"Little girl, go get some firewood. Li Xiulan's loud voice penetrated her eardrums and woke up Hongyun.

I only came back yesterday, and I don't remember the distribution of my home for a long time, and with the reform and opening up, life has become better, and my home has been renovated and rebuilt more than once. Stepping away, she searched around, but she still couldn't find it. At this time, Li Xiulan came out and only said to Hongyun, "You little lazy girl." "Just take the firewood and go into the kitchen.

Parents basically treat themselves like this, rarely beating and scolding themselves, unless they do too much, but they never give themselves more attention and love. Unless they see that you are sick, they will not pay attention to your food, clothing, shelter and transportation, even if you are wearing tattered, even if it is dirty, even if it is cold, unless you say it yourself, they will ignore it, and of course you may be ignored if you say it. Tease them when they think of you, and have fun. So from childhood to adulthood, Hongyun always had an indescribable feeling. When other parents chased their children after their buttocks during the change of seasons, Hongyun had already silently turned out their clothes and added. Eat yourself when you're hungry, drink when you're thirsty, and no one ever asks you if you've eaten, if you're full, and what you like to eat. Even if you say you like something, you will be ignored. In a reassuring phrase, "there is nothing important except life and death". Thinking of these good fortunes, I felt sad again, and unconsciously tears flowed out again.

"Xiaoli, why are you crying?" a male voice said. Hongyun raised his head, and Dad Hong's cotton hair. Later, after his father retired from the director's position, he was diagnosed with cancer, and died of cancer less than two years before graduating from college. After the death of Hong Mianfa, those who were close to their own family disappeared, and her mother Li Xiulan's ability could not support this family at all, and her brother Hong Zongchao changed his temperament after he got married, and he and his wife drove the unmarried Hongyun away from the original home, and also tricked Li Xiulan to transfer the real estate to his name, and later drove Li Xiulan to his hometown in the countryside, which is now the house. Li Xiulan is still unrepentant and still treats her son as a treasure, because she still has a pension, so Hong Zongchao often goes back to the countryside to see her to defraud part of the pension.

"Wow-" Looking at Dad Hongmian's hair, Hongyun cried even more. Hong Mianfa hurriedly put down the car and picked up Hongyun to coax.

"Mom, what's wrong with Xiaoli?" Hong Mianfa looked at Li Xiulan, who had just come out of the kitchen, and asked, he felt that Li Xiulan was very bad at taking care of children, and only thought about herself.

"I was fine just now, maybe I was scared, I was flooded yesterday, and I haven't called my soul yet. Li Xiulan suddenly became nervous, "Little girl, come back quickly......"

Hongyun buried his head in his father's neck, his head was full of black lines, it had been so long before he remembered this, and he was still so indiscriminately called the soul method, and only Li Xiulan had this ability.

"Little girl, come back quickly......" Hongyun listened to the noisy voice, raised his head, looked at Li Xiulan, and stretched out his hand, "Mom-"

Li Xiulan hurriedly took it and said happily, "Okay, his father, you go cook, I'll hold you for a while." ”

It is estimated that I was drowning yesterday and tired of cutting mint today, plus I was young, although I took a nap in the afternoon, and I fell asleep again after a while.

"Little girl, get up, eat and sleep again. Hongyun was woken up by Li Xiulan again in a daze. was also held in Li Xiulan's arms, and the family gathered around the dining table. It is said that it is a dining table, but in fact, it is a bit like a small kang table in the Northeast, and the rice is sweet potato porridge, fried beans and pickles.

Well, I'm still young, so I'm actually okay with myself, but I'm too well-behaved, and I resist silently alone, and I never add a burden to my family, so I'm ignored. As the saying goes, "A crying child has milk." ”

"I'm helping my sister fight mint today!"

"Xiao Chao is capable!" Hong Mianfa rubbed Hong Zongchao's head affectionately, and Hong Zongchao proudly raised his small chest.

"What is Xiaoli doing with mint?" Hongmian asked, "Are you tired?"

"Sell money to buy candy to eat. I saw Aunt Osmanthus cut it and dried it before. Hongyun said with a smile.

