Childhood sweethearts (below)

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Feng Nan seemed to be hiding a secret in Pei Yi's heart, and she refused to share it with others, but at this time, there was a feeling that the secret was made public, making her coveted by everyone.

Born in the Pei family, no one dared to rob anything from him since he was a child, and at that moment he understood what it meant to be jealous and sad.

He suddenly understood that no matter how much he liked Feng Nan, one day she might hold hands with others, and then her life with him would still be like two parallel lines.

The young man's heart was heavy, and on his way to find Feng Nan, the few fluttering letters in his backpack almost bent his back.

He found Feng Nan in the library, she was sitting in a corner by the window, quietly reading a book, the wind blew through the creeper outside the window, making a rustling sound, the sunlight reflected in the greenery, and the broken hair on her cheeks reflected the white and tender skin like jade, which made his heart pound.

The young man who was just beginning to fall in love couldn't control his cheeks and began to flush at that moment, he held his breath, for fear of disturbing her, and stood in place stupidly for a long time, until she discovered his existence and called him by name in surprise:

"Ah Yi, why are you here?"

He sat awkwardly beside her, and carefully took out of his bag what he had brought for her, something to eat and something useful.

He dared to get closer to her, the girl's body was already curvy, and his slightly undulating breasts were wrapped in his school uniform, and his face turned red when he saw it.

She was looking at Hou Xiling, halfway through the book, and a delicate bookmark was sandwiched inside.

As soon as he came, he took away her attention, she closed the book, looked at his flushed face, and asked him with some concern, "What's wrong?"

Before she could realize the influence she had on him, she reached out her green jade hand and touched his forehead.

It was already close to June, and the sun was blazing, and she guessed that he had come all the way, probably because it was hot.

His cheeks were hot, and her hands were soft and cold, he reached out and held it, the tentacles were as soft as bones, her eyes were open and clear, and his heart was like a deer.

The two grew up as childhood sweethearts and have long been accustomed to each other, she does not reject his touch, and even such an intimate action can be accepted calmly.

Pei Yi opened her mouth, wanting to ask her if she knew about the love letters she had packed, but when the words came to her mouth, looking at her concerned expression, she couldn't say anything.

He had a feeling of frustration, he had never been so timid and cowardly, afraid that if he asked, it would lead to uncontrollable consequences.

He grabbed Feng Nan's hand coquettishly, she was a little helpless, but she didn't stop his movements.

There was a cool breeze blowing by the window, she took Pei Yi's hand and stood by the window, she was nearly five years older than him, and she had been much taller than him in the past few years.

In the past two years, he has been in junior high school, his height has increased by leaps and bounds, and he is already a head taller than her, although he is thin, his shoulders are wider than hers, and he just trapped her in his arms.

Feng Nan has practiced dancing since he was a child, and his form is excellent, and the angle from which he stood happened to see the lines of her neck and back, which were perfect as if they were finely carved.

The girl's young body has already seen the curves for the first time, and he blushes a little.

Her skin is very good, fair and delicate, her eyebrows and eyes are gentle, her lips are slightly light, and her face is not smeared with makeup, not a gorgeous beauty, but quite comfortable.

The wind was blowing slowly, and the coolness was mixed with the faint fragrance of her hair, her hair was scattered, most of it was behind her ears, and a few strands of hair hung down on the side of her cheeks, and she leaned down to the window, reaching out to touch the plants outside the window.

Outside the library, creepers were planted, and they were crawling so fast that the vine leaves had crawled through the arched white windows, almost enclosing half of the library.

The two of them stood in a corner of the library, no one came to disturb him, he swallowed his spit, and watched her smooth hair slide down her arm as she bent over, like fine silk, and couldn't help but sneak out and touch it.

"Ah Yi, did you see it?"

She opened her mouth unconsciously, Pei Yi's fingertips just touched her hair, and as soon as she heard her speak, she withdrew her hand like an electric shock as if she was a thief.

His heart was still pounding, but Feng Nan didn't know what he had done before: "The creeper outside this library has grown to the top of his head, it's so beautiful." ”

She turned her head sideways and smiled and spoke to him:

"It's like a castle, you see," she said, holding up her hand, the sunlight filtering through her fingers, "is it pretty?"

He nodded stunned.

"I also wanted a castle like this, a small French building, with white windows, and a creeper crawling outside the castle, with a round table and rattan chairs by the window. Of course, there are also her favorite tea and books, she can imagine how gentle the sun shines on her through the green leaves, and she also has the romance and innocence of a girl:

"I feel like a princess. ”

As she said this, her cheeks flushed slightly.

