maid, and don't blame the young master. Slave Guarantee...... In the future, such a thing will not happen again. ”

Is she pleading for her husband?

Before Nian Nian could react, she saw Jiang Kuo suddenly pinching her chin and turning back. Angrily pressed her.

"Who told you I'm not sober?!Who told you I'm confused?!Who said that this won't happen in the future?Why won't it happen?!"

These words are very painful and clear.

It hurts.

Nian Nian was stunned for a moment, and suddenly understood her intentions.

What a clever move to retreat into advance.

She suddenly understood why she had played with the two "sisters" in the past. That's because he doesn't care, it's because of his acquiescence and connivance, if it's the one in front of her, if it's such a person, what are her chances of winning?

She adjusted her mood and broke the silence.

"Husband......

Before the words could be spoken, he raised his hand to interrupt her.

"You move to Jiang Puxuan first, there has been lived there before, if you are not satisfied, I will send someone to rebuild a courtyard for you." ”

This time it couldn't be clearer.

That's what it means to be "first".

Move to a place first. Move to another new place.

What a generous attitude.

But husband, I don't want a brand new building, I want to come back, I just want to come back.

She didn't refute, and said, "No need for husband." I took Taotao over, and we stayed in Jiang Puxuan, and we didn't go anywhere. We are waiting for you there. ”

"Sister, you have a good rest. ”

This sentence was said by Chong Hanyu.

The words were light, but she heard something different.

They all remembered his words in Jiang Xinju.

Yes.

Niannian has a child, the child has all the Jiang family, and she has all the Jiang family.

It's funny. What if all the Jiang family is no longer surnamed Jiang?

Nian Nian pushed the door and left, and there were only two people left in the room.

And he still didn't let her go, staring at her deadly, "What do you mean, why do you always go back on your word again and again, why do you always make me worry about it all day?"

She reached out to touch his face, a look of obsession and wandering. "Kuo, I wanted to be selfish with you. But today, when I heard what my wife said, I suddenly felt sad...... I'm just a scumbag who gets loved by people. ”

"I think of what you said in Jiang Xinju four years ago Chinese New Year's Eve...... Kuo, you made that promise. Now that I have broken it, what kind of criticism will I suffer? You have treated me so well, but I have hurt you, and your wife and children...... How could I bear it? I couldn't bear it, so I said something like that. Kuo, I want to let you go, but I am reluctant to let you go......"

She hugged him tightly and began to cry in his arms.

"Kuo, what do you think I should do?"

Jiang Kuo listened to her words sentence by sentence and tasted sentence by sentence.

After a long time, the corners of his mouth loosened.

He smiled.

A smile that I haven't seen in a long time.

But no one saw it, no one saw it.

He looked away and said, "You don't care. ”

That's his promise.

Promise him a way to keep both the wind and rain out of a long way from her.

He didn't say it, but she understood.

She froze for a moment, let go of him, and let go of a childish smile.

Just like four years ago, their short and harmonious days.

She said to him, "Jiang Kuo, you let me be your roommate." ”

This is a self-recommendation with sweetness.

But he suddenly remembered that he had come four years ago, and remembered that he had told her that he wanted to be a couple for the rest of his life.

I remembered that she had said to him in a fit of rage, "I don't like to use things that other people have used, and so do people."

Four years ago, he could give her all these things.

And four years later, there was nothing.

After four years, will she be the only one who will be his roommate?

But what could he do?

He looked away, was silent for a long time, and asked, "Would you like to?"

Would you like to?

The words were doubtful, but they agreed.

She also remembered those words from four years ago.

Her heart ached.

It doesn't matter, I just want his love, I just want to wrench my fingers.

She smiled even wider.

She said, "I do." As long as I'm with you, I'm willing to do anything. ”

He looked away, not looking into her eyes.

Only by doing a room, being such a nameless character who is like a subordinate and a lover, can he barely break his former vow.

How stupid, for a reason that is not the reason, to make a promise that will trap you for the rest of your life.

Jiang Kuo, how stupid you are.

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