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Every evening, as long as Xiang Chunzao led the puppy out of the house, Han Xiang and Han Rui were already waiting, and they ran down happily, and the three of them talked and laughed together, so they were not affectionate.

No matter how outsiders look at it, they think it is a family.

There were once unfamiliar neighbors who greeted them with a smile and looked at them with envy, but there were also neighbors who had seen Huang Na who looked at them suspiciously, not sure what was going on, and they were not good at talking too much, so they secretly had more eyes and quietly observed.

Such a situation made Xiang Chunzao fall into a difficult situation, and in the face of the innocence of the children, he once again lost the right to make his own choice.

Think about the divorce, alone, come and go freely, don't care about dinner at all, it doesn't matter if you eat or not, it doesn't matter what you eat, you choose according to your mood.

Now, the dependence of the two children made her embarrassed to go on like this, they had become accustomed to walking the puppy, and they would go directly to the house with her, and then go back to their own house upstairs after dinner.

Especially Han Xiang, who is particularly sticky to Xiang Chunzao, has already had a few roundabouts to coax her upstairs, because his tone is a little heavy, he is afraid that the child will feel that he dislikes her, so he is extra careful. Every time I watched her "giggle" beside her, eating and sleeping well, Xiang Chun was distressed for a long time, and she had the intention to keep her overnight, but she felt inappropriate, it was a dilemma.

After all, it is a single man and woman, a place of right and wrong. Xiang Chunzao is not a person who does her own thing, and the deep-rooted traditional concepts in her bones bind her, she is afraid of being pointed at, and after tea and dinner, she is even more afraid of getting lost.

And for these, Han Qiushi is also very helpless.

His daughter's attachment to Xiang Chunzao was completely unexpected, he thought about it, explored the reason, and somewhat understood some truth.

Maybe it's because Huang Na is very self-conscious, and often shows impatience and even disdain for the childishness and innocence of the children, not to mention taking care of the children with her heart.

Han Qiushi will not forget that in order to maintain her figure, Huang Na resolutely refused to breastfeed. At the end of the month, she was keen on losing weight and beautifying her face, throwing a pair of children to a nanny, and she did not enter the role of a mother at all, especially intolerable, and often returned drunk.

Of course, Han Qiushi was very angry, the couple had argued many times about this, but Huang Na didn't take it seriously at all, not only did she not reduce the frequency of going out, but also took her friends back to her house to eat and drink crazy.

Life has to go on, although the disappointed Han Qiushi has flashed the idea of divorce many times in his mind, for the sake of the two children, and the mother who has been widowed for many years and raised him with hard work, he can only compromise, can only settle things and live with one eye closed.

However, what did he get in exchange for forbearance? That is, the gains outweighed the losses! Whenever he thought of this, Han Qiushi felt deeply sad.

For her mother's neglect, Han Rui is also adaptable, but she doesn't care, but Han Xiang is not, her mother's neglect has planted a lonely sprout in her young heart.

Thinking of this, Han Qiushi couldn't forgive himself.

looks very much like her mother, but her personality is very similar to her father, Han Qiushi prefers this sensible and well-behaved eldest daughter to her younger son.

Listening to her soft and glutinous voice, looking at her quiet appearance, when the days were very difficult, it was she who gave herself the most basic support and dragged her steps that she almost wanted to leave. However, after all, he still failed to protect her, which hurt her soul and made her lose her complete home.

Han Qiushi blamed himself, but he didn't understand what his daughter was thinking in her heart, and he didn't know what Xiang Chunzao's appearance meant to her who longed for warmth.

What does it mean? What does Han Xiang think?

often ignores her, is busy with her circle of friends, and lives happily day by day, watching her mother fly around like a butterfly, ignoring herself, she is becoming more and more silent.

After that accident, her parents divorced, and the adults lost their minds when they quarreled, revealing their scars, which made her feel that her parents, and of course, her grandmother, were very annoying, and she was even more unhappy, lonely, and unwilling to say more words to her father and younger brother.

A person often hides in his room, crying and laughing with his beloved Princess Barbie, and making trouble together crazy, until Xiang Chunzao appears, like a warm and warm sunshine suddenly sprinkled into a clammy and dark corner, so comfortable and comfortable, lonely and helpless, she has the yearning to come out, she wants to go to the source of the sunshine, Aunt Chunzao.

And when the child is like a little angel, with trust and dependence, leisurely floating in the life of Xiang Chunzao, the lonely and confused heart has a hope, holding the girl's weak little hand, she can no longer bear to let the little girl feel scared and sad.

However, after all, it is not a family, after all, it is an adult single man and woman, and you can't do whatever you want.

Even if enough dinner is made, it is not enough to share it with four people every day, but more often to let the two children finish it and bring one back to their father.

The children naturally complained that their father was lazy, and they were too lazy to come downstairs so close, and they had to bring the two of them up, which was really troublesome, and Han Qiushi smiled and said nothing about the children's criticism.

As the days passed, Xiang Chunzao and Han Qiushi did not communicate about the change in their lifestyle, and slowly, it became a habit, so they acquiesced.

The children are more like Xiang Chunzao, as soon as she comes home, she will definitely come over, and it is not strange to stay overnight once in a while.

I don't know what kind of life direction it will bring to me if I go on like this, I think about buying vegetables and cooking every day, I don't feel that it is a drag, but it is very fulfilling, and I never get tired of it.

Xiang Chunzao enjoyed the feeling that the children had eaten the dinner she made and played happily, and of course, there was also the feeling of Han Qiushi smiling at the children and looking at herself.

In this busy life, firewood, rice, oil and salt, Fang Liwei's shadow is getting farther and farther away, getting fader and fainter, and he has returned to the old appearance of blurred facial features on the graduation photo in the album.

Closing the album again, Xiang Chunzao had mixed feelings.

Fang Liwei, forgive me, please forgive me. Time passes, things are people, and we are destined to be lost. I'm sorry, I've given up, your heart for me, the tears you shed for me, I will treasure it in my heart, I'm really sorry.

I think my heart will lead me to find my rightful home.

In that case, let me choose now. Although I don't know if the road ahead is smooth, I am willing to go on without looking back. Maybe what awaits me is another suffering and injury, but it doesn't matter, after going through so many hardships, will I still be afraid?

No, I'll be reborn, I will.