357: Crazy for love and sad for love (four watches) "Night, Xiao Mo has already folded in your hand, why do you still want to hurt Brother Mu Lan?" Youge stood still by the bed, and by the bright moonlight, he looked at Youye's face that was wet with tears and was so thin that it was almost skinny. Looking at her like this, she was undoubtedly heartbroken, but she couldn't hold back her tears, didn't relent, and didn't say words of concern.

Hearing her words, Youye slowly opened her eyes, sat up and stared at her: "I regret not ending him directly that night." ”

"If you have a grudge against me, you can take revenge on me, how can you ...... How can you hurt innocent people?"

Youge's voice was a little hoarse and sad: "He hasn't woken up yet, can you tell me what the reason is?"

"Do you still have me in your heart?" "Tell me, do you still have me in your heart?" I know that your kindness to me is all fake, you once said that you like me and want to be with me forever, it was all a lie to me, you are the same as those who bully me, you also think that I am blind and a fool, so you look down on me, you hate me, but because we only have each other, you have to give your affection and treat me against your heart. ”

"I'm blind, I'm stupid, I can't read books with you, play chess with you, and even stand up to protect you when you need it, I'm just a joke, a joke that others talk about, so stupid that I don't have any strengths. His tears, the pain in his eyes, the loneliness and sadness exuded from him, and the words of self-humiliation, so that Youge's heart could not be harder, she slowly raised her hand, wanting to wipe away the tears on her face for him, but her hand fell down again halfway: "The night is not stupid, the night is not born invisible...... She said sadly: "Let Brother Mu Lan wake up, from now on, I will not see him again, okay?"

"You're still hating me?" Yuya didn't answer her, but asked.

Youge knew what he was referring to, shook her head, and she said, "I don't hate, I don't hate you." She only hated herself, it was her failure to protect Xiao Mo, it was her fault as a mother, it was all her fault.

"You didn't lie to me?" asked Yoya again.

"Nope. Youge replied.

Yoya stretched out his arms: "Come here." Youge's body stiffened, hesitated for a moment, walked into her, and the next moment, he was taken into her arms: "As long as he wakes up, you won't leave me, right?"

"Hmm. Yogo nodded.

"Don't you dislike that I'm blind, don't you think I'm stupid?"

"I'm your eyes, you've never been stupid. Youge's tone was light, without the slightest ups and downs.

Let's leave it like this first, wait for Brother Mu Lan to be fine, wait for the night's mood to stabilize, that is, the day she should leave, she believes that this is the best way.

"Let's go, let's go to Huai'an Houfu now. Yoya let go of her and said with her lips open.

What if you wake up?

When it's time to die, it's still going to die.

"Night, I hope you are well, and I hope Brother Mu Lan is well, after this incident, don't target him again, promise me, okay?" Youge looked at him, waiting for him to answer. Yoya held her face and asked, "Then tell me that you like him, or do you like me?"

Youge felt bitter in his heart, but he still replied to his words: "I like the night, it has never changed." When he heard the words, he was overjoyed, but his face was forbearing, but in his eyes that seemed to be haunted by mist, there was a strange brilliance at this time: "Promise you didn't lie to me?"

"I promise. ”

She knew where his inferiority complex came from, and she knew that he was a little unconfident because of his inferiority, and she knew that he liked her mostly out of dependence: "Night, I believe that your eyes will soon be able to regain your sight, and then you will be a new version of yourself, remember, you are no worse than anyone else." ”

Yu Ye touched her forehead: "Ge'er, do you know? I hate to have such eyes, if I hadn't been blind when I was young, then I would have seen you every day, and watched you grow up day by day." Youge sighed, withdrew from his embrace, and then reached out to touch his eyes: "Your eyes are beautiful, they are only temporarily sick, and they will cause inconvenience to your life, don't hate them, believe me, you will see everything in this world clearly one day." ”

"Okay, I listen to you, don't I hate him. Yoya said with a smile.

Youge put down his hand, and there was no superfluous expression on his face from beginning to end, and he kept being faint: "Let's go, let's go see Brother Mulan." ”

"From tomorrow onwards, you will continue to tell me good stories and interesting stories. "Yoyo Ye asked.

"Okay!" she replied, and a smile spread out in the night: "We still come to the valley from time to time as before. ”

"Okay!" Youge didn't even think about it, and responded directly.

Holding her waist in the long night, the two got off the bamboo building and drifted away.

Yuehua shined into the house through the window lattice, Youge sat by Mu Lan's bed, and there were only her and him in the room.

"Brother Mulan. Looking at the current condition of his beloved, the tears in her eyes could no longer be controlled, and they dripped big: "I'm coming to see you...... Brother Mu Lan, how good you said it would be if we didn't know each other, how good it would be if I didn't fall off the cliff in an accident that day, and you didn't happen to appear there, I always feel that fate is playing tricks on us, since the conditions are created between you and me for us to meet and fall in love, why do you have to arrange such an identity for me early?"

She clenched Mu Lan's big hand and choked up: "I'm going to break my promise, I promised to live in seclusion with you and our children, but I'm going to break my word, Brother Mu Lan, I'm sorry, I'm sorry! Forget what I said, forget the one who knew me, forget every bit we get along." ”

"I hope you are happy, I hope you are well, promise me, you must do it!"

Mu Lan's eyes were closed together, and no one knew if she heard her words.

Letting go of his hand, Youge walked to the table and sat down, picked up the ink pen, and wrote on the paper: "In my heart, you are just Brother Mulan, what I said before was lying to you, I'm sorry, I never liked you." A simple sentence, she wrote it heavy and painful.

Holding the paper down with the corner of the inkstone, she put down the pen and got up and walked out of the room.

Standing in the courtyard at night, he saw her come out and said, "You wait for me outside for a while." ”