Lin Xiaoman pushed open the window and looked out, and the figure who was going out over the courtyard wall suddenly paused, rode on the wall and turned his head, looking at her silently. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info

Under the moonlight, the contours of his face appeared very deep, his eye sockets were a little sunken, as if he hadn't slept well for some days, and the whole person looked very thin and haggard.

He looked at Lin Xiaoman, his mouth opened and closed, and there were many words choked in his throat, but he couldn't say it.

Lin Xiaoman snapped and closed the window.

Pick up the bundle of paper, fold them into long strips, and stuff them into the colorful menstrual bands.

Originally, after taking the medicine prescribed by Chen Shang, and after taking a few pairs of medicines prescribed by Teacher Wang, Lin Xiaoman's body has improved a lot. But when she went to Wenxiu, she fell into the river and soaked for a few hours, and the cold entered her body and she began to have menstrual cramps again.

It hurts worse than before.

After Lin Xiaoman put on this thing himself, he climbed into bed and lay upright, but he couldn't sleep anymore.

Finally closed her eyes, the window creaked softly again, and a figure rushed in, silently approaching the bedside, and looked at her silently for a long time, before reaching out to lift her quilt and stuffing two round and hot glass bottles in.

One on her abdomen and one at her feet. When he put it, his fingers didn't dare to touch her, for fear that she would be poked and scattered into the air.

Xu Weiguo looked at her quietly for a while, stretched out his hand to help her press the corners of the quilt, as if talking to the air: "Anyway, you are my daughter-in-law, alive and dead." I only recognize you as a ......"

Lin Xiaoman held his breath and didn't dare to move, for fear that he would find out that he was fake sleeping.

Xu Weiguo took a stool, sat in front of her bed, and sat until about dawn before leaving.

The next night, he came again. still silently sent a glass bottle filled with boiling water to simmer her stomach and feet.

"The drill has begun, Yicheng is dozens of miles away from here, I have to run for three hours, and if I am injured, I may not be able to come to see you every night. I left the bottle, you remember to use it yourself. ”

That morning, when Lin Xiaoman woke up, he found a lump of muddy wildflowers on the windowsill.

After that, he really didn't come every day, and occasionally came, that is, he put a lump of muddy flowers, helped her take away the ingots and candles that Lin Yingshu bought for her to eat, and put the hot dry noodles, pot helmets, and slices he bought on the table and left.

Even if Lin Xiaoman never opened his eyes to look at him, he kept talking to himself freely, as if he didn't care about Lin Xiaoman's attitude at all.

On the evening of the thirtieth of August, he brought a jug of wine, climbed into the courtyard, climbed in through the window, and sat down in front of her bed with a bench on his own.

After lifting the lid and taking a sip of wine, he leaned on the bedpost and flipped through the book he brought.

only to find out that it was a yoga book.

"Today is your four-seven. This book says that after death, in order to seek the fate of life, the period of seven days is taken as a period, and if the end of the seven days is not born, then the seven days are renewed, and at the end of the seventh seven days, one place will be born. One-seven, three-seven, five-seven, seven-seven are all to burn paper for you.

I see that you don't like to eat ingots and candles, and you are nostalgic for the food of the world, so I won't burn paper for you. When it was thirty-seven, the drill was busy, and I didn't come that day, so I'll make it up to you tonight. You say...... If you want something to eat, I'll buy it for you. I will take you wherever you want to go, and if you have any unfulfilled wishes, you can also tell me, and I will pay for you. ”

Lin Xiaoman snorted coldly, "Don't think that if you say these words, I will forgive you." Xu Weiguo, I told you a long time ago, I am a little woman who can't tolerate a grain of sand in my eyes, you are sorry for me, I will never forgive you again in my life. ”

"It's okay if you don't forgive, you'll always remember me. He picked up the flask and poured it violently, spilling it all over his face, hiding the tears that flowed from the corners of his eyes.

"The moon is fine tonight, do you want me to take you to see it?"

Lin Xiaoman looked coldly at the lying Xu Weiguo.

"Yesterday was the Qixi Festival, today is the eighth day of the seventh month, the moon is only half, it is the first quarter moon, where is it good?"

