Xia Li, a completely ordinary person, is also the saddest person in the work except for the protagonist.

Soon after the plot began, she completely fell victim to Geass, being played around by other people's Geass, living in a hypocritical world, a world created by others, controlled by people like a marionette. Sad, she couldn't even stand by the person she liked in the end, and a wisp of incense disappeared with the smoke of gunpowder.

Not only her, but Yufie, Jeremiah, and countless people controlled by Britannia are all victims of the Geass, and the largest Geass crime syndicate in the world is the Geass Order.

Originally, Lelouch planned to use the Geass Order to use delaying tactics, but Xia Li's death caused him to change his mind.

The power of GEASS that can control the human spirit is an absolute evil, and the force that cannot resist is the greatest enemy of all mankind. Even if he profited from the geass, he still couldn't hide the innocent people who died under this power.

Lelouch decided to die alone with this evil power, so the Geass Order had to be removed, and Charles had another reason to die.

Bringing the Black Knights Zero to the Geass Order, washing away the evil of controlling people's hearts with absolute power, and burying all this is what Lelouch did, and the operation was successful, but in the battle of annihilation against Geass, Lelouch accidentally entered the Akaxia Sword system. Here, for the first time, Lelouch confronts his biological father on an equal footing in front of an audience.

He also expressed his desire to die.

The witch who seems to be immortal and never sad from the outside world, her heartfelt wish is to die, which is beyond the expectations of all fans.

Immortality sounds like a great ability to live forever, have unlimited time to play, watch countless times, and walk all over the world...... No matter what the difficulty, when the time behind it is almost infinite, there is nothing that cannot be done, everything in the world is so wonderful.

But is that really the case?

Human beings are a social species, even if they are extremely independent, they cannot survive in this world without society, and every newborn will have parents and friends, if everyone is around, it is good to be immortal together, but only if you have yourself, you have to witness the death of blood relatives and friends in front of you. As you can imagine, after experiencing this kind of thing, what is the difference between living and dying?

It has been a long-standing truth since ancient times that people will die when they are killed, and it is only a biological instinct for people to seek immortality. But the difference between humans and animals is that people are not manipulated by instinct, most of the time they are emotionally suppressed**, and they use reason to control their bodies, so people are not livestock. If you let ** manipulate your body and seal your sanity, then humans are the most terrible beasts in the world.

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Before she got the geass, she lived a miserable life and was a slave. Acquired geass with the help of a nun, the ability to be loved by others. After getting Geass, due to the excessive use of power, I was carried away by love, and I couldn't tell what "true love" was.

After getting the code, although she lost the beloved geass, she became an immortal witch, and everyone coveted her power, and at the same time was afraid of her, so naturally they would not give her true love.

As for the guy who can't turn off the ability to read other people's minds because of his geass ability, the relationship is not love, but just a yearning and desire for beauty, together. Thinking about it day and night, he mistakenly thinks that this is love, but in fact it is just his selfish possessiveness.

Inside the Sword of Acacia, it was seen through by Lelouch. At the last moment, for the sake of his own will, he rejected Charles and chose Lelouch, and then self-sealed his memories after obtaining Geass and recognized Lelouch as his master.

destroyed the Order, frustrated Charles, and Charles disappeared due to an "accident", and the opportunity for the second decisive battle finally came.

Lelouch united all the non-Britannian forces and took them into his hands, while the Britannian side was temporarily transferred to Schunezel due to the disappearance of the emperor.

Schunezel gets the Freyja Goddess of Love, which was developed by Nina. This is a kind of nuclear weapon, but it is almost non-polluting, the scope of the impact can reach a radius of 100,000 meters around the target point, and the power is so powerful that it can destroy everything within the range.

At this time, Charles reappeared, and at the prompt, found Suzaku and asked him to protect Nanali, and in exchange, Suzaku asked Lelouch to come to the concession alone to meet.

The two meet individually, and Suzaku asks Lelouch if he used Geass on Yuffe.

Lelouch admits that even if it is because the geass is out of control, Lelouch, who has long been determined to bear all the sins of Geass in this life, takes everything on his shoulders, and as a sign of determination, he says that this is his plan.

Suzaku asked about Xia Li's death again, and Lelouch also did not deny it, and directly admitted that it was related to him.

These two men were the most important people in his life for Lelouch, and their deaths were indeed related to him, and the explanation was tantamount to denying his own decision, and he had to bear the sins caused by Geass alone.

This is the loneliness of the king.

On the road ahead, there will be one person after another, who will stop for various reasons, but only the king can't stop, he has to bear everything, block the wind and rain at the front, guide the direction for the people behind him, can't turn back, can't stop, can only hold his breath forward, because the king can't live up to the expectations of the people.

But Nanali is Lelouch's only sister.

For the sake of his sister, Lelouch knelt down in front of Suzaku. He didn't ask Suzaku for forgiveness, he only begged him to protect Nanali from being hurt by the people sent by Charles.

Angry, Suzaku kicked over Lelouxiu, and he was controlled by anger, grabbed Lelouxiu's collar and questioned him.

"Why did you give me a geass and order me 'don't die'?"

"Because I want to live......"

He trusted Yuffie, but he killed her because of his ability. He trusted Xia Li, but was killed by his own pawn, and Suzaku, the only thing he could trust now, betrayed him at a critical moment.

Huzenel's lieutenant arrived and grabbed Lelouch, who was angry and left the last tears of innocence in his eyes, and his voice became hoarse.

"Why?"

However, in fact, Xiuzenel had long sensed that the relationship between Suzaku and Zero was not simple, and arranged for many people to follow him around Suzaku, and this time he really caught a big fish. It's a pity that Lu Luxiu didn't know about this, he thought it was Suzaku's arrangement, and he talked so much to himself, just to delay time.

"I don't believe it anymore. ”

Behind the words of refusing to be solicited by Xiuzenel, Lelouch was burdened with heavy pain and sorrow, but his spine was straight, and because he was the king, he couldn't bend it.

Fortunately, before coming, Lu Luxiu considered the possibility of being discovered in the concession, and left a way out in advance, but he never expected that it would be used as a retreat in this situation.

When I came, I came with illusions and hopes, and while leaving, I erased the last innocence in my heart.

Brothers and friendships are not credible, tears are even less valuable, only iron and blood are power, and everything can be controlled.

Lelouch wiped the tears from the corners of his eyes, and the geass pattern flying like a flame lit up in his eyes, and the cold underside of his eyes, after losing everything, finally never made waves again.

Heart, dead.