The competition of this world, the competition of instinct, the spread of rumors, the suppression of words, and the isolation of words, may lead a fragile heart to the road of death. You think that others are strong, you think he is strong, you think that his attack is still strong, but in fact he may be on the verge of collapse.

Back to school, Hongyun can only go back on Saturday and Sunday, and the rest of the time has to live in school. Lu Zhongxia assigned her a task to check once a week. Chinese medicine is so huge that the Chinese medicine I learned when I was in school was just a drop in the ocean. She still doesn't understand too much, and each doctor has very few clinical medications, and the most is only a few hundred flavors, but there is a big difference between the north and the south, and each region has different medication habits.

Hongyun originally said that he only learned the preparation of his commonly used Chinese medicine, but Lu Zhongxia disagreed, he thought that he had already regarded Hongyun as a closed disciple, and she would have to learn all the knowledge.

There are a total of four people in the Hongyun dormitory, she lives in the upper bunk, and the other three people came back from military training in a dark circle, and when they saw the Hongyun who was still white and tender, everyone went up and pinched a little face.

"It's so slippery!"

"Good water!"

"So tender!"

One person said a word, Hongyun was startled by their surprise attack and forgot to hide.

"Ahh

"It's so soft!" Hongyun also sighed, "It's a good bullet!"

When a few freshman girls saw this battle, their faces turned red and they hurriedly shrank into a ball and hid.

"Hongyun!" Several people could only shout weakly, Hongyun ran away with a smile, not yet developed, but there was an advantage, and the laughter like silver bells echoed in the girls' dormitory building.

At night, Hongyun was climbing on the bed to read a book, and heard someone shouting to her to take a towel, it turned out to be Wu Laidi from the lower bunk, Hongyun remembered that she went to take a bath, didn't take a towel in the bath?

After Hongyun took the towel to her, she went to bed to read, and after a while, she heard her shouting again, let her help get the laundry detergent, Hongyun had no choice but to get out of bed to help her get it.

When I got back to bed, I didn't stop for two minutes before I asked her to help with the hanger. Hongyun is in bed, Wu Laidi is under the bed, it is better to take it, Hongyun said helplessly: "I have short hands, you take it yourself, okay?"

"Stingy, I don't help with such a little help. Wu Laidi muttered.

Hong Yun smiled and said secretly: You stand by the window without moving your feet, and you have to let me get out of bed to help you carry things. If you don't appreciate it after helping you so many times, forget it, just once you didn't help you, you complain, this kind of person is not worth it.

Hongyun took the book and went to the classroom to study, there is no need to toss this little thing with this kind of person.

In this way, in addition to resting, Hongyun is either in the library or in the classroom, and rarely spends much time in the dormitory building.

When she returned to the dormitory at night, Wu Laidi was not there, I don't know where she went, she usually didn't study by herself, she only read novels, ate snacks, and dressed up in the dormitory.

The other two roommates, Gao Min and Liu Fang, were talking about Wu Laidi.

"Wu Laidi is really annoying, she finished eating the things I brought from home, I was going to eat them for a month, but they were gone in a few days. Gao Min said.

"Well, she doesn't bring anything herself, she only eats other people's, and she uses my cosmetics, and she doesn't use her own. Liu Fang also pouted.

"Yes, when we go out to play, we give money, and she will only talk. Gao Min said.

"She also summoned people, sat there every day and didn't do anything, and asked others to take this and that for her. The more the two of them talked, the more energetic they became, and they were startled by the sudden sound of pushing the door.

It's Wu Laidi! The two of them pretended to be busy with each other, and Wu Laidi snorted at the two of them mockingly, which made Gao Min and Liu Fang's faces change.

On the weekend, Hongyun returned to Lu's house and learned how to concoct with Grandpa Lu. Learn to pick materials, learn knife skills, and Hongyun is very busy.

Hongyun returned to school, ready to learn to copy the prescription, she carefully studied the school's old Chinese medicine, and finally aimed at the target, the old Chinese medicine doctor of the school's affiliated hospital, Zhu Xueliang, the chief Chinese medicine physician, enjoyed the national allowance, and was prestigious in the previous life.

Hongyun is ready to attack directly, and the old doctor likes young people who are motivated and eager to learn.

Hongyun came directly to Zhu Xueliang when there were few people, introduced himself, and explained that he was a first-year student of traditional Chinese medicine in the capital, who had studied under Gu Liangchun, and now wanted to learn clinical experience from him. Gu Liangchun mainly specializes in the spleen and stomach, and Zhu Xueliang specializes in the heart, brain and lungs.

Zhu Xueliang looked at the immature Hongyun, asked a few questions, and promised to let her copy the prescription on the side.

In this way, Hongyun has to do one more thing every day, which is to sort out medical records and summarize experience. I don't have time to worry about the dormitory.

But Hongyun still has news of Wu Laidi coming to his ears, who he cheats with, and whose things he uses and doesn't return them. The classmates gradually stayed away from Wu Laidi, isolated her, and excluded her from everything.

Gradually, Hongyun seems to rarely hear Wu Laidi speak again, nor has he heard her laugh.

Once Wu Laidi once called Hongyun, as if she had something to talk to her, Hongyun was busy, and when she looked at her stumbling appearance, she walked away.

When she returned to Lu's house another weekend, she learned quickly, and Grandpa Lu said that he would take her to pick herbs for a semester with her brothers and sisters from the School of Chinese Materia Medica in the second half of the semester. Hongyun jumped up happily, reading and studying all day long, and people were going to mold.

Back at school, Hongyun heard the bad news that Wu Laidi committed suicide and jumped from the window of the dormitory building, their dormitory, and died on the spot.

Hongyun felt confused, although he felt that this person's character was not very good, but it was just a small problem, just change it, why did he commit suicide.

The school came down to investigate and found Wu Laidi's last words: it was cold, cold, dark, and scared, she felt that life was very gloomy, and she felt like she had been walking in the dark, never ending, hopeless, and very desperate.

asked Wu Laidi about her usual personality, and at this time, some people still thought that her personality was not good, but she would not die. Some people feel that everyone has a different personality, and it is not a big deal, and it is not worth dying.

When people were still there, everyone's little indifference added up to let Wu Laidi live in the ice cellar every day, which made her die. Everyone can be said to have contributed to her death. But no one has paid attention to it, everyone is paying attention to their inner feelings, and some are influenced by other people's rumors, and they unconsciously isolate her.

Hongyun sighed in her heart, she felt that her personality was not suitable and avoided it, and she didn't pay attention to Wu Laidi's later emotional changes, she didn't expect it to be this result, maybe there were other reasons, but the isolation of the people around her was also one of the reasons for her death.

Hongyun has a lot of experience, because she has also been isolated, from a cheerful and optimistic person to depression, feeling that life is better than death. But she still survived, self-regulated, and changed part of her personality, so that others accepted her again.