It was impossible for her to say these words to others, but in front of Pei Yi, she said them without any hesitation.

It seems that she can share anything with him in the world, whether it is physical discomfort or a girl's heart, she can tell him.

"Ah Yi, will you laugh at me?"

"Of course not. ”

He held his breath and shook his head desperately.

In fact, he had already drawn a blueprint in his heart at this time, with sunshine, green leaves, castles, and her sitting by the window.

He didn't understand what this mood was, he just wanted to make it happen for her.

He came home with a few letters, and wrote letters of rejection for her with great care, for fear that the writing would be too ugly and ridiculed by her admirers.

If he didn't write well once, he tore it up and wrote it again, he had never taken it so seriously.

Pei Yi still didn't understand what it was like to be unhappy that she was liked by others, he had too many things to do at that time, he had to work hard to grow up, and wanted to keep up with her, he wanted to reject the perverts around her who coveted her, and he wanted to take better care of her, and he also wanted to buy a castle for her and make her a princess.

He bought a manor in France, dug the soil and planted the creeper, waited for it to sprout and grow, watched it grow little by little, and covered the house.

Carefully maintaining his hard work, watching Feng Nan's dream house gradually take shape, Cheng Runing and others laughed at him for loving Feng Nan so much that he loved Feng Nan to the bone, and he understood what that kind of mood he couldn't help but have.

As he grew older, he lost the courage to say 'love' to her loudly when he was a child, and he cherished it so much that he didn't even dare to confess, for fear of scaring her, so he refused to pay attention to him from then on.

In his heart, Bing Qingyu is as pure as a goddess, and she can't be blasphemed, and even secretly liking it is like an offense to her.

The manor in France is almost there, he has two horses, there is a horse farm, in the autumn, maybe the two of them can ride a horse for a walk, he thought a lot, but he didn't think that the Feng family was already interfering in her future.

He rushed to Feng's house with great interest, and mustered up the courage to talk to her about inviting her to play in France, and a second before he arrived at Feng's house, he was still thinking about how she would feel when he brought her to France and saw the castle she had once dreamed of appearing in front of her.

Maybe she will be excited and a little shy, and if he takes the opportunity to confess, he may succeed.

He was a little excited, and when he arrived at Feng's house, he saw Zhao Junhan who appeared in Feng's house.

Pei Yi's heart was in danger at that moment, and he looked at Zhao Junhan's eyes with hostility.

"Who is he?"

Feng Nan's room he has been in since he was a child, it is a forbidden area for many people, and only he can enter freely.

He lay on the bed, hugging Feng Nan's pillow, seeing that she had changed into her dress and put on delicate makeup in front of the mirror.

She was already a twenty-four-year-old fair girl with an outstanding temperament, and in contrast, he was still studying, and he permed and dyed his swaggering blonde hair, which was repeatedly scolded by his grandfather but never corrected, just to attract her attention.

He felt his childishness, a little flustered, but he didn't know how to change.

He is already familiar with secret love, but in love, he is still a novice, he is as keen as a hunter, and he can sense that Feng Nan's situation at this time is not in his favor, but he doesn't know how to do it.

"He is Mr. Zhao of Jianghua Group. ”

She lit some lipstick, gently sipped it off, and when she mentioned Zhao Junhan, her tone was calm, as if she was no different from a stranger, he felt a little relieved, and quickly felt that something was wrong.

"What is he doing here?"

He asked again, Feng Nan was already in the player's bag and was ready to go out, what Zhao Junhan's intention to do was self-evident.

She mentioned the cooperation between Zhongnan Industrial and Jianghua Group, mentioned the requirements of her parents, and the two families had the intention of cooperating, and Feng Qinlun wanted to make some achievements to Feng Zhongliang to show him, so as to improve his prestige and status in Zhongnan Industry, so as to grasp more initiative in the future competition for the power of Zhongnan Industry.

There is nothing more secure than a marriage between the two families.

"Get to know him. She spoke calmly, hiding her true thoughts in her heart, Pei Yiru was knocked on the head, sat up as soon as she sat up, and reached out to pull her:

"Don't go. ”

She moved the corners of her mouth slightly, smiled, and reassured him: "I'll be back soon." ”

"Don't go. He begged, "Why do you know him, who is he? ”

"I have prepared a gift for you, don't care about the cooperation, what does it have to do with you?"

