I frowned, "I don't like the smell." Pen | fun | pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 infoLet's give her to Xiaoqiu Xiaoxia. ”

"But ......"

"I've dealt with it. I saw that she was still a little hesitant, and continued.

Yue'er was stunned for a moment and walked out.

The door of the hall creaked, and two thin figures knelt outside the door.

I was startled and hurried to the door, "It's cold, what are you doing here?"

Chapter 65: The Storm 13 (Small**)

“…… Husband...... Girl, we didn't mean to, we know it's wrong, don't you get angry......" sobbing sound.

My heart was sad and my nose was sore. The scenes of them being slapped and screaming were incessant, and their hands trembled uncontrollably.

What is wrong with you? You protect me, you defend me, you worry about me, you are insulted because of me, what is wrong with you? I just ...... I just don't want you to be so nice to me, because I can't protect you, because someone will transfer their resentment towards me.

If someone is wrong, isn't that the wrong person me?

I should have been a lonely person, I shouldn't have left you by my side and suffered and humiliated with me.

When you are scolded, I have no right to refute, and when you are beaten, I have no ability to avenge you.

You know, I hate myself to death.

It's just a teenager, you are innocent, cute, why should you be treated like this?

I regretted that my bowels were blue.

I'd rather live alone, watch the clouds roll up, the flowers bloom, and look at the world with an indifferent smile.

Because I'm used to living in a world of talk. I learned to be patient, I learned to laugh it off, I learned how to protect myself. I just didn't learn how to protect others. What qualifications do I have to have such an innocent child to accompany me?

If you defend me like this and get hurt again, how can I forgive myself?

Xiaoqiu's body was trembling, and too, he was beaten and knelt here again. How can it not be aggravated?

It's just that such a friendly little girl has strengthened my determination even more.

I slowly squatted down and raised my hand, trying to touch the two childish faces, but the red and swollen skin made people unbearable.

Tears finally couldn't help but fall down in strings.

"Madame......"

"Girl......"

This is the first time I've cried in front of them. At this moment, they are no longer subordinates.

I smiled, but the tears still kept falling.

"Girl!"

My gaffe scared the hell out of them.

The two little girls didn't care about kneeling down and begging me for forgiveness, and hurriedly helped me into the house.

I slumped on the table. There was no sound, only a shrug of the shoulders.

Long. When I finally looked up, there were no more tears on my face, only the pale and red fingerprints on my face.

"Girl......"

"Hurry up and give the girl the medicine!"

I stopped it.

I quietly looked at a few of the children who were staring at me wide-eyed.

Poured a few cups of tea and handed them to them, "I came to Jiangfu, and the luckiest thing is to meet you." Humiliated for me, wounded for me...... And I don't have the power to protect you......" tears welled up in his eyes again.

Why do I keep crying today? It seems that all the tears of the past few years have been shed.

It's good to be done, but after the flow, there will be no more tears, maybe if you want to cry in the future, no one will see it.

"Girl, you are our master, we should be hurt for you, don't blame yourself!" Xiao Qiu hurriedly cried.

"Yes, but I'm not the only one of you. Right, Yue'er?" I tilted my head to Yue'er and smiled bitterly, "It's not me who gave you the monthly money, and it's not me who gives you shelter." ”

The three men looked at each other.

"Let's go down. I said to the two little girls.

"Girl, you ......"

"Go and rest. ”

"Yes. The two little girls left with some hesitation.

The air in the room became quiet.

“…… I'm sorry. ”

I'm sorry, you're nominally my maid, but in fact you're always the author of someone else's business, and you're indifferent when that person wants to insult me and hit me?

"Needless to say, I'm sorry. I paused and smiled, "I'm the one who should say I'm sorry." If it weren't for me, you could have stayed quietly by his side. I guess I'll be happy, too. Right now...... I'm all under his control, you go, it's only a matter of time. ”

"You...... You know?"

Know what? Know that she was sent by that person to spy on me?

"Let's go back. Do what you have to do. Tell him I'm not going to do anything. What can I do? I've already resigned myself to my fate. ”

Having said this, I stood up and walked a little tired to the inner room.

"Madame......"

"Call me girl," I said, leaning sideways, weak but firm, "let's go." I don't need to see you again tomorrow morning. ”

“……”

"Oh, that's right," I remembered something, turned around and asked Yue'er, who was still standing in place, "Jiang Fu, which master is better for a maid like Xiaoqiu and Xiaoxia?"

"Ma'am?"

"Girl. I corrected her.

Yue'er sighed helplessly, "Probably the old lady's side." ”

"Hasn't the old lady come back yet?"

"Probably I'll be back during the Mid-Autumn Festival. ”

Mid-Autumn Festival? It's Mid-Autumn Festival again? It's okay, but it's been ten days.

I breathed a sigh of relief, said thank you, and walked back to my bedroom.

The world is finally quiet. The darkness makes people feel safe, with a trace of loss, a trace of loneliness, and a trace of chagrin.

I finally did it anyway. Pushed everyone around him away in an extreme way. I'm afraid I won't be able to protect them. I'm even more afraid that after getting used to being protected and cowardly, one day, those people will leave me.

I don't want to have it because I'm afraid of losing.

I don't want to start because I don't want it to end.

How sad!

I woke up earlier than usual in the morning, and there was no Yue'er in the hut next door.

I smiled softly and went to the kitchen to make breakfast.

The water is really cold in the morning. It's already so cold.

I hadn't gotten up early to make breakfast for so many days, and I almost forgot how cold the water was. Settling for pleasure is not a good habit.

By the time Xiaoxia Xiaoqiu got up, I was already sitting at the table.

The turquoise tea is repeatedly put into the cup, the mist is thick, and the rich tea aroma is rich.

I smiled at the corners of my lips.

There was a sound outside the door, presumably the two little girls saw my gaffe last night, and now they are still a little scared.

They cowered, staring at me in amazement.

Makes me regret it a little.

It's nice to be as usual.

I smiled, my eyes gentle, as if I had returned to my old self, "What's wrong?

When the two little girls saw me smiling, they also laughed, and the two of them looked at each other and walked in.

"Girl...... Have you washed?"

"Hmm. "Smile.

My expression and tone made the two children finally let go of their hearts, and immediately returned to their previous appearance.

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I don't want to have it because I'm afraid of losing.

I don't want to start because I don't want it to end.

There are many people who are like this, not that they don't need it, it's not that they don't want it, it's not that they don't dare to ask for it.

Is it too cowardly?

On the battlefield of feelings, there are always many people who would rather lose without a fight than be defeated.

Whether it's love or friendship.

We know it's wrong, but we still make mistakes again and again.

When will you be braver?