Daddy heard her say this, and had completely given up reasoning with her, he lifted his feet vigorously and was about to leave, she followed one to sit on the ground, but her hand grabbed Daddy tightly. Pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info

Daddy struggled a few times and didn't break free, he was very angry, and pointed at her tremblingly, "Would you rather not want me as a daddy than be obedient?"

She shook her head again and again, crying so much that she couldn't speak.

Daddy raised his foot, pulled her away desperately, and said, "Okay, then I will never have a daughter like you! I teach a gentleman, and I teach others well, but I can't teach my own daughter! It's really sad! I don't want such a daughter! You let go!"

Daddy's emotions became more and more excited, and he tried to pull her away with his hands and feet, and she held Daddy's legs like pulling the last life-saving straw, but she knew that this life-saving straw would eventually get out of control.

Daddy, you're pushing me, you're forcing me. She wailed inwardly.

After a while, she stopped crying, raised her head to look at her father, and said seriously, "Daddy, I promise you." ”

Daddy's movements suddenly stopped, "Are you serious?"

She nodded, "But I'm very busy now, the Nanzhao flood, and the ministry is busy with this matter, Daddy, I want to think about something else after I finish this matter." ”

Dad confirmed again with some disbelief, "Have you thought about it?" do you mean that you agreed to marry?"

She nodded, "When the matter of transporting grain to Nanzhao is over, I will listen to my father's words and marry, but ...... During this time, please don't bring anyone with you. ”

It seemed that her expression showed a flaw, and Daddy thought about it again and again. "How long does 'this time' mean?"

She bowed her head and replied, "About a month." ”

Daddy got the exact answer, and he stopped, he said. "Then you should prepare well, and Daddy will let Tang Gongzi come in a month. ”

She let go of her father's leg, nodded in response, and sat in place with a blank expression.

Daddy shook his head, sighed, and walked away.

The mother held her in her arms. patted gently, just like coaxing a child, "Yu'er." Don't blame Daddy for being ruthless, Daddy wants you to be good, do you understand?"

She nodded and said, "I understand." ”

The mother looked at her blank expression. Old tears are rampant. "You don't understand, Yu'er. ”

She no longer argued, and fell asleep groggily in her mother's arms.

She is so stubborn, loves, or doesn't love, wants or doesn't, does or doesn't do, says the same. Always so stubborn.

This stubbornness has harmed so many people and killed Jiang Kuo. hurt my sister, hurt Bowen, hurt Linyuan, hurt Jiang Liu...... In the end, her father and mother were also injured with her, and her father and mother had to worry about her age......

She knew she was wrong, but she couldn't change it.

Such stubbornness.

She thinks she is the most sensible, but in the end she is the most willful, willfully only doing herself, as long as she wants.

When she woke up again, she was still in this small courtyard, she got out of bed, opened the curtain in front of the window and looked out, it was already dark.

She picked up the coat on the table and was about to open the door when Peach pushed the door in.

"Ah, miss," Tao'er said with a smile, "You really woke up, the old lady asked me to wait for you, you haven't eaten yet, I'll get you food." ”

She opened her mouth to say no, but she didn't say anything, just waiting for her to serve the food and then she went back to the back.

I didn't want this meal to be prepared a long time ago, so Tao'er only pushed open the door of the ear room and said something, and the other maids came out with the food.

This formation is actually preventing her from walking away at any time.

She didn't want to go around in circles, so she said, "No need to prepare, it's late, I'll go back to the back to eat." ”

Tao'er had already prepared, and looked embarrassed, "Miss, the old lady said, you have been in poor health recently, and the temperature in the back mountain is too low, so let's rest here, just when the meal is ready, Miss doesn't have to do it herself." ”

With that, he motioned to a few maids to set up the food.

She felt a burst of disgust in her heart, and the boredom she had suppressed all day was about to explode, and she lowered her voice and said, "No need. ”

Tao'er seemed to hear the impatience in her tone, and froze in place until she took a few steps before catching up again, pleading: "Miss, Miss, please be considerate of Tao'er, you ...... If you go to the back, Peach, Peach......"

"What do you say?" said the mother's voice.

She looked up and saw her mother walking in through the gate.

"Yu'er," my mother came over to grab her and take her to the house, "Yu'er, come and see, these are all meals made by my mother's own hands, hey, I haven't cooked by myself all these years, and I don't know if it's as fragrant as before." ”

The mother pressed her to the dining table and set the dishes and chopsticks as she spoke.

"Yu'er, my mother is old, and my hands are not flexible, come and try it, is the food cooked by my mother still the same as before?"

She didn't speak, she sat at the table in silence.

The mother was busy with herself, and when she saw the white hair on her sideburns and her trembling fingers, she only felt that her throat was clogged and she couldn't say a word.

The mother glanced at her, reached out and took a bowl of soup from the table, "Come, Yu'er, this is your favorite rice soup before, speaking of which, you haven't drunk the rice soup made by your mother for a long time, come and taste it to see if it tastes like when you were a child." ”

Those days in the alleys of Suzhou are coming head-on.

