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Lin Mingyue shook her head, even so, she had no intention of going back.

Because at this moment, she no longer has the courage to go back.

She glanced nostalgically at everything familiar around her, then turned around and walked towards the outside of the community.

As soon as she returned here, she thought of a place where she could think quietly and undisturbed.

It was an artificial lake near the neighborhood.

The artificial lake is huge.

It is also a nearby landmark.

There is a square in front of the lake, where a lot of people gather from morning to night every day, exercising, walking, watching the lake view, bustling.

Even now, it's no exception.

But on the other side of the lake, few people pass by.

It's just a lake across the road, and you can see children playing on the other side of the river, but it's like a world apart.

At least in Lin Mingyue's opinion, that's the case.

This place was discovered by the captain Jin Xianyun, of course, she was not their captain at that time.

When she's stressed to the point of unbearable pressure, she'll come here, stay still, be still.

However, at that time, the relationship between them and Jin Xianyun, a transfer student and prospective captain, was not harmonious, so this place has always been a little secret for her.

When they really got along, they rarely went out because they were boycotted by the whole people.

After that, they moved out of this place, and if it wasn't for Jin Xianyun talking about it in a variety show, they probably wouldn't know about it.

The water of the lake lowered the already cool air by a few degrees again.

A chill came over the face, with the humidity of the lake.

She sat down on a bench by the lake and stared blankly at the lake in front of her.

If Han Xiaowolf was here, he would definitely pull himself up helplessly, and then tell himself in a doting tone, why don't you pay attention to it so much? The bench is so cold, and you are wearing so little, you must have an idea next time!

It's a bit verbose.

However, it is also very warm.

The warmth that can dispel the cold in my heart.

A breeze blows.

Blowing a puddle of lake water.

Her gaze also became cloudy and sunny with the shimmering waters of the lake.

Zheng Xiyan.

She is her dearest and dearest sister.

I've been taking care of myself since I was a trainee.

And after becoming an artist, they are working together and moving forward together for this same dream.

During that dark time, they hugged each other and cried, they encouraged each other, they smiled with tears.

It can be said that they have already become important people in each other's lives.

And Han Shenyan said.

Her ex-brother-in-law.

Her current boyfriend.

Although they have been separated for half a year, Sister Xiyan still has not signed the divorce certificate. Obviously, she still wants to get back together, and she still has love for him.

Because he discovered himself and her existence, he finally gave up.

If they didn't have themselves, would they be reconciled?

The thought crossed her mind repeatedly.

Since she heard Zheng Xiyan's call, such thoughts lingered.

Another voice has been retorting.

It's not like that, it's not like that. You're not wrong, she said it herself,

You just don't know, and even he doesn't.

If she had told you that if you knew this, then things certainly wouldn't have been like this right now.

You shouldn't be held accountable for things you didn't know.

It's none of your business.

But how can it not be related?

After all, I made a ...... Third.

Her eyes were dull, her head bowed, and she stared at the ground beneath her feet.

What should I do?

If, if you quit yourself.

Can Sister Xiyan get back together with him?

It's getting darker.

But she never left.

Until she noticed that at some point, a little black water stain appeared on the ground.

She looked up.

It was already completely dark, and the street lights by the lake were on.

The rain strands are clearly visible in the light.

It's raining.

It turned out not to be their own tears.

She stood up.

After thinking about it for so long, she had already made a decision.

Whether such a decision was right or wrong, she seemed to have no choice.

In the light rain, she walked into the distance.

---

It was drizzling outside the window.

It was only six o'clock, and it was already deep in the night.

"Didn't my sister come back this morning? Why haven't you come back yet, and I haven't replied to her text messages, or I'll give her a call." Zheng Xijing was sitting on the sofa at the moment, and said to Zheng's mother suspiciously.

"What kind of phone call, there must be something delayed, at most a little later, isn't it time for dinner yet? If she doesn't come back, she will definitely say it, besides, when she got off the plane, didn't she specifically say that she would come back for dinner in the evening?" Zheng Mu said.

At this time, the living room is brightly lit.

It's not as cold as it used to be.

There was the sound of fumes and stir-frying in the kitchen, and Zheng's father was preparing a delicious meal inside.

Although I have been overseas for many years, I have always retained the tradition of Chinese food, and this time I haven't seen my daughter for so long, so I naturally want to show my hand.

On the dining table, there are already a few copied dishes, upside down the plates, maintaining the temperature.

Zheng Xijing puffed up her face and didn't speak, although her eyes were watching TV, her eyes glanced at the door from time to time.

She knew what was going to happen this afternoon.

So naturally there are some worries,

She texted her sister to ask, but she only got a reply that nothing happened. But just like that, how can she be completely reassured?

Her gaze involuntarily saw the picture hanging on the wall. The two people in the photo are obviously smiling so brightly, but why are they like this.

She pursed her lips, or else, ask him how he was.

She just took out her mobile phone and wanted to send a text message to Han Shenyan to ask about the situation.

Just then, there was the sound of high heels outside the door, followed by the crisp sound of the key.

It must be my sister back.

Zheng Xijing jumped down from the sofa, hurriedly put on her shoes, and ran out the door.

This kid. Mother Zheng shook her head and smiled, but the sisters' personal relationship was really good.

When I was young, I always cried to myself all day long and complained that my sister always bullied me.

When Zheng Xijing came to the door, the door was opened.

Outside the door was her sister Zheng Xiyan.

"Sister, you're back, I've been waiting for you for a long time. Yes...... Why are you wet? Don't you have an umbrella?"

Zheng Xijing said as she secretly looked at her sister's expression over and over again.

However, she didn't see any clues.

Zheng Xiyan stood outside the door, looking as usual, as if nothing had happened, except that her hair and windbreaker were soaked by the rain, but there were not many, two drops of rain were left along her hair and were wiped away by her.

However, this is what makes her a little worried.

When something like this happens, how can there be nothing wrong with it?