Looking at the smile on Zheng Xiyan's face, Jin Xianyun couldn't say what mood he was in at the moment.

There was some relaxation, she didn't feel too uncomfortable, and she didn't blame herself for it, and the renewal problem that had been pressing on her heart seemed to be resolved.

There was still some discomfort, although she didn't care about it, but how could such a long-term dream be like she said, give up and give up? If it was really that easy, how could she have been arguing over this issue for two months?

There are also some complaints, blaming himself for not getting more benefits for her, blaming Zheng Xiyan for why he had to do that, it's just a variety show, and some blame him, if they are still the same, how can they be like this.

It's just that these emotions can only turn into silent sighs after all.

She walked out of the room and looked back before closing the door. Zheng Xiyan had already crouched down in front of the table again, holding a pen and concentrating on drawing something.

Step onto the world stage and become a real celestial group?

It's a pretty good dream, of course.

She still remembers that this sentence was the first time Li Jiayin said it, during a candlelit night talk.

At that time, they had come out of the lowest period and had just improved. Everyone's heart is full of expectations and apprehensions.

At that time, Li Jiayin, who jokingly said such words, didn't actually take it seriously. It's just that as time goes on, such a somewhat immeasurable wish slowly becomes less unattainable.

Gradually, the jokes that were casually said became a bond between each other, and became a common longing for the seven of them.

It's just that......

This is obviously a dream shared by the seven of them.

So, Zheng Xiyan, what is your own dream?

It seems that after her divorce, a lot of things have changed.

Although she doesn't know what her dream is now, has it really changed. But at least, she knew what she had dreamed of.

She said the phrase of releasing an album together before, not just because of impulse. In fact, the feasibility of this scheme is very high, for the company, the cost of an album, as for one person or two people to sing, what does it matter?

She secretly made up her mind.

When she first came helpless, it was she who reached out. When she was just an ignorant girl who could only sing, it was she and she who shared the responsibilities of the captain. In the past few years, it was she and the other sisters who cried and laughed.

She used to help her.

This time, she will help her as well.

Who let her, she is their captain, she is her sister.

She quietly closed the door.

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After hearing the sound of the door closing, Zheng Xiyan turned around, and the room was empty again.

It's a little cold.

There was a fight of several people outside the room, and she suddenly felt a little envious. Although she is known as the goddess of icebergs, when she is with them in private, she is just an ordinary girl who likes to play. Playing with them is also the happiest and most enjoyable thing in a busy schedule.

But now, although there is only one door away from the joy of the past. But she didn't push the door open to join them.

I don't know when it started.

At first, she hid in the house, just not wanting them to see her red and swollen eyes and unconcealed haggardness.

She didn't want them to worry, and she didn't want to hear their comfort.

But slowly, she seems to like the feeling of being alone.

It turns out that even such a thing can be used to it?

It seems that it is a little closer to Jin Xianyun.

She sighed, and the smile on her face faded away, and there were only jumble lines on the white paper in front of her.

She put down the pen in her hand, although what she said before was in her heart, and she did decide that she was ready to renew the contract according to the company's conditions. Whether or not you can get recognition from others as a singer rather than an idol doesn't seem to be that important.

However, after all, it was her dream for seven years, or a choice forced to be helpless, how could it really be light.

She looked up and saw that the moonlight outside the window was a little bleak.

If possible, she really wants to be able to stand on the stage alone and sing songs that are just for her.

That song "Close_To_Me".

Unfortunately, it seems a bit unrealistic.

But it's okay, Zheng Xiyan is already very good as a rainbow angel.

It's just that it seems like I'm going to lose sleep again lately, and I hope I won't lose my hair.

She thought with some distress.

Since the divorce, her insomnia symptoms have begun to appear, in addition to not sleeping well and looking haggard, another symptom is hair loss. It wasn't a lot, but it still looked a lot worse than usual, and for a while, she didn't even dare to comb her hair.

But then she slowly recovered, only today, she felt the same feeling again.

Something, a broken voice, in her chest.

The thing before is called affection.

And now, perhaps, it's called a dream.

The moon was bleak, and it was another long night.

She thought to herself, a little stupid.

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Monday.

The New Year's holidays are over, and the metropolis is once again crowded and bustling.

The sky over the city is filled with the roar of car engines.

A nanny van is slowly driving through a crowded road.

Han Shenyan looked at the streets and alleys outside the car window, but he was still thinking about the news he saw in the morning.

Tianyu announced that it had reached an intention to renew the contract with Rainbow Angel, and the captain Jin Xianyun and the iceberg goddess Zheng Xiyan attended the press conference together. ”

Perhaps it should be a good thing to be happy about. If Han Shenyan hadn't seen the live video of the interview.

All along, he deliberately did not pay attention to any news about Zheng Xiyan.

Only this time, it was an exception. Because it was about her dreams, it was something more important to her than him.

In the video, she is smiling all the time, and she looks elegant and flawless under the flash.

However, as the person she used to be closest to, Han Shenyan still saw the loss and haggard in her eyes.

Originally, when I was just separated, in addition to the overflowing sadness in my heart, there was also a lot of resentment. The reason why she worked so hard was not to wait for her to become famous and let her know how much she had paid for herself.

But now, seeing her haggard appearance, his mood is not a little gloating, and some are just worried and pity.

This affection has nothing to do with love.

is related to the family affection that arose in the bits and pieces of the past two years.