Is it really worth it for what you have paid for her and for this relationship?

Or is it just like Jiang Chengguo's big brother said, this is just a wrong choice under impulse?

Han Shenyan turned his head and looked out the window, the sunset had already set, the night sky had become dark, and the neon on the tall buildings in the distance set off the night a little blurry. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ｂｉｑUｇE。 ｉｎｆｏ

In fact, Han Shenyan knew from the beginning that this was an unequal relationship.

What she cares about is her feelings, and she puts her dreams first.

The first time I met her was three years ago. At that time, she had already made a name for herself in the entertainment industry, and she was one of the members of the girl group that had just debuted.

I don't believe in love at first sight, but I have to admit that I was attracted by her bright appearance and cold temperament when we met for the first time. After a few encounters, this feeling intensified, and he began to pursue her. The moment she shyly agreed, the joy in her heart was about to burst her heart!

Then the situation suddenly changed, and their combination suddenly fell into a trough, looking at her sad and low crying, maybe because of pity, maybe because of impulsiveness, or maybe because of love, she proposed.

She hesitated, for an idol, marriage will always do more harm than good. And since they are both artists, everyone has their own job, and even if they get married, it is difficult to guarantee that the two of them will spend time together. How much private time can be left for a wide variety of variety shows, commercial performances, meet-and-greets? In the circle, there are countless examples of breakups and even divorces because of this matter.

In the six months of dating, I have long known that she sees her dreams as more important than everything. If she was asked to choose between her dream of becoming a star and herself, she would not be the winner in the end.

So I made two decisions that now seem a little impulsive. also because of these two decisions, he broke up unhappily with his agent Jiang Chengguo.

Hidden marriage.

fade out of the entertainment industry.

The first one gave her no worries, and the second cut off all her back roads.

She agreed to her proposal, but now she can't tell whether it's for love or because she can't think of a reason to refuse.

People always hope that things will turn out for the better.

However, the opposite is often true.

Everybody says the seven-year itch.

But after only two years of marriage, there are already many contradictions. There are no heated quarrels, and there are no unresolvable differences, so naturally there is distance, there is alienation.

This may be more desperate than a heated argument.

I don't know when kissing and hugging became a routine, I stopped sharing people and things I met at work, I started to get impatient with my care, and I went home to eat less and less.

Even the occasional smile has a cold taste in it.

Han Shenyan knew all this, and he had tried to redeem it, but he found that everything he did seemed to push her farther away from him.

What is all this for?

Han Shenyan didn't really know the answer.

In the past two years, Zheng Xiyan's group has come out of the trough, and even stepped into the ranks of first-line combinations. The tide rises, and Zheng Xiyan, who is known as the goddess of icebergs, is also one of the most popular in the group, and naturally there are all kinds of invitations.

On the other hand, he has been reduced from the winner of the Best Newcomer Award in the Singer category of the Golden Dragon Award to a complete housewife and man, and his income is less than a fraction of Zheng Xiyan's.

The difference in income between the two is big enough to say a lot.

It's just that Han Shenyan doesn't want to believe this answer.

Because if this is really the case, it will make his tolerance and dedication a joke.

It's just that the situation between the two of them now makes him have to face up to this problem.

Compared with others, Han Shenyan is even more reluctant to see this marriage come to an end. Because he has given so much.

In fact, Han Shenyan is a man, and he is not willing to do this. It's just that no matter how unwilling you are, what can you do? This gap is not easy to make up, artists are already high-paying professions, let alone first-line artists.

After getting married, Han Shenyan was not idle, he has been working hard, relying on the connections and experience he had met before, he tried to become a screenwriter. At first, it was just a hand-off for familiar screenwriters to polish and polish their scripts. After that, he can participate in the creation of scripts as a deputy. It wasn't until half a year ago that he finally accumulated enough experience to start writing the script on his own.

There will always be a reward for paying, and sweat will not deceive people.

Finally, a month ago, a TV station expressed its intention to sign a contract with his script and signed a contract a few days ago.

The distance between the rookie screenwriters and the same actress still exists, but at least this distance is no longer desperate.

This is undoubtedly an opportunity.

A chance to get them back together.

The second wedding anniversary.

Han Shenyan took out a square box from his clothes pocket, which contained the gift he had prepared for Zheng Xiyan. It was a diamond necklace that he had purchased with all the signing fee, which he intended to use as a surprise for his anniversary.

He also prepares delicate roses and a sumptuous dinner, which he hopes will be able to redeem the relationship between the two.

He wanted her to know that he had been trying.

It's just that the words on the other end of the phone are like a basin of ice water, dousing all his passion.

The long-suppressed thoughts came to my heart irrepressibly.

Why?

yes, why?

Why could I have been comforting and tolerating her when she was at a low point, why couldn't it be the other way around?

What's more, it's obvious that I gave up my future for her, isn't it? If it weren't for that, as a singer who won multiple newcomer awards as soon as she debuted, as a monster newcomer in the mouth of the media, she is not necessarily worse than her now, right?

Why have I been working on the relationship between the two of us, and she is drifting away like an outsider?

Is it just because I love her a little more than she loves me?

Or is it because I care too much about her that she can be unscrupulous?

Maybe your love is too humble?

The problems that were once suppressed and still emerged uncontrollably, like bubbles rising in the water, and then bursting on the surface of the water, stirring up ripples one after another.

Han Shenyan didn't know these answers, and he didn't want to know, yes or no, what did they mean for the current situation?

Although there are too many unwillingness, too much depression, and even thinking about divorce more than once, deep down, he still doesn't want this relationship to end in this way.

The wedding vows weren't just words for him.

And he believes that there is still affection between them.

Although even he wasn't sure how much this affection was.