The doorman sighed regretfully and said in his heart, "What a pity. If our ancestors had been able to leapfrog their IQs, perhaps we would have progressed even faster. And if I had progressed faster, maybe I wouldn't be like this now.

However, some things are very strange, or some things are not just strange, but very troublesome. Even if our ancestors really made rapid progress, they might not have evolved me as a person. Isn't that right? Because it's not a certain thing that everybody will be here and live in this world.

To put it simply, if the past can really change, then the future will definitely change with it. Since the future will change with the past, will there still be me? It's hard to say. Even if there is a person who looks exactly like me, it may not be the current profession.

Perhaps, I was born as a more cultivated person, or a very rich person. All in all, the probability of giving birth to someone exactly like me is about the same as winning the lottery, it's too difficult. Even if it is true that it is the same as my birth, can the life experience be the same?

That's hard to say. There's something even more special. If all these things can be confirmed, it is easier to say. But if I can't be sure, then even if the past has changed, the future has changed, but I haven't changed. What is this?

In other words, what have I become? Am I still human? If I were human, I must have changed. Maybe my thinking has changed. If my thinking changes, am I still me? No. I'm absolutely sure it's not me.

The reason why a person has such a mind and such a determination is because of consciousness. And isn't consciousness just a person's thinking? If that person's thinking changes, then even if the person born looks exactly like me and has the same upbringing, then because of the different thinking, it will definitely not be the same person.

But, alas, if that time comes, I don't realize that I should be a different person in the past, and I've changed. Maybe I've become what I want to be, maybe I've gotten the lifestyle I want, or maybe I've gotten the kind of beautiful wife I've always wanted to marry.

But because I've changed, so have my needs. In this case, what I have gained may be something that I don't value to myself that has changed, and if that is the case, what am I going to do with so many things? Am I still very empty?

And as long as I'm still empty, what's the point of me changing like this? Am I not the same person as I am now? I may have become rich, but I don't value money anymore. So, having money and not having money seemed to me at the time to mean the same.

In this case, it is better not to change. The reason is simple. Because, once I change, I don't even know if the new look I'm going to be will be acceptable to my new mindset. If I become a person that I can't accept, wouldn't I be in even more pain than I am now?

That's for sure, of course. No explanation is needed. Because, if all of this needs to be explained, then I have to wonder if there is something wrong with my current consciousness. But that's not the scariest part. If the future can really change, then it means that the past can change.

And as long as the past can really change, the problem will involve a rather frightening big problem. Has my past changed? If so, what should my past have looked like? Isn't that the most terrible thing is that my consciousness has changed?

To put it simply, if I was A, then am I A or B? If I am B, what is my real A? Am I becoming what I want to be? There is one thing that must be determined. Even I'm not sure if I've changed to what I used to be.

But whether I'm B or not? That's the scariest thing. If I'm B, that's a little easier to solve. If I can find my old self, then I can understand why I am the way I am. Why should I change my past, which is A, instead of making me A and B.

Because, as long as the past is really changed, then if you stay in the past, there will definitely be traces. And as long as there are traces, then everything that follows will be easily resolved. Otherwise, the problems will only grow. And the more problems there are, the more I don't want to see them.

More importantly, if the future can also be changed, does it mean that I still have the opportunity to change myself again and change myself into A? If my B is not what A wants to be and what I like to live, then what should I do to make myself A?

Because, this question must be investigated to the root of A. If I can't become A, then I won't be able to understand why I want to change my original self. Only by fully understanding the reasons can I make the right choice.

Otherwise, I'm trying hard to change myself, but I've changed to C, which A hated the most, so wouldn't it be a waste of time? More importantly, once I really become C, then it's easier to say that I don't know I'm A.

Once I know one day that my change has failed, and I have become the person and life I hate the most, then how big a blow will I have in my heart? If such a big blow, how will I persevere? Maybe I will not be able to bear such a big blow in my heart and choose to cut myself off.

Because that's the only way to make your life easier. Otherwise, it's all too heavy. It's definitely not something anyone can afford. Only a very small percentage of the population has the ability to do so. Of course. It's all about how I find A. Only in this way can you better understand yourself.

And, it's critical. Otherwise, I wouldn't be able to figure out what I needed. It's like walking through a maze, I walked around, and finally I finally found the exit, and finally ran out excitedly and yelled, I succeeded, and when I succeeded, I found that after a long time I just exited through the entrance.

