Words from my heart
First of all, I want to make a poisonous oath here, if this book is a eunuch, then I will cut off my children and grandchildren. It's a hard thing to hear, both for the reader and for myself. But now that I have said it, it at least shows my attitude. This book will definitely be written. As the author of a serialized novel, I, like everyone else, also hope to write 10,000 or 20,000 words a day. However, there are some things that cannot be done with the quality of will alone. Since the beginning of writing this book, I swear that I really haven't been lazy for a day, in the past few days, I have sat in front of the computer for at least ten hours a day in order to revise the chapters, and yesterday I even changed it until almost 5 o'clock in the morning before going to bed. I say this,I'm not asking you for credit.,I want to make some money by code words.,This kind of pay is what it should be.,The purpose of saying this.,The main thing is to tell everyone.,I really tried my best.。
Then, I'm going to talk about the reasons why I've struggled so much in recent days. Friends who read the book carefully should have noticed from the beginning that after the appearance of chengguan and gangsters in this book, there was a slight change in style. To be honest, I'm a little bit of a young man, but I know that online texts don't tolerate young people, so I've been paying attention to my writing style, hoping to use the most plain and down-to-earth way to write clearly what I want to YY. Unfortunately, I jumped into the pit I had dug for myself. The plot was written crookedly, I was in pain, and after a few days of pain, I finally couldn't resist to overhaul it once. I originally thought that the revision would be very smooth, because the plot in my head was very smooth, until last night when I revised to the last part, I suddenly realized that the revised content was completely out of touch with the previous plot. In the past three days, I have overturned and rewritten about 30,000 words, and with the corrections of edges and corners, the workload is actually no less than 15,000 a day. After 3 days of hard work, I found myself writing a bunch of garbage, and I think people who have ever written should be able to understand this bitterness. I'm so devastated.
I'm going to rewrite the tens of thousands of words, along with the next tens of thousands of words, and I hope to do it all over again. Then, in order to get back to the feeling of writing, I went back and looked at the previous content. So I saw a lot of unreasonable little bugs, and a lot of typos. This gave me a new idea -- to rework the whole book. I knew that if I did, I would lose a lot of books, but I had to.
I am a very contradictory person, sometimes I will be very demanding of myself, but when I really act, I will make a lot of low-level mistakes. Most of the time, I tell myself that I must be steady in my work, but often as soon as I do things, I am the most frizzy in the world. I constantly reflect on my mistakes and stupidity, and I often continue to make mistakes after reflection. The unity of knowledge and action is so difficult, and I know that if I can't get rid of these problems in this life, I will never be able to achieve success in any way. The reason I told you the other day that I have staked my personality for this book is because I have regarded writing this book as my first self-experience in my life from the very beginning. I don't write books, it's my ideal life, and the tenacity and meticulousness I pursue. That's why the protagonist will take the route of inspirational struggle.
The book doesn't just leave it at that. I'm the same as the Big Wolf, I'll definitely be back.