Chapter 548: Onset of Illness
Sos re-engaged in the rush of life, under the task arranged by Payne, he wanted to catch the three tails with the Itachi, this kind of life began again, Sos got out of a different kind of busyness, only to find that he was almost getting used to this state, being led by the nose, but not so resistant, he felt that maybe no matter in which world, as long as he was still alive, as long as he was still breathing air, it should be like this, it would be like this, that is, there would be this feeling of exhaustion, and he found that Itachi seemed to have unloaded some burden, during this time, it suddenly became very relaxed, and even have some smiles on his face that he has never seen before, Sos was shocked, this weasel would even smile, once upon a time, he couldn't think of it, life like this, he also lived like this, embarked on a busy journey, maybe sometimes Sos will think, this is the ninja, is the ninja can live, the so-called ninja has to endure, maybe not necessarily the pain caused by the battle, and maybe, it is this kind of pressure that has been pressed on the body, cycle after cycle, and the pressure never stops for a moment, Sos is pulled, follow it all the way forward, even if he camps in the wild every day, Sos will also consider such a problem, He would sometimes ask Itachi what he thought the fate of a ninja was, Itachi just looked at him and said two words lightly, Guard.
Sos can't understand the meaning of guarding, he doesn't have people and things that need to be guarded, so it's probably because he has no motivation, so he's even more tired, no matter what he does, even if he exhales, he will feel burdened, but those who have goals and ideals, no matter what they do, they will be full of motivation, Sos thought of Naruto Uzumaki for no reason, that guy is such a person, he sometimes thinks that he is no longer looking for a way out for himself, but all along, there has always been such a problem that has plagued him, he doesn't know where his next stop is, and what is the point of going to such a station, even if he goes to Konoha next, It seems to be walking the old road of the past, will you still defect from Konoha Sos thought about these, on the way to the road, he was able to go far unconsciously, he didn't know when such a road would end, he wanted to say to Itachi, I don't want to do it, whether it's Xiao Organization or Konoha or not, I don't want to go back, I just want to live freely in this world, but he suddenly found that once upon a time, he was not a member of this world, but now, he has been deeply connected with this world, connected, and inseparable from each other, so much so that he can't even find a way to keep himself out of the matter, this kind of thing is like being entangled by silk threads, the tighter and tighter it is, the tighter and tighter it is, and finally people can't get out of it as if he is the same as these forces, he can also see the world as a bystander in Konoha at first, but I don't know when he started, he has changed from a bystander, to a participant, a real chess piece, which makes Soth completely incomprehensible, he sometimes can't understand how such a change happened in himself, everything is so strange, so that he can't figure it out himself。
The stars in the sky flickered and dimmed, the night was bright for a while, and dark for a while, and he couldn't tell how many days and nights had passed, but he always felt that the physical exhaustion and mental exhaustion made him feel more sad than opening the Eight Doors Dunjia, and Soth even began to sleep all night long, and Itachi seemed to find out about this situation, he seemed very worried, very worried about Soth's condition, but Soth understood that his problem was not something that anyone could solve, because none of them could understand this feeling, and if Sos named his problem, he believed that it was an effect caused by frequent travel between worldsIn this kind of shuttle, he has forgotten what it feels like to have a fixed home, no matter what he faces, whether it is facing people or things, he always feels that he is just a passerby, everything is false, Soth is like this, he can't mention the belief that he wants to protect forever about anything, he knows that he is just a passerby, these things will always be missed, and this is why he has lived in Konoha Village for decades, but he still can't regard it as his home, he suffers from this disease, a strange disease called traverser syndrome, he thinks that he may never be cured, Soth thought about this, felt that his head began to dizzy and headache again, he was even filled with a feeling of vomiting, he wanted to let go of everything, but after letting go of everything, what was he, this is a question, if there is no acquaintance with Jiraiya, cooperation with Orochimaru to hostility, Itachi's peers, and even Sasuke's entrustment in this matter, what is himself, Sos feels that he will become something that is nothing, but think about it carefully, he should not have appeared, there is no place for him in this world, all this is just some kind of fantasy of his own, and he even began to feel that he couldn't distinguish between illusion and reality。
Maybe Soth never thought that things would become like this, he didn't think that this kind of problem would become a serious illness, and because of this, all the problems broke out at this moment, he and Itachi crossed their knees on the side of the road in the wilderness, this is the way they camped, but in Soth's eyes, the world seemed to change all of a sudden, he knew that all this was false, or it might not be, but he was going to leave after all, he would leave this world, so what does all this have to do with him, in such an imagination, Soth broke out, he broke out with the restraint that had been suppressed for a long time, a person, if he thinks he is not a member of this world, If it's not one of the links, then how can he be safe and sound, this kind of doubt will only accumulate over time, lurking in his heart, Sos just let this kind of thing explode, and from then on he will no longer be an ordinary ninja.
Soth stood up suddenly, Itachi looked at Soth's abnormal appearance, and vaguely felt that something was wrong, but he didn't understand what was going on, the two were obviously normal before, although Soth seemed to have some concerns, but since escaping from the ninjas of Konoha, the two have been together, so Itachi doesn't understand what can happen to Sos.
However, just as Itachi was about to ask where Soth was going suddenly without saying a word, Soth struck at it mercilessly, without mercy, as if he had never known Itachi.