Wouldn't that be terrible? There is another thing that has to be clarified. Now I'm seriously thinking about it, but what worries me the most is that my current thinking is not helpful to the real A, and to my past self. It can even be understood that way.

Maybe when I was still A, I didn't want to be a thinking person at all. In that case, what kind of choices will I make when I know what I really think about myself?

If I do make a choice, what will happen to my current self? For example, I choose to give up my current self B and become my original self A. So, will my respect for Lord Shihai also disappear? If so, then I will be very, very sad.

Because, at least until I knew the truth, I always felt that Lord Shihai was the spiritual pillar in my heart. And this spiritual pillar is very important to me, even if I become A, I don't want to forget Lord Shihai. I hope to be able to retain this worship and respect for Lord Shihai.

Of course. I will still insist on being the first fan of Lord Shihai. Because, in my opinion, although such experiences and such experiences are all left by me when I was doing B. However, such an experience feels good. I don't want to give up on this hard-won pursuit.

Unless the unexpected happens. For example, Lord Shi Hai is actually my father-killing enemy. In other words, Lord Shihai actually has some kind of inexplicable connection with my past self, and I have to give up. As long as these two situations don't happen, I won't give up anyway.

I just want to share this joy with everyone, and I also want to take care of myself more. And to do that, you have to keep a hobby from the past. I like the characteristics of Lord Shihai, so I have to keep it. But is it really that easy?

What if when I go back to A, the thinking left over from the past when I do A has an instinctive rejection of Lord Shi Hai? For example, when I was still A in the past, maybe I was a person who disliked the star chaser. However, when I realized this, I realized that I was a fanatical star chaser.

Although I am not pursuing singers or movie stars that teenagers and girls like, Lord Shihai is also a celebrity. And as long as it is a celebrity, it will have a star-chasing effect, and it will be looked down upon by some people, such as myself. So how do I deal with these two completely opposite feelings?

It's going to be quite difficult. Maybe it will break me. However, I don't want to break down, so in order to make sure that my spirit can withstand it, I think I should think about it first and what I should do with it. In this case, there will be no surprise.

But. These things haven't happened yet. Although my mind is not too smart, after training, I have become a little smarter, I think so. However, there are things that I can deduce in advance, and there are times when they are not so easy to deduce.

Of course. I have that self-confidence. But how high the probability of success is, it is only a matter of fate. However, having said that, it is not my character to resign myself to fate, and I have always adhered to the attitude that if I can rely on myself, I will never rely on others. All right. No matter.

If I continue to ink, I won't necessarily be able to come up with anything that works. If you take a gamble. Anyway, it's important now. In many cases, gambling is also the only way out. Anyway, it's not really gambling now, it's just an inference of trying, and if I fail, at least there is a chance to correct it. Then give it a try.

If something like this really happened, I would have had a strong mental struggle, as if I was talking to another me. And to maintain this hobby is tantamount to a negotiation. Since it's a negotiation, you need lines. All right.

If I'm not wrong, I would say so. Hello. I know who you are, and you are who I am. It's a bit abrupt and awkward, but that's all I can call you. Otherwise, I really can't think of how to talk to you. I am you, and you are not me.

You should understand what I mean by that. However, you don't have to worry about being in a hurry to oppose me. Because, I already want to be you. I thought about it for a long time before I realized that I had to become yours. If I don't become you, then I'm not a whole person.

All my previous experience and common sense, including hard work, for a long time, is meaningless to you. So, I was very lost for a while. Especially when I know that I am actually you, it also raises strong doubts about my own survival.

However, after I figured out one thing, I figured it out. And that's what I want to tell you right now, and it's a deal between us. I hope it can be done without a hitch. Because, from the moment I became you, I knew something else was going to happen. Now all my consciousness will be gone.

And that's why I want to trade with you. Although I am you, I am also a single person, and I have lived and existed in real life. I don't want anything to be denied. Even if that person is me. I don't want that to happen either.

Of course. You can force me to become you. However, I don't think that's a sensible thing to do. Because, such words will arouse my disgust, and as long as I am disgusted, then I will definitely resist in the process of being forcibly assimilated by you. As long as I resist, it will definitely hurt you.

And as long as there is harm, if it is physical, I know you will not care at all. Now the science and technology of the federation is too advanced, and it can be solved by going to the hospital. However, I won't be so stupid, I'll leave you mentally hurt. For example, IQ. I'm not going to let your IQ be stronger than the average person. ”