I didn't have any special feelings for Xiaoyue before, but I haven't seen her for a while, and after arriving in the university town, Su Zhan's mood seems to have been affected, and I can't help but want to see her.

It is said that distance produces beauty, and love has always been invisible, coming suddenly and going suddenly.

This kind of feeling has never been experienced before, a little fresh, and a little scary.

At this time, Su Zhan thought of what Russell said:

I seek love, first because it brings me ecstasy, and it is so strong that I am often willing to sacrifice everything else in my life for a few hours of welcome, and I seek love, and secondly because it lifts loneliness. It was a normal heart, looking down at the edge of the world, the cold, dead silence, the unfathomable abyss, and I sought love, and finally because in the union of love, I saw the gods of the sky as imagined by the saints and the poets. So that's what I was looking for, and even though he seemed too good in life, I ended up getting her.

Love, knowledge, compassion.

Russell said that with these three things, it is worth living.

And Su Zhan has never pursued love, and he pursues knowledge just to be able to earn more money and climb to a higher position.

Sympathy, even less pitiful, maybe only when it is a show, will it be expressed to the outside world.

It was getting dark, and Su Zhan quietly began to reflect on himself.

To relive a lifetime, do you still regard being a human being as the highest pursuit of life?

Thinking of the shame that made him embarrassed, Su Zhan's heart became heavier and heavier. Just then, the phone rang suddenly.

Su Zhanmeng sat up and pressed the answer button as if he had grabbed a life-saving straw.

"Hello. Su Zhan suppressed the panic in his heart and said.

"It turned out to be really you. A voice full of surprise and joy rang from the phone, making Su Zhan's heart suddenly feel as if he had been redeemed.

"Of course it's me, is it convenient for you to speak now?" asked Su Zhan as he sat up from the bed.

"My uncle and aunt are all at home, so I called from the commissary downstairs......"

"Shall I go to you now? I want to see you now. Su Zhan said with some eagerness.

"Huh? It's dark now. Xiao Yue hesitated for a moment and asked, "Where are you now?

"I'm not far from you. Tell me the name of the shop and I'll go over now. Su Zhan said without her doubt.

Satsuki paused on the phone and said, "Then let's see you at KFC." I'll have to go back and talk to my uncle and aunt first, and then I'll go to you. ”

There is only one KFC in a college town, so I don't need to specify where the location is, so it's perfect to use it as an agreed location.

After hanging up the phone, Su Zhan's mood suddenly became better. Jumped twice on the spot and muttered, "Sure enough, it's ecstasy." ”

After tidying up his appearance in the mirror in the room, Su Zhan laughed stupidly twice, and then said to himself in the mirror, "Behave well, our happy life is about to begin." ”

Coming out of the hotel, Su Zhan looked at the broken bicycle and frowned.

I used to buy a bicycle that wouldn't be stolen, and it felt pretty good. How unpleasant it is to look at it now.

This. I was really blind to those 80 dollars.

KFC is not far from here, but it takes 20 minutes to walk. And in this weather, you have to sweat if you walk there.

After thinking about it for three seconds, Su Ran rode his bicycle back to the place where the car was sold.

"Give me another one. Su Zhan saw the owner of the store and said directly.

"You didn't do that. Second-hand goods are never sold and are not returned, do you know? Of course the boss didn't want to, so he didn't even ask the reason, and directly refused.

Su Zhan didn't want to talk nonsense with him, so he took out a few tickets and waved them, "I'll add money." ”

Money is such a good thing, there are too few people who can maintain principles in front of it.

Riding on the new car, Su Zhan felt that his clothes were not good, his shoes were a little dirty, and his hairstyle was a little messy.

In short, everything sucks.

The first brother in the love field is like this, he will always suffer from gains and losses and lack of confidence.

Just like that, don't don't ride to KFC, Su Zhan first went to the store next to him to buy a piece of chewing gum and chewed it in his mouth.

Then he resisted the urge to go to a nearby mall to buy new clothes, pushed open the door and found a place to sit down.

"Calm down, just a little girl, what's there to be nervous about. A few days ago, I was swimming shirtless, and I touched everything I should have touched, and now I'm nervous. Sitting in the position and despised himself, Su Zhan looked at the time, pushed the door and walked out.

Fidgeting was invented for the situation he is inventing now.

No matter how much business I went to negotiate on behalf of the company, I had never been so nervous before, and I was never so nervous with girls.

"It's really weird, I've never met her like this, am I crazy?" Su Zhan turned around the door, despised himself a thousand times in his heart, but it was useless.

"Why don't you go and sit inside? Look at your sweat, there's air conditioning there, it's not as hot as outside. Just when Su Zhan was blaming himself with his back to the road, Xiaoyue's voice came from behind.

Su Zhan lost his mind slightly, then quickly reacted and said with a smile, "I can see you a few seconds earlier outside, it's nothing if it's hot." ”

Xiao Yue blushed and said, "Have you eaten?"

Su Zhan's heart fluttered when he saw her blushing, and he said with a pun, "I haven't eaten you yet?"

Fortunately, Xiaoyue didn't hear it, and said happily because she saw Su Zhan, "Then I'll invite you, the food here is very fast, and the taste is quite good." ”

When she entered the store and sat down, Su Zhan naturally wouldn't really let her invite her to dinner. I took the initiative to order a set meal for myself, then bought two ice creams and brought them back to my seat.

Sitting facing each other, the two of them didn't know what to say for a while.

Satsuki stirred the ice cream with a small spoon, lowering her head and not daring to look at him.

Su Zhan also lowered his head and ate a few bites, some of which were like chewing wax, and the atmosphere became a little awkward for a while.

Pushing the things on the table aside, Su Zhan first broke the deadlock and said, "Professor Zhao seems to be very famous, how do you feel about learning to paint with him?"

Xiao Yue also raised her head and looked at Su Zhandao, "I feel that I have made a lot of progress, but there is also a lot of pressure." By the way, what are you doing all this time?"

"Part-time job to earn tuition. Su Zhan replied briefly, "I haven't been able to make up for the half of the painting you painted, I'm really embarrassed." ”

The atmosphere finally eased, and the two gradually found the feeling of being at the beach.