But why is this so?

Zheng Xiyan, why did she miss the team this time?

Han Shenyan picked up the water cup and drank it in one gulp, because it had been left for too long, it had become cold, but he didn't realize it, and looked up at the window again.

It was only an hour, and it was already pitch black as far as the eye could see, and its own shadow reflected on the glass. He suddenly remembered how many nights he had seen such a scene when he looked up from the creation of the script.

At that time, she was at the peak of her career, but he was still struggling for the unknown future and life.

It was as if it happened yesterday a year ago.

The reason why she would be removed from the list, he could only think of two possibilities.

The first possibility is that, as the media speculated, the renewal negotiations broke down because the requirements were too high. It's just that with her own understanding, although she is very ambitious, she cares more about the combination, and she shouldn't make any excessive demands alone. With her character, it is more likely that she is still in the same condition as everyone else. Although she will be stubborn like a strong woman when it comes to dreams, most of the time, she is still the stupid woman who likes to be lazy, sleepy and stupid.

And the second possibility, is it because she quit "My Knot"?

He knew the whole story of her withdrawal from "My Knot".

Even if he deliberately keeps himself out of paying attention, he can often hear these things from the mouths of the staff of "My Knot".

Especially during the first two shoots, her tough exit was the most popular gossip topic among the staff.

It's just that he tries not to think about these things. Because he was afraid that he would be soft-hearted. Scars covered in blood are naturally hard. But when the scar comes off, will the tender flesh be soft?

He didn't know.

He didn't feel like trying either.

He is a little stubborn in his bones, once he loves, then he loves boldly, but again, once he misses it, it means forever.

Maybe it's genetic.

But if it weren't for this character, he wouldn't have been able to leave home alone in his teens and travel hundreds of kilometers to the city. If it weren't for such a character, he wouldn't have persevered in the long years of trainees. I didn't even leave a little way back and gave up continuing my studies. If it weren't for such a character, he wouldn't have launched a fierce pursuit of her after falling in love at first sight. If it weren't for such a character, he wouldn't have put everything aside to propose to her when he saw her crying and helpless eyes. If it weren't for such a character, he would not have given up his dream of chasing for many years for her and resolutely quit the entertainment industry.

He doesn't know if this character is good or bad.

However, it is difficult to change what has been carved into his bone marrow.

So, he deliberately didn't think about it.

Don't think about why she's doing it, and for whom.

At first, he was afraid of giving himself a false hope, but after that, he was really relieved.

It's just that such a piece of news reminded him of what happened before.

Perhaps, her withdrawal is for herself.

He shook his head bitterly.

But so what.

Love is never an equivalent exchange, how much you give, I also need to reciprocate.

Love can be sweet sometimes, but sometimes it can be unusually cruel.

It used to be like this.

The same is true now.

If life is a long road, I and her once hugged each other, but in the end they parted at a fork in the road, maybe they turned around and looked back, but after all, they went farther and farther. Moreover, there is a person waiting for him in front.

That person was Lin Mingyue.

But just because he knows that doesn't mean he's indifferent to the news.

She wasn't a stranger to him in any case.

There may be someone who can be hard-hearted, but that person is not him.

Moreover, it is likely that this is because of him.

This defeat is not a simple matter for her. Because the squad can be seen as an attempt at a solo album. It is foreseeable that if an album is released in the future, it will be difficult for her to become the first batch. And as an idol group, how many of them will be able to release solo albums? It's really an unknown.

But...... What can he do?

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Zheng Xiyan sat at the table and looked out the window.

is different from Han Shenyan's window, through her window, you can see the lights in the distance.

In front of her, there was a book, a piece of paper, and a pen. The book is still the fashion design book she read before, and this book has been read by her.

The paper is placed in the center, a simple A4 printer paper, but the outlines are drawn one by one on the paper.

Spectacles.

There are all kinds of glasses, some look trendy, some look stable and generous, and some look smart and elegant.

"Actually, it's not bad to be a designer. Zheng Xiyan of the Rainbow Angel, Zheng Xiyan, the goddess of icebergs, and Zheng Xiyan, the designer. Zheng Xiyan muttered. However, then she sighed again, and the smile on her face faded a lot.

I just said goodbye to Crystal today and returned to the dormitory from that home, but I didn't expect to hear such a news.

This incident really hit her hard. She could not care if she was half-hidden, but she really couldn't care less about being removed from the squad.

Because it's about her dreams.

As a singer, you can move the audience with your singing.

The difference between an idol singer and a singer is not just two words. Even if she is the lead singer, how many lines, five sentences, or eight sentences of lyrics can be assigned to her in a four-minute song? Moreover, almost all of the songs sung by the group are fast-paced and full of toxic dance music, how can they rely on such songs to move others?

And the team is the closest step to her dream.

It's just a result, but it's missed.

Originally, she thought that she would not be able to accept such a fact.

It's just a little weird.

Now, she can still sit here quietly, reading books and drawing.

Although the mood is still depressed, sad, and breathless, it is much better than the expected hysteria.

It seems that a lot of things have changed in the course of the year.

She pursed her lips and pulled out her phone, trying to send him a message.

Recently, she has been in contact with him, using the identity of K. In the process, she mentioned the female classmate who didn't exist many times, and her affair with his boyfriend.

In fact, these are the experiences of the two. Judging by his feedback, the results are still good. It's just that when will she be able to find out her identity. You can't keep putting it off. She's not a little girl, and she's going to be happy with this kind of guess who I am.

Otherwise, just wait another month. So far, everything that should be said has been said, and everything that can be foreshadowed has been foreshadowed. No matter what the outcome is, find out who you are and say what you think. As for how he chooses, that's his business.

The person who has ever made a mistake is himself.

Therefore, the one who is waiting for the final verdict should also be himself.

Fair enough, isn't it?