He lowered his head, his voice coming from his chest and through his throat, and pain everywhere he went.

"The full moon is only seen when the moon is two full. One is already missing, and I only deserve to see the half moon. ”

"Then you'll go and see it alone. Lin Xiaoman turned over, turned his back to Xu Weiguo, and slowly closed his eyes.

Xu Weiguo left silently, and then didn't come for a few days.

On the 7th of September, he came again.

"Today is five seven, Xiao Man, seven days later it will be six seven, fourteen days later it will be seven seven...... I have to do something for you. Otherwise, there will be no more chance. ”

Lin Xiaoman was so annoyed that the ice in her heart had already loosened, she screamed and said loudly: "You go, you go, you dog lead, don't come again, don't appear again, and don't call my name again." I don't want to see you, I don't want to hear anything about you.

We, so be it, you let me go, I will let you go, no more tormenting each other. If you can't get along with each other, you will forget about each other!"

After that, he never looked through the window again.

At most, I entered the hospital and stood at the window mouth in the middle of the night.

Lin Xiaoman took advantage of the fact that when there was no one at home, he went outside to check that under the wall opposite her room, there were traces of friction by someone leaning against it.

When he wasn't in the house, he sat there, and sometimes he fell asleep while he sat down.

On September 14th, when he came, his body was getting thinner and thinner. The clothes that originally fit are already a little wide.

The originally handsome face had a stubble, his lips were so dry that he seemed to be bleeding, and there were scars on his hands.

He looked at her with dull eyes, "Six or seven." ”

Lin Xiaoman didn't bother to respond to him, and pulled the quilt over his head.

"The moon is almost full, why don't you really go with me to take a look?" His voice was hoarse, and Lin Xiaoman's heart was sour for a while.

She uncovered the quilt suddenly, sat up, faced him, and said very seriously and ruthlessly: "Xu Weiguo, we can't go back, we can't go back." No matter how much you do, I will no longer be able to hurt you, and I will no longer hurt you.

Maybe in the eyes of men, it's just an overnight affair. But for me, you are the bowl I eat, and if you stain other women, it is equivalent to someone else pouting their butts and pulling a bubble of shit into the bowl where I eat!

Even if I wash a bowl a thousand times or ten thousand times, I will remember that it used to be filled with. I can't eat with a bowl like this anymore, do you understand?"

Xu Weiguo's heart hurt so badly that he couldn't say anything against his heart to coax Lin Xiaoman. What happened that night, he could remember that he was the only one who had done it after he and Luo Zong had a fight. When he came back from the border line, he was wounded, and was shot with a black gun at the junction of Yunnan Province, almost killed, but he was really hit in the leg, and then he encountered a flash flood on the night of his return, a mudslide, and he did not sleep for two days in a row and did not enter the search and rescue, Luo Zong was the strongest soldier under him that year, and his skills were very strong, he was able to win Luo Zong in that situation, and he had done his best.

He was so exhausted that he couldn't walk at all, so he slept by the middle of the river to regain his strength. But as soon as he fell asleep, he was dizzy for a while, his stomach suddenly burned uncomfortably, and his body began to burn, and he forced the last trace of his mind to move.

Then, he really couldn't remember, when he woke up in the morning, Luo Zong was gone, and Wu Yue was lying naked on a blanket a few meters away. The buttons of his shirt had been unbuttoned twice, and he could not be sure that the clothes had been taken off and put back on, or if they had not been able to take them off.

Wu Yue insisted that he had climbed him, he took out his gun, pointed it at Wu Yue, and shot out in a second, at that moment, what he thought was, kill Wu Yue, kill Wu Yue, and then die, so that Xiao Man thought that he died in a natural disaster, so that she would not feel betrayed.

But he was reluctant to leave her.

After returning from Zishi, he looked for Luo Zong, but found that Luo Zong had not returned to the militia company at all, and no one knew why he suddenly disappeared that day. He wasn't sure if he had done it that night, and he couldn't confirm it, so he couldn't lie to Xiaoman.

"Come with me to see the moon! "It was like he had made some kind of decision.