Chapter 118: Cracked Heart

After another two days, Han Qiushi's family was still the same, living quietly upstairs in Xiang Chunzao's house. Pen | fun | pavilion www. biquge。 info

didn't call to ask, thought about it and thought about it, and sent a WeChat message to Chunzao, with only one sentence:

I wish the old man a speedy recovery and I wish you all well.

After a long time, I received Han Qiushi's reply, only four words: Thank you, take care.

looked at these four words again and again, and wept early in the morning.

Thinking that I used to be extra busy every weekend, the two families had contacts and lived a family life, and I felt happy no matter how tired I was. Today, the laughter is still lingering in my ears, but I am alone, guarding my empty home.

Suddenly idle and bored.

Petting the puppy that was still wilting, I felt even more sad. Yesterday, I took it to the hospital, and the doctor said that it was just anorexia, and it was fine, and the owner tried to accompany it as much as possible to make it happy, and it would be fine in a few days.

Xiang Chunzao snorted, picked out a few canned dog food that looked delicious, and when he got home, he immediately opened it, seeing that it was finally willing to eat a few more bites, Xiang Chunzao was constantly resentful in his heart.

My schedule is regular, and it's easy for you to avoid me, I can think, I can comfort myself, but what about baby?

You can't start and finish well, why do you want to provoke it? A puppy still knows that he misses his playmates, Han Qiushi, Han Xiang, Han Rui, what about the hearts of the three of you? Do you miss me? How can I be so desperate, to you, am I just a dispensable person? It's just a thing of the past?

The more I think about it, the more uncomfortable it becomes!

Let's go out for a walk, it's always like this to get sick, Xiang Chunzao sat up, took out a few tissues to wipe away his tears, put on his glasses, and sighed deeply.

Simply cleaned up, squatted down, touched the puppy, and walked out of the house with a plain face.

Aimless, reincarnated, stop-and-go, not knowing where to go.

As the night gets darker, the horn of the car sounds from time to time, in a messy mind, as if walking through another space, separating the spirit and body of the early spring, unable to distinguish between east and west, north and south, unable to distinguish men, women and children, walking along a road, mechanically.

"Yo, isn't this early spring?Girl, I haven't seen you for a long time, are you okay?" Aunt Wang in the front building woke up Xiang Chunzao with a shout.

Raising his eyes and looking around, he frowned suddenly, how did I come here? Xiang Chun almost exclaimed.

"Oh, Aunt Wang, I haven't seen you for many days, are you okay?" calmed down, took Aunt Wang's hand, and suddenly remembered her mother, and Xiang Chunzao couldn't help but wet her eyes.

"It's okay, it's okay. Staring at Xiang Chunzao's face, Aunt Wang's mouth was deflated, "Your mother is gone, and Mrs. Zhang is also gone, so I feel uncomfortable, don't mention it." ”

"When did Aunt Zhang go?" Xiang Chunzao was startled, choked on a breath of wind in his throat, and couldn't help coughing.

Aunt Wang shook her head: "It's been more than a month since I passed away, but I didn't suffer any crime, and I fell asleep and I was gone." ”

Aunt Zhang is gone? Don't wait for Miao Miao to go on vacation? Just leave, did you find the man with tears on her? Aunt Zhang, where you went, how are you? Did you see my mother? Standing dumbfounded, Xiang Chunzao's throat was burning and hurting.

"Girl, why are you standing here at such a late hour? It's too cold, don't catch a cold, go home quickly." The old man of my family was still waiting to take the medicine, and I left. Pulling out her hand and touching Xiang Chunzao's arm, Aunt Wang shrank and hurried home.

How did I get here? What's wrong with me? I'm unconscious, I'm crazy?

I remember that my daughter moved here when she was five years old, she was so cute at that time, Liu Zhiqiang at that time, and I was so young at that time.

In the blink of an eye, the years of youth are gone, and the home is gone, but the people in this community are still the old residents who have left, and the new ones have moved in, day after day, year after year, life is still going on, and the same joys and sorrows are separated.

Standing downstairs, Xiang Chunzao looked at the flower bed where he had left countless footprints, the lights on the first floor were still mottled, sprinkled in the flower bed, but the cheerful figure of the puppy was gone. Raise your head and look at the window that has been opened countless times, how many times, I have stood in front of the window with enthusiasm, looking far and near.

Oh, there's a light in that window.

Yes, the house already has a new owner, and a small working couple is waiting for a little life here. I hope that they will always be by their side, never give up, not like me, they can only share sorrows, but they cannot share joys.

Early spring, early spring, what are you doing here?

Remembering the past? The past didn't hurt you enough? What do you want it to do? Let's go, this place doesn't belong to you anymore, let's go, go where you should go.

However, where is the place where I should go? Continue to be the neighbor of his Han Qiushi family? Can I still coexist? I have avoided me like this, can I still live together? Do you want to move out again?

Suddenly, a dark shadow ran over.

Yo, whose puppy is this, Xiang Chunzao squatted down, watched its owner come over, nodded and smiled, and continued to walk outside the community.

Yes, baby, my baby, I still have baby.

I'm going home, I can't leave you wherever I go, and where I have you is my home. I'll go home, wait for me, don't worry, wait for me to go home and accompany you, turn around to Chunzao, follow the same road, walk, this is how many stops, so far? It's so cold, I can't walk, let's take a taxi.

The phone rang.

Is it Qiushi? Take it out quickly, oh, it's Lei Lei.

In a few words, he hung up the phone, and looked up at the dark sky in the early spring, there was not even a crescent moon, and a few lonely stars looked at each other from afar, twinkling.

It's lonely, it's helpless.

It's so distressing, why are you so sentimental, even God refuses to take care of me? Spring morning, wake up, go home, it's still a sunny day when you wake up.

Lowering his head, Xiang Chunzao wiped his tears, smiled, and with a wave of his hand, a taxi drove over.

got into the car, Xiang Chunzao was stunned, and the driver of the car was also stunned, it turned out to be Hong Ye's husband, Liu Yong, who had only met for a short time at the wedding.

Didn't he say he worked for a development company, how did he get into a taxi?

"Sister Chunzao, it's so late, why are you?" asked Liu Yong.

Trembling slightly, Xiang Chunzao winked: "Oh, I came to visit relatives and forgot the time." ”

Looking at the rearview mirror, Liu Yong didn't know whether to talk too much, smiled, asked for the address, and Xiang Chunzao didn't say anything, and he didn't ask anything. Only the host of the traffic station reported the road conditions, as if there was a traffic accident at which intersection and reminded passing vehicles to avoid.

The green light all the way took more than ten minutes to the entrance of the community. After getting out of the car, Xiang Chunzao said goodbye to Liu Yong with a smile, and turned around and walked towards his home.

In the dead of night, there are not many people with lights on. Looking from afar, Han Qiushi's home was also pitch black, they had already fallen asleep, but poor me was still wandering, and suddenly, Xiang Chunzao heard that his heart was cracking and spreading.