At that time, the family was very poor, there was nothing good to eat, and her favorite drink was the rice soup left for her by her mother, milky white, thick, silky in the mouth, and could warm her heart when swallowed......

Her father and mother raised her so hard, how could she dare to break their hearts?

The mother picked up the bowl and fed the soup to her mouth.

A tear smashed into the soup, sending out a few waves.

Both of them pretended not to see it, and she obediently opened her mouth to drink the soup, and then took the bowl from her mother's hand.

The mother was very happy, and vigorously picked up vegetables for her, "Eat more, our Yu'er is so thin, eat more meat." ”

She doesn't speak. I stuffed those vegetables into my mouth, and I didn't know if I was full of tears, but I just nodded desperately.

This night, her mother has been with her in the small courtyard. It wasn't until she obediently lay back on the bed that her mother went back, and she opened her eyes and looked at the crescent moon outside the window, and she couldn't sleep.

Peach and a few other maids took turns guarding the doorway, but whenever she stepped out of the room, someone would rush to wake up her sleeping father.

She got up and found the little box she had brought with her this morning for the silver ticket at the table.

The drawing paper has turned yellow. Only the man in red was still in good spirits.

She carefully rubbed her hand over his face, as if touching a rare treasure in the world.

The Si people are gone, only the shadows.

The girl on tiptoe kissing him on the screen. I was still very young at the time, and whether I was happy or sad, my eyebrows were full of life...... What now?

She looked up and saw in the bronze mirror in front of the dresser. Reflecting a pale face. The woman with a skeletal shape has a dull eye and a vicissitudes of life.

She sat down at the dresser, stretched out her hand to untie her long hair, and with one stroke, combed the three thousand green silks into the appearance of the twelve-year-old.

It's still the same face, it's still the same white clothes, it's still the same hairstyle. The shadow in the mirror and the girl in the painting are like two people.

She let out a long sigh.

Those old days. After all, there is no going back.

After a long night, she found a book from under the bed, looked at it, and suddenly burst into tears.

Ten years of life and death, without thinking, unforgettable.

Thousands of miles of lonely graves, nowhere to talk about desolation.

Even if you don't know each other, your face is dusty, and your temples are like frost.

At night, I suddenly returned to my hometown, and I was dressing up in the small window.

There are no words for each other, only a thousand tears.

It is expected that the intestines will be broken every year, the bright moon night, and the short Matsuoka.

"Ten years of life and death, without thinking, unforgettable.

Thousands of miles of lonely graves, nowhere to talk about desolation......"

"It is expected that the intestines will be broken every year, the bright moon night, and the short Matsuoka. ”

She muttered to herself.

It's been exactly ten years since they first met.

When she first read "Jiang Chengzi", she was still young, and she only felt that this word was too sad, how did she expect that this poem actually included her life in advance.

It's all too sad.

Time is a thief, stealing her youth and love, but leaving her with unforgettable pain.

The bamboo flute in the wooden box has turned from blue to yellow, and there are faint traces of repair.

It is not difficult to imagine that over the course of many years, he had been so disappointed in her, breaking her things, but busy repairing them.

She looked at the faint traces and smiled slightly.

The quiet night sky sounded with the sound of a clear bamboo flute, which sounded all night, and it was just the song "Phoenix Seeking Phoenix" over and over again.

My dear love, is it too late to please you now?

……

In the next few days, my mother has been accompanying her in the small courtyard, eating with her, writing with her, and handling business with her.

After staying up for several days, Yue'er and Song Kai finally came back.

As if she was looking forward to a savior, she hurriedly greeted her, "How is it, where is the food?"

Song Kai lowered his head and said, "I didn't buy it." ”

Her smile froze on her face, "Why?"

Yue'er explained: "The person in charge said that the masters of the three departments must talk about it. ”

She was stunned, "You can say you are." ”

Song Kai said: "I said, but the other party didn't agree." ”

"Isn't it okay to add money?"

"No way. ”

There are really few people who don't buy three accounts over the years, could it be that this small grain shop has been in the industry for too short a time and doesn't know the form?

She pondered for a while, and then heard Yue'er say: "The steward said, their master said, as long as you go over to talk, they can donate this grain to the disaster area directly according to your wishes without a penny." ”

The mother was confused when she heard this, and when she heard this, she asked vigilantly, "Is the master of the grain store a man or a woman?"

In the eyes of her mother, her daughter is beautiful. Since the other party doesn't want money, could it be that he has ulterior motives?

Song Kai arched his hand and said, "It should be a woman." ”

"Should?"

Yue'er explained: "We didn't see the owner of the grain shop either, but we just saw the steward. ”

The mother asked, "Then how do you know if it's a man or a woman?"

"When we were talking, the owner of the jewelry store brought jewelry to their master, hairpins, bracelets, precious stones, and other things, all for women. ”

The mother thought for a while and said to her: "Yu'er, I look at the hanging, how can anyone put money on the table and not make money? I think this matter is very strange, so you don't want to go." ”

To go or not to go?

She walked around the house twice, and was very upset. (To be continued.) )