When Feng Nan heard this, he just lowered his eyes and said to him:

"You're young, you don't understand. ”

The Pei family spoiled him and indulged him wantonly, his world is bright and colorful, unlike her, like a bird in a cage, involuntarily, from birth, everything in the future has been planned.

From childhood to adulthood, it is not up to her what she eats, how much she eats, what homework she learns, what she does at what age, and what friends she makes.

She is still young next year, and her life is just beginning to set sail, but it is like a pool of stagnant water, and her life has just begun, and she can already see the end of the future.

Pei Yi is different from her, he is also a variable in Feng Nan's life, she envies him, and also likes his reckless behavior, doing what he can't do, doing what he wants, and living himself.

"Don't go, what do you have to say to him? Pei Yi usually talks back to his father, and his head is the truth, but at this time he can't even say a coherent sentence:

"You don't want to get married so early, don't you say that you want to live in a castle? The kind of house full of creepers, with windows, with tables, reading, and you are in it, like a little princess?"

He was very panicked, and the uneasiness in his eyes was about to turn into water and overflow outward.

Feng Nan took a handkerchief to wipe his eyes for him, like coaxing him when he was a child, listening to what he said, she couldn't help but smile, her lips were wiped with lipstick, which reflected the white and neat teeth, which made him blush.

I don't remember much of what she said when she was young, maybe it was just a beautiful dream I had when I was a girl, and when I told him casually, he remembered it in his heart.

But the more she grew up, the more she found that no one would hold another person in the palm of her hand and spoil her as a princess.

She looked at Pei Yi's eyebrows, and saw his panicked appearance, she was used to letting him take and ask for his emotions in a certain aspect, seeing that he was sad, guessing that he was afraid that he would ignore him when he got married in the future, so she comforted him:

"Ah Yi, don't worry. She said gently:

"Even husband and wife are not necessarily close. She has seen the scene when her parents get along, most of these marriages are married, and the relationship after marriage is quite indifferent.

"We grew up together, and in my heart, you are like my younger brother, even if I get married, I will not ignore you. ”

She knew that he was possessive, and he refused to share his beloved things with others when he was a child, and he also wanted to calm his heart when he said this, but he poked the sore spot in Pei Yi's heart.

The age difference between him and hers was nearly five years, and the five-year-old age was like a huge chasm that was difficult to cross.

In her heart, I'm afraid she didn't even think about the possibility that the other half of the future would be like him.

Such a thought happened to be what Pei Yi was most afraid of, he immediately panicked, he did not allow Feng Nan to meet Zhao Junhan, the two broke up unhappily, he went to France alone, and when he came back, she had already obeyed the Feng family's arrangement and was engaged to Zhao Junhan.

The night he learned the news, he was very drunk, and he remembered Feng Nanbi more than ever.

He couldn't let go, so he naturally chose to fight.

In the past, in Feng Nan's heart, he was too young, childish and heavy, and his grandfather said that there was no way for him to make Feng Nan face him as a man.

He listened to his grandfather's words, graduated early, and entered the military academy to study, and his grandfather promised him that he would be optimistic about Feng Nan for him and not let Zhao Junhan, a villain, take advantage of the situation.

In order to make meritorious contributions, he took the initiative to participate in the mission to investigate a case of using children for transnational drug trafficking, but because of the mistakes of his fellow comrade-in-arms surnamed Chen, his identity was exposed.

When Pei Jinhuai rushed to London, he was speechless.

His eyes were still looking into the distance, as if waiting for a miracle.

"Feng Nan is coming, and your grandfather has already informed her. Pei Jinhuai held his mobile phone, and in the mobile phone video, Old Man Pei forced himself to calm down, but his voice was trembling.

He has always been physically tough, but because of his grandson's accident, he almost couldn't hold on, and he was already on crutches in the video.

"Grandpa's Ah Yi, you can't have anything, if you have something, how can grandpa live?"

Pei Jinhuai's eyes were red, many things had been expected by everyone, and Pei Yi also felt it.

Old Man Pei was still telling him to inform Feng Nan, and there was a pleading look in his eyes.

He had thought about it many times, wanting Feng Nan to understand his intentions, but at this time, let her understand her intentions, she didn't have her own company for the rest of her life, how should she live?

He remembered the French castle, and the most regrettable thing was that she had not been there once for so many years.

There was a creeper he planted with his own hands, a corner of the terrace that she would definitely like, a table by the window, a tea set and her favorite books, everything, and she was missing.