"My little sister will deceive people, and she told me that she was drying vegetables in the afternoon. Hongfang said dissatisfiedly. Hongyun smiled but did not speak.

Hong Mianfa also knows that the medicinal material company collects medicine, it is too cheap, and it is too cheap to collect a season, and it can only earn a few dozen after working hard outside the busy work, except for some half-grown girls to earn some pocket money, few people specifically cut this, there is a lot of farm work at home, and they can't finish it, how can they have the effort to do this, and now they are still waiting for the land to grow crops.

"Little Lily is good. Hong Mianfa also rubbed Hongyun's head.

There is still a long time to happen in the future, and only by working hard to strengthen yourself now can you reduce the burden on your father Hongmian, so that you will not get a stomach problem from starvation.

"Dad eats slowly, I won't rob you. Hongyun deliberately said fairy tales.

"Okay, Daddy eat slowly. Hongzong said with a happy smile, and sure enough, he ate a little slower, and after a while, he sped up again.

"Daddy, eat slowly. "After a few more words, it slowly changed.

Just when Xiao Hongyun slowed down, dinner passed, and after eating, Hongyun fell asleep again.

In my sleep, I heard my parents whispering, "I said that I would come over and help us cook in a few days." "Mom's voice.

At that time, it was still the majority to call my father "big", and a few were the fashionable fathers in the city. Grandpa is coming, and my grandfather, who has been praised by the whole family in later generations, is the only warmth I vaguely remember in my childhood, and I only have a little impression, after all, I was only three or four years old at that time. It seems that this year or next year, my grandfather will be suffocated to death because the phlegm is too sticky and can't come out, my grandfather was already in his eighties at that time, and my mother Li Xiulan was the only child raised by my grandfather and grandmother, so she was very doting, and my grandmother also died early, and my grandfather was alone at home, and if someone was around at that time, I wouldn't have gone.

The next morning, after breakfast, his parents had gone to work in the field, and Hongyun was about to take a sickle pocket to cut mint at home, when he heard an old man's voice at the door, "Xiulan." ”

Hongyun was clever, and when she turned around, she saw a kind old man who was not tall looking at her lovingly, "Xiaoli, look at what delicious food grandpa bought you." "Grandpa, the legendary grandfather, vague warmth.

"Grandpa-" Hongyun ran to his grandfather's side and hugged him, "Grandpa, I miss you so much!"

"Grandpa, are you tired, thirsty, have you eaten?" Hongyun asked one after another.

"Well, grandpa is not tired, I haven't seen him for a few months, and he speaks so neatly. "Grandpa affectionately hugged Hongyun.

Hongyun got out of his grandfather's arms, went into the house to bring a small bench for his grandfather, and helped his grandfather sit down. My grandfather, an eighty-year-old grandfather, walked forty or fifty miles, arrived here early in the morning, and didn't know what time he would get up, how could he not be tired.

"Grandpa, sit down, I'll pour you water. Hongyun said.

"Xiaoli, the water bottle is too heavy, grandpa will come by himself, don't burn you. "Sure enough, it's still the grandfather who hurts people, if your mother Li Xiulan wouldn't ask if you can carry it, will it be burned.

"Grandpa, why are you sitting," Hongyun said anxiously, but he couldn't let the old man be busy anymore, "My mother didn't finish pouring the water in the pot in the morning, and it was still hot, I'll scoop it into the bowl for you, soon." ”

Soon, the water was brought out, and after handing it to my grandfather, he went into the house and brought out a small bed.

"Grandpa, are you hungry?"

"Xiaoli is so well-behaved, grandpa is not hungry. Come and sit in my grandfather's arms. Grandpa put it down after drinking saliva, held Hongyun in his arms, and didn't let go for a long time. Hongyun obediently let his grandfather hold him.

"Let's see what delicious food Grandpa brought you. "My grandfather brought a lot of delicious food every time, and it is estimated that he was reluctant to eat and wear. When I was a child, I was not sensible and did not know. Fortune unconsciously cried again. I rarely cried before, but this time I came back and became a crying bag.