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It's a room that doesn't have too much girlishness, but is very bookish. In addition to a wardrobe and computer desk, there is a large bookshelf with a variety of magazines, but each row is numbered in its own way, as neat as a reading room.

If you look closer, you will find that most of the magazines on the shelves have not been opened, the plastic film on them is still glued to the books, and the magazines look like new, only a few of them look a little shabby, but under the careful care of the owner, they show a trace of antiquity.

There is a big photo album on the snow-like white sheets, which she has to look at every day before going to sleep, with almost all the photos of Qingbai teachers appearing, and there are many small photo albums on the bedside table, which contain some reports about him, which are her collections in the past few months, and have spent a lot of effort.

Mr. Qingbai, he has many famous works at a young age. For example, "5 Centimeters per Second", "lovelive!", Demon Forbidden, Spring Things, "Fate/stay.night", "One Punch Man" and so on. And he has also made great achievements in music, with Muse's first album selling well and V family's slaughter chart...... All the animated songs under his name are written by him, and it is not an exaggeration to call him a prolific songwriter.

When he encounters difficulties, he is like a knight, he laughs at the beatings and scoldings of others, and only chooses to take out his own work to fight back, if this method fails, this behavior will be called the wail of the weak, but he succeeds. Then the victorious side has the right to write history, so his behavior is glorified by the media as modest and kind......

But these are not the reasons why she likes Teacher Qingbai.

As she learned more, he became more of a motivation to keep her alive. This is like a person who is in a desperate situation but doesn't want to die, as long as he sees a ray of light, he will hold on to it, and the original Qingbai is similar to such a character, he used his works to break a small hole in Shizuka's heart that was gradually closed by cold, and sprinkled warmth and Yangguan into her heart, so as long as she can see, hear, and feel the presence of Qingbai teacher, she can continue to live in the sunshine.

She knows that this disease is called obsessive-compulsive dependence, and she should be regarded as a severe patient, to the point where she can't live without Qingbai, but she doesn't think there is anything wrong with this, just like those fanatical believers who believe in gods in ancient times, they are no different from them, they rely on gods spiritually and exist, and their bodies are no different from ordinary people, and this kind of behavior will neither cause trouble to others, nor will it have any impact on life, if it weren't for the fact that her mother is always worrying, it would be perfect.

Push open the floor-to-ceiling windows of the balcony, this is a two-meter-wide, four-meter-long balcony, there are a lot of boxes piled up near the corner, which are some magazines that I bought before, such as Yanhuang Picture Book, Juvenile Weekly and the like, and now those magazines used to relieve boredom have been thrown here by her, originally she wanted to sell these things, but her mother was nosy, always stopping herself, but it doesn't matter, anyway, there are so many things, it's okay to put them here.

Walking out of the room, looking from afar, a few kilometers away from here, you can see the blue water line, which is the direction of the sea. Originally, this master bedroom was her mother's room, just last month, she said that she had to change everything to herself, and took advantage of her school, completely changed the two rooms, I really don't know what she was thinking, she is a child, what is she doing in such a big room?

Looking at the sea, Shizuka Hiratsuka was a little distracted.

"From here, you should be able to take a boat directly to the demon capital, right? It would be nice if you could go to Guangdong to meet Teacher Qingbai. ”

Lying on the balcony, leaning lazily on the handrail, staring blankly into the distance, you can also hear the whistle here, probably the fishing boat returning to the port, this time is almost time, although the sun is only skewed, but the sunset on the horizon illuminates the sky under the reflection of the red sun, you can smell the fragrance here, and I don't know if it is the fragrance of the sea, or the garden next to it.

"It shouldn't be a garden, though. Shizuka Hiratsuka can be sure of that.

When I used to go to the garden, I always saw some people smoking on the road, the smell of oil smoke was very disgusting, and I heard that smoking may cause respiratory diseases and stain people's teeth yellow, which is simply terrible.

Poked his head out and looked at the park in the distance, there were not many people inside, compared with the time after the meal, it was several times worse, but since there were so few people, it was possible that the fragrance of the garden was there?

"Forget it, no matter!"

Shizuka Hiratsuka pulled the small table to the side, and every day when she was at home, her mother would prepare a white milk drink for herself...... But it tastes okay, sweet, and delicious.

After drinking all the drinks in the cup in one go, Shizuka Hiratsuka picked up the textbook on the side and read it. She also wants to get a good score in the exam, and when the time comes, she will go to school in Guangzhou, maybe she will have the opportunity to meet Teacher Qingbai face-to-face, which is exciting to think about.

Just then, there was a knock on the door of the room.

"The door is unlocked, please come in. ”

Shizuka Hiratsuka's mother's name is Reiko Hiratsuka, formerly known as Reiko Kobe, who was once a professor of history at the nearby University of Tokyo.

In the past, her work was always very busy, and Shizuka had no father since she was a child, so the burden of the whole family was all on this woman's shoulder, and she had to send the child to live with her parents in the countryside, but the good times did not last long, and the young Shizuka witnessed the death of her grandparents - they were hit by a speeding car four or five meters away, and died on the spot.

Although the hit-and-run driver was caught later, this incident was a huge blow to Shizuka, who was still young, and since then, she has rarely spoken, and every day she is either immersed in the Internet or reading comics. Later, when I became literate, I began to read all kinds of books, as long as they were books, I read them, without a purpose, without a choice, as if I was using these things to distract myself so that time would pass quickly.

This continued until she was about to graduate from high school. At that time, because the girl's physical development was relatively early, and Tokyo was chaotic in those years, she was almost molested on the bus, and I thought that this matter would pass, but the next day, her homeroom teacher called herself over to talk, saying that now the class is going crazy that your daughter was molested by a strange uncle, and your daughter is now locking herself in the health room......

Bringing home her numb daughter, looking at her eyes like dead silence, Reiko Hiratsuka decided to quit her job and concentrate on accompanying her children at home, after all, only mother and