Mo Yan didn't know how she left the Wenqu Tower, and in the end, she didn't even hear what Li Fu said, and when she came back to her senses, she was already standing outside the Golden Phoenix Palace, she remembered that Duan Li often stood in this place and looked at the Golden Phoenix Palace, and she never came out to stand in front of him once.

Now she was finally standing in this place, but there was no one on the other side of her, and he would never stand across from her again.

She knew now that he must have thought of her smiling as he stood here, and said to him, Come into the house with me!

She finally broke down and leaned against the pear tree behind her, and slowly sat down on the ground, and began to cry, the man she loved told her with his life, and he loved her.

When Duan Li stood here for the last time, the pear tree was blooming full of flowers, and the white petals were falling on his shoulders. Now the thick green leaves covered the canopy, and the sun in the sky was so lush that there was no one left crying uncontrollably.

Mo Yan felt that she was the stupidest fool in the world, it was the love she had been looking for for two lifetimes, but she lost it and could never find it again.

She suddenly couldn't bear this loneliness of being the only one in the world, she stood up with the tree, stumbled away, this palace where all their time was buried, and now she was the only one left, and she didn't want to stay for a moment.

Mo Yan rode out of the capital, and the soldiers guarding the city saw the phoenix robe on her body from a distance, and they didn't dare to stop her at all, so they let her go directly.

She went out of the capital and whipped her horse to the imperial tomb, she dismounted and approached the tombstone, and stood still in front of the tombstone, the words on the tombstone burned her eyes fiercely.

She stepped forward and stretched out her hand to touch the handwriting on it, but at the moment she touched it, she really retracted her hand as if she was burned, she touched the handwriting one by one, and the cold touch made her heart completely cold.

She leaned against the tombstone and sat down, crying bitterly, there was no such person, there was no more such person, she would never meet such a person again.

There are so many people in the world, so many people are bustling, but none of them are hers.

The sun pulled her and the shadow of the tombstone on the ground for a long time, Mo Yan was no longer crying, she leaned on the tombstone to recall the past, and then sadly found that there were too few good memories between them, and the two lives were added together, and they were happier in the time before they got married.

She stood up, because she had been squatting for too long, her legs were numb and she almost fell again, she looked at the tombstone, her feelings had calmed down, in fact, she knew that there was nothing in this tomb, but this was the final home of an emperor.

She said in a low voice: "It's a little late to say this now, and you can't hear it, but I still have to apologize to you seriously." Speaking of this, he raised his eyes and looked at the word Duan Li above, "I'm sorry, you don't owe me anymore, it's me who owes you." ”

She stood for a while before turning around and getting on her horse to leave, at this time her face was as usual, as if the gaffe just now was an illusion, and she was still the queen mother who leaned towards the government and the opposition.

When Mo Yan returned to Fengning Palace, Moon Shadow was about to go crazy looking for her, and when she saw her figure, she hurriedly greeted her, "Niangniang, where have you gone, I can't find you anywhere, and you're about to die." ”

Only then did she remember that Moon Shadow had gone to the Imperial Diet Division to stew bird's nest, so she squeezed out a smile and said, "You got it so quickly, just bring it to me and eat it, why are you in a hurry." ”

"It's all now, do you remember the bird's nest thing?hurry up and change your clothes and hurry up!" Moon Shadow urged, she didn't see Mo Yan when she returned to the Qinzheng Palace with the bird's nest from the Imperial Diet, and asked the maids who were waiting on the left and right, and they all shook their heads and said that they didn't know, she didn't see Mo Yan when she went back to Fengning Palace, she was cold and hot in that bowl of bird's nest, and it was hot and cold a few times, and now she can't eat it if she wants to.

"Let's go?" Mo Yan was puzzled, and his face was unclear.

Moon Shadow looked incredulous, and said hatefully: "Niangniang, you won't forget jì, right! Today I want to feast Enke Jinshi in the Taiji Palace, and now everyone has been waiting for almost an hour, and you are missing." ”

"Oh, yes, I'm going to the Taiji Hall to hold a banquet for Enke Jinshi and change my clothes, I'll go." Mo Yan then remembered this, and she was led into the house like a marionette by Moon Shadow to change her clothes.

"Niangniang, what's wrong with you? Moon Shadow looked at her with her eyebrows lowered, and she cared as she straightened her clothes.

"I'm fine! I just suddenly realized that I had done something irreversibly wrong. She was silent and said in a light tone.

"What's wrong?" asked Moon Shadow, who paused, glancing at her face.

Her expression froze and quickly returned to normal, "It's nothing, it's all in the past, and no matter how much you say, it's not very good." ”

"Since you know that yourself, don't dwell on this matter, as the saying goes, you can't chase the past, I think you've been restless for the past few days?" Moon Shadow asked.

"Well, I don't want to do that!" she said, straightening her sleeves, "I'll leave first." "Said that he was in a hurry and left.

It would be nice if she could say that she didn't want to think about some things, so that she wouldn't feel heartache and even breathe.

The personnel in the Taiji Hall are mobilized, and everyone is the first time that Enke's Jinshi has participated in the imperial banquet, so even if they stay in the Taiji Hall for an hour and the banquet has not started, they don't feel anxious, and they are still excited to talk to the people around them.

When Mo Yan came in, there were eunuchs singing on the side, and everyone knelt down to greet her, and after she sat on the main seat, she looked at a circle of people who knelt and bowed, and said, "All the ministers get up and sit down without courtesy." ”

After everyone sat down, she looked at His Highness and said, "Who is He Qingzhou?"

A young young man of His Royal Highness stood up, bowed upward, and replied: "Boy He Qingzhou has seen the Queen Mother, Niangniang Wan'an." ”

Mo Yan looked at him and said with a smile: "Sure enough, he is a young talent, not only brilliant in writing but also handsome, such a talent and appearance are in the court, I am afraid it is difficult for someone to stand out!"

He Qingzhou did not show a smug look because of Mo Yan's praise, he said calmly and modestly: "The Queen Mother Miao praises, the kid is ashamed." ”

"Deserve it! How to deserve it, the mourning family said that deserving it is deserving it. From tomorrow onwards, you will walk in front of the palace and serve the country. Mo Yan said.

Although the official position walking in front of the palace is not big, only seven grades, but he is a close minister of the Son of Heaven, and he can enter the Hanyuan Hall to participate in politics, which is a great honor for a person who has just entered the court as an official, and many people present showed envy.

"Thank you to the Queen Mother for her love, and the minister will live up to her expectations. He Qingzhou thanked him.

After that, Mo Yan called out the second-class Jian Mu and the third-class Cheng Xu, and praised each other, and let the two of them enter Shangshutai to enter the position of Liucao as a waiter, which was just enough to enter the threshold of the court's politics.

In the end, Mo Yan looked at all the Jinshi of His Royal Highness, raised the wine bottle and said loudly: "Those who are sitting here today are the pillars of the country, and the ministers of the bones in the future. After saying that, he drank the wine in his glass.

No one dared to look up, so no one knew, the moment Mo Yan raised his head to drink, tears fell at the same time, and he disappeared into his sideburns, these words should have been said by Duan Li today, but now that he is gone, she can only say it for him.

In the past, she worked hard to govern this country well to prove to him that she would not do worse than him, but now she will not fight for anything, she will manage this country well until Duan Yun is an adult, because this is his world.