Volume 4 Chapter 27 It's always a person who is practicing alone
The first quarter is stuffy
Although there is a small long holiday on May Day, the long-distance relationship can only see each other every few weeks, and it is really starting to reappear in Ren's naïve life.
For ordinary people, they will not be used to being in a different place at the beginning, and many couples will slowly lose to time, distance, and mistress, and some will gradually lose to themselves because the two people are drifting apart.
As for Ren Tianzhen, she had already traveled through time and space once, and now again, it can be said that she can get used to numbness, but she doesn't, she still feels that every time her thoughts come to her mind, her loneliness is doubled.
I still write handicrafts without a name in the company every day, and I don't want to go home after work, and I don't want to face the reality of not having a boyfriend by my side, so I can only start to get used to shopping and eating alone on the streets of the pedestrian street.
For a while, Ren Tianzhen liked to buy Zhanji's duck crotch, which is a big duck leg, ten yuan a piece, and gnawed while walking in his hand, which tasted delicious and a little spicy. At least when I gnawed on the duck legs, I was in an empty mood and didn't think about anything.
Sometimes it's not good to gnaw the duck legs, and if you want to hit someone in a depressed mood, you can only go to the big players to play the taiko drum, and the big players are very noisy, and sometimes you can't hear the music at all, so you numb and knock the screen, and you will be relieved after knocking. Later, some friends also taught Ren Tianzhen to fight mosquitoes, that game is even cooler, mosquitoes fly up on the screen, and they have to shoot hard against the buttons. I kept shooting until my hands were shaking and red, and I felt particularly decompressed.
Sometimes I don't dare to fight mosquitoes, because my hands are red, and the mosquitoes run away, and my mood will be even more depressed, and I will probably be so stuffy that I am about to explode.
In the second quarter, there was a sudden heavy rain
On this day, Ren Tianzhen was about to go back, and Wei He's call came in, and she hurriedly leaned against the wall to answer the sound.
"Hey?" Ren Tianzhen said.
"Ren Ren, what are you doing?" Wei He had just finished working overtime and was lying on a comfortable pillow.
"I'm playing the drums. Ren Tianzhen said.
"Playing the drums again. What did Wei say: "I'm unhappy again today?"
"No, it's just boring. Ren Tianzhen said.
"You. Wei He said: "It's not early, you hurry home and rest, it's not safe to be outside at night." ”
"Well, I'll be back right away. ”
Ren Tianzhen and Wei He's phone calls were always slow to become insipid, she hung up the phone and walked to the door silently.
I don't know when it started on the street, it was already pouring rain, and the people around me had friends and friends running away with umbrellas, some boyfriends got into their boyfriends' coats and ran away, some had big handbags and ran away with handbags, leaving Ren Tianzhen standing on the steps alone, tears flowing.
Once upon a time, as long as Wei was there, Ren Tianzhen didn't need to bring an umbrella at all, even if the two of them quarreled and got angry, Wei He would say: "Don't walk while standing here." "And then in a few moments the wind will blow back a wet man with an umbrella.
And at this time, there was no wet man around.
It's so realistic that even if you reach out now, you don't have to give a simple hug. Even if the other party wants to comfort you, there is only one voice.
In the roadside mall, there is a rainy day for Nanquan's mother:
Looking forward to making people more and more indulgent/Who can't wait for him like me/I'm always learning to fall in love with you/The taste of loneliness/Holding an umbrella alone, wiping tears alone, and being so tired alone......
Ren Tianzhen sat on the steps, curled up on his knees and hummed silently.
Section 3 Princess
Ren's naïve little emotions spread from spring to summer.
When Wei is not busy, she comes back to see her every week, and sometimes she will come over to see Wei Wei.
Ren Tianzhen's Chinese teacher once said in class that people in the world think that "if the two love for a long time, how can it be in the morning and twilight" is a beautiful sentence, in fact, "as soon as the golden wind and jade dew meet, it will win but there are countless in the world" is even better.
After the teacher finished speaking, he looked at the sky and glanced at it, and now that he thinks about it, he may be holding back his tears.
Ren Tianzhen can understand this sentence more and more.
The happier the time with Wei He, the more lonely he is when he returns to a person's life.
When shopping, Ren Tianzhen passed by the store of fine trinkets, and she couldn't help but buy herself some small hair accessories, these little glitter jewelry, in fact, could not cure any mood, but at that time, she would feel beautiful and happy.
"I am my own baby, I am my own princess. Ren Tianzhen always comforts himself like this, pampers himself as much as possible, and coaxes himself.
Sometimes when I see a beautiful rhinestone headband, I buy myself one. On this day, she bought herself a shorter long crown hairband, which felt like a princess when she wore it.
"It's not good-looking, and I suddenly want to perm my curly hair. "Ren Tianzhen sent a QQ message to Wei something.
"It's good-looking, it's hot. Wei said.
After two days, Ren Tianzhen had forgotten about this stubble, but it was Wei He, who told her when he sent a QQ message:
"Golden Retriever Lion King, show me your instant noodles. ”
"Bah, you're the golden lion king, I didn't dye the color. ”
Section 4: A Distant Dog
Ren Tianzhen's Qixi Festival is usually on the matter that the popular science begging festival is not Valentine's Day. But this year, her mood has been relatively tyrannical.
She said rudely in the group: "If any of you like to spend Valentine's Day today, you can change it with me." ”
This method is very effective in making Xiu En'an understand that Tanabata is a festival for dogs in different places in love.
"Sister, you are poisonous!" After Xi Xiaoguang was scolded by her, he had to reply to Ren Tianzhen's words, and he didn't dare to show his new girlfriend on the Internet today.
Ren Tianzhen's mentality calmed down a little, she stood up from the corner of Burger King alone, straightened the placket collar of her Hanfu long jacket, adjusted the skirt, and walked slowly towards the overpass.
On the night of Qixi Festival, there are many people on the street, and there are many couples who have to grab Qixi with dogs from other places, and dog food is also stepped on everywhere on the overpass.
Wei He's call happened to be answered on the overpass. Ren Tianzhen hung up the phone, and his mood fluctuated a little more. After all, today is Qixi Festival, the Cowherd and Weaver Girl are all reunited, she and Wei He are not reunited, no one can change it, and the mood can't get better.
Ren Tianzhen watched the busy street scene on the overpass for a while, then got up and went home, and as soon as she got home, she went back to the bedroom and wrote a lyric.
The lyrics are roughly about the day of a lonely long-distance dog, sent to the group to show the friends, the friends are very embarrassed, there are also long-distance friends who blame her for being too sensational, the same is a dog in a different place, why is it too anxious to fry each other.
Some friends also said that they liked the last sentence of the lyrics the most:
"The headlights are all over the street like stars, and I miss Lang Junjun if you know it. ”
The most incendiary thing about this poem of modern life is the last sentence that seems to be ancient romance.
However, the friends all said that they were not very good at composing music, and Ren Tianzhen himself could not compose music, so this lyric had to be pressed to the bottom of the box, buried in the bottom of his heart, and put it in the folder of the mobile phone memo.