He imagined that she should sit on a wicker chair, that the afternoon sun would shine through the greenery, that she could spend the afternoon with a book and a pot of tea, and that he only needed her to live a lifetime.

After he left, Feng Nan went to Pei's house to see him off for the last time, in the photo, he was heroic, his cheeks were thin, and he had grown into a resolute teenager, with calm eyebrows and eyes, which was completely different from the teenager in his impression.

Mrs. Pei and the old lady were in broken health, and they lived in his room and refused to come out, holding his things and calling his name.

When Feng Nan went to persuade him, she saw the cabinet of books in his room, and she knew each one well.

She was shocked, in the drawer of his cabinet, there was a whole cabinet of love letters, all of which were written 'Feng Nan', and the handwriting was different, each one was a love letter written to her, and Pei Yi opened it and read it.

She seems to have stumbled into the depths of a teenager's inner world by mistake, from his childhood liking, to his adolescent infatuation, to the fiery youth of his youth, and the passionate emotions almost overwhelmed her.

In Pei Yi's room, she saw a blueprint for a castle, and she came to France with a mood that she didn't understand.

She stood in front of the castle crawling with creepers, a little dazed and at a loss.

Everything here was what she liked, and the boy must have looked forward to her coming, but unfortunately she didn't come when he was, and when she came, he was gone.

She stayed here temporarily, cleaned up the house herself, took care of the flowers and plants, and listened to the maid here say that some of the work in the past was done by Pei Yi herself.

Mrs. Pei was in better spirits, and someone sent some Pei Yi's things, and she found a large box of letters, which was Pei Yi's handwriting, and she recognized it at a glance.

Those letters, he didn't send them.

She made a pot of tea, sat on the rattan chair by the window, and opened a letter, the handwriting was Pei Yi's, and Feng Nan recognized it at a glance.

The fragrance of tea rose with the heat, this letter was written to every rival who admired Feng Nan, and at the end of each letter, he wrote seriously: I'm sorry, classmate, Feng Nan has no way to respond to your admiration, she is my princess.

She has rarely lost control, Mrs. Feng has taught her that no matter what, a lady should not cry out of shape, she must be able to control her emotions, she must have the calmness of Mount Tai collapsing in front of her and her face does not change, joy and anger should not be in shape, too emotional will make people see jokes.

She has always done a good job, and has been praised by her elders for advancing and retreating.

But now she burst into tears.

There was once a young man who was as bright as the morning sun, held her in his heart, loved her to the bone, kept her casual words in mind, and was willing to go to great lengths for a dream of her girlhood.

She used to think that she was just a caged bird, and she couldn't decide whether she loved or hated, but she only found out at this time that in the eyes of her parents, maybe she was just a puppet with a string, insignificant, but in Pei Yi's heart, he always held her and wanted to spoil her as a princess.

She cried loudly, like Pei Yi she saw for the first time when she was young.

After her grandfather's death, she settled in France, feeling like she was imprisoned, but she was very calm and calm, far better than before.

This kind of peace is brought to her by knowing that someone loves her so much.

Mrs. Pei once came to visit her, but she stopped talking, afraid that her life would be delayed like this.

The marriage between the Feng family and the Jiang family has been delayed, and her parents are very dissatisfied with her willfulness, but because the Pei family does not dare to do anything to her.

She vaguely heard from Mrs. Pei that Zhao Junhan's private life was chaotic, there were many lovers around him, he was jealous, and he was killed, but these had nothing to do with her.

For the first time, she found that willfulness was not as difficult as she imagined, and she only regretted that she was too late.

If time could be turned back, she wouldn't let it go to waste.

She will choose to live the life she wants to live, not bothered by the Feng family, and not bound by identity and status.

If there is still a fate between her and Pei Yi, maybe she will hold on to this fate tightly.

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Feng Nan was about to turn twenty-five, and her mother called, suggesting that she was not young and should make more friends.

Recently, Zhongnan Industrial and Jianghua Group have a project to cooperate, Feng Qinlun attaches great importance to this cooperation project, and learned that the heir of the Zhao family is not a few years older than her, and intends to let her have more contact with Zhao Junhan.

But her parents didn't dare to reveal this tone to Feng Zhongliang, so they had to start from her and call her frequently.

The first time she met Zhao Junhan, she was bumped into by Pei Yi, he left angrily, she didn't have time to coax him, and when she woke up, she had become another poor girl in the imperial capital, Jiang Se.

