012 Never admit defeat
I remembered their expressions when they said this, and although I had no friends, my mother and grandmother had vaguely taught me something this morning, and it was not difficult to guess what they were going to play...... It's really shameless. Pen % fun % Pavilion www.biquge.info
Fortunately, my father and mother live in my backyard, and I shouldn't be seen, I know in the morning that the place where my father and mother live can't be seen by me from time to time, and I still have some regrets, and now it seems to be just right, this Jiang Kuo doesn't know how to hit me, what if my father and mother see it......
He thought so a long time ago, knowing that I would not tell my suffering, and only my father and mother would speak for me here, so he deliberately arranged it this way, and then wantonly retaliated against me, so that I could not be at peace and could not be happy, as the best explanation to Jiang Liu.
This is Jiang Kuo, narrow-minded, unreasonable villain.
I gently hooked my lips and smiled, Jiang Kuo, even if I let the horse come, it is impossible for me Zheng Hanyu to give in!
I sat at the head of the bed and was stunned for a while, carefully holding the little red wooden box on my lap, touching the switch with my hand to turn it on, and the long red wedding dress covering the back of my hand knocked my heart: I am actually married!
This beautiful little wooden box was full of the things that Bowen and I had made love to, and I was sitting on another man's bed with it in my arms!
Still wearing a red wedding dress!
I shook and got up from the bed suddenly, how annoying this dress is! I suddenly tore it with my hands, but I couldn't tear it anymore!
I sat down on the bed dejectedly and sobbed.
Hanyu, what's wrong with you? You knew it a long time ago, accepted it, and prepared it, why do you always lose control again and again, sad, angry, and exhausted?
I used to be like this at all, Zheng Hanyu, who used to live in a small alley, although he had coarse tea and light rice and coarse cloth clothes, he was very calm, calm, well-behaved, and happy......
I have a father and mother who love me and spoil me, they are never like the mother of the neighbor's child who often chases and beats around with a broom, and scolds. They patiently and kindly taught me and cared for me until I became a model that the girls in the neighborhood vied to imitate.
Occasionally, when I'm unhappy, I don't lose my temper, I don't cry, I just don't speak, and whenever this happens, the blog post will always change ways to make me happy, such as composing a new song for me, composing a new lyric, or simply making a face to make me laugh.
And Xiaohu. I'm starting to miss Xiaohu too, even though he always doesn't know how to make me happy.
I have to admit that I miss the past, very, very nostalgic, every grass and tree in that deep alley, every person, not a voice, every movement, every demeanor......
Especially you, blog post.
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And since I met Jiang Kuo, the devil, I have always been so angry that I can't control myself, or I can't hold back my internal injuries.
I was actually panicking, I was afraid of being like this, she made me strange, made me unable to find my way, and made me confused and overwhelmed.
I shouldn't be like this, am I, Hanyu?
Twice, I was actually fainted by him.
I've fainted inexplicably before.
Because my mother was sick, I often read some medical books, and occasionally felt unwell, so I bought some herbs to take on my own, so that the disease would not appear.
In medicine, the so-called "anger hurts the liver", and the liver is the root of internal organs, I am so sad and angry, not only does it not help, but it hurts myself.
I should be calm, calm, calm......
What's more, the ancients had a saying that "the heavens will descend on the people, and they will suffer their minds", so why can't I use it as a way to hone my will?
If you can endure Jiang Kuo's various criticisms, you should have a strong endurance, right?
I said that one day I would get out of here. So I shouldn't feel sorry for myself now, but try to improve myself, maybe one day I have the opportunity to leave here, and I have the capital to live - although it is not easy for women to survive on their own outside, but it is not impossible - if I am good enough.
Therefore, I should take every opportunity to learn survival skills that may be useful, and never be emotionally affected by people like Jiang Kuo and not be held back.
So now...... Let's sleep. It doesn't matter what they'll play later, it's my own territory.
I gradually calmed down and even became confident again.
I guess the best thing about me is that I don't despair, even if I occasionally despair, never for long: I always find a reason to get back on my feet, because I'm a person who never admits defeat.
I gently put the box back at the head of the bed, trying to take off my heavy dress and go to bed, only to find that the window was still open. So he turned around and tried to close the window.
At a glance, there was a tall figure standing not far from the window, and when I looked at it, it turned out to be Song Kai, who was looking at me at this time, with an unknown expression.
Why is he here? Didn't he see what I was crying just now?
Jiang Kuo sent him to spy on me, right? I really overestimated me, I can't carry my hands on my shoulders, I can't make anything happen in this unfamiliar Jiang Mansion, and I can't escape from the mansion around this labyrinthine place...... What are you doing guarding me?
I felt a little uncomfortable, but I was glad that it was no one else: somehow, I was a little inexplicably close to this butler, and I always felt that he was a loyal and reliable man. Probably because he just helped me up and said something for me.
I stopped a little and smiled at him, but he was a little embarrassed, probably because he was there to spy on me. How can you blame him, can't you?
I smiled again and closed the window.
Walking to the bedside, I wanted to sleep but lost interest, and I looked around the room that had been decorated with joy for a week.
The guests over there in Jiang Xinju are afraid that they will know that I am not feeling well, and I should not have to go again if I leave the venue halfway.
I called Yue'er in and gave me some snacks to eat, explaining that she didn't have to call me to finish eating.
I closed the door and changed my clothes, took a book from under the bed, and half-leaned on the bed and looked at it with relish.
When I'm in a bad mood, there are three things that calm me: the book, the flute, and the ...... Blog post.
At this time, Bowen was no longer with me, the flute he gave was in a small wooden box, and these books were brought by my father, I don't want to see things and think about people, but I might as well enjoy the joy of reading.
Books are an amazing thing that makes you forget everything.
When the sun was setting in the west, the sunlight through the slightly transparent window gradually faded, and the light in the room blurred, and finally the hand turned to the end.
After reading the book all afternoon, I pulled the quilt a little tired and fell asleep.
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