A girl who wholeheartedly wants to enter the entertainment industry with her beauty and get ahead, she sighed, and in order to live, she went to auditions with her classmates and joined the crew.

Although her life is poor, she is much more down-to-earth than before, no longer a caged bird, and she has made a break with Feng Nan's previous life, and she has a faint feeling of relief.

During the military training at school, she saw Pei Jinyang pulling Pei Yi to appear at the training ground, and she thought that there might not be any more ties between herself and Pei Yi.

It's a pity, she watched him grow up since she was a child, from a child to a teenager, that kind of emotion is not easy to give up, but when they meet again, he can't recognize himself anymore.

He just felt that the girl standing under the tree and twisting the lid felt a little familiar, and for some reason, after looking at it, he could never forget it.

After the finale banquet of "Making Fake Come True", she took advantage of Pei Yi's character to get out in the elevator, and saw that he didn't look at herself, cold and indifferent, and felt a little bored in her heart.

She was accustomed to his wholehearted attention when she saw her, and it was difficult for her to adapt to his indifferent attitude, and she couldn't say why she was lost, but she had always been introverted, so she forced her heart.

Until the night of his sister's birthday in the college dormitory, he got drunk and went the wrong way and hugged her.

He's 'found' her!

Because of the age gap, he never dared to confess, and finally had no scruples at this time.

After she was reborn, she was two years younger than him, when those distances were no longer a chasm, when she was used to letting him take what he wanted, when he found that she actually did not resist herself, when the growth of childhood sweethearts, the emotions of the two little guesses were not all without twists and turns in her heart, he naturally became her boyfriend.

Pei Yi began to feel stupid, he had been willful to her since he was a child, she had always been tolerant and gentle to him, in the past, he always felt that he was too childish to her willfulness, trying to suppress this side of himself, he couldn't wait to let himself grow, and wanted her to see a different self.

It was only later that he realized why he wanted to change? She had seen his most childish side, but she always accommodated him, he loved too much, suffered too much from gains and losses, hesitated to move, but bad things.

Now that he is insisting on holding her hand, won't she be held by him?

If you want to take her to France, you will tell her in the light.

Love can be maintained in another way, silently grow up with her, unlike the Feng family, who treat her as a golden magpie in a cage, watching her do what she wants to do and shine in her own field.

I want to propose to her and make her my legal wife, and on the wedding night, I hugged her into my arms, accompanied her to overcome the fear of being kidnapped in my childhood, watched her come out of the shadows, learn to forgive Jiang Zhiyuan, and then pay again.

She is expecting!

The crystallization of the love between the two is pregnant in her body, Pei Yi saw the small embryonic prototype in the B ultrasound, even if he is now a calm and abnormal character, and the childishness of the year has turned into maturity and stability, but when he saw that photo, his eyes were still hot.

Xia Chaoqun discharged a year of free work for her, Feng Zhongliang was crazy with joy, he was originally infected with the flu in early spring, coughed for several days, and his spirit was also a little sluggish.

Pei's family, Mr. Pei often flipped through the dictionary, wanting to name the new generation of children of the Pei family, he could live, and seeing the first child of the eldest grandson was born, it was undoubtedly a very exciting thing for Mr. Pei, Mrs. Pei also worked with her daughter-in-law to buy items for the birth of the baby.

When the little princess of the Pei family was born, the stars and the moon, the old man Pei has experienced a lot in his life, he has fought in battles, got on horses, held a gun, and held a pen, but when he received the child sent by the nurse, he was almost so excited that he couldn't hold it.

As the father of the little princess, Pei Yi didn't see his daughter for the first time, and his attention was all on Jiang Se.

Jiang Zhiyuan was worried about his daughter and wanted to come to see her, he gently opened the door of the room, Jiang Se was lying on the big bed, the curtains in the room were rolled up, it was very quiet, Pei Yi, who had not been found by everyone, was half lying beside her, holding Jiang Se's hand:

"The people in the hospital said that the little princess of the Pei family was born, but in my heart, my princess was only you from beginning to end. ”

That girlhood told him that he wanted a castle, that he wanted white windows, that the roof should be full of creepers, and that he wanted to be a little princess, and he would never forget it.

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Postscript: Jiang Zhiyuan's mood is really complicated, his daughter has a good home, he should be happy, but he is really inexplicable to see Pei Yi a little unpleasant.

He couldn't explain his indescribable mood clearly, until he saw the little princess of the Pei family, and thought that many years later, maybe Pei Yi would have the same mood as him at this time, and finally felt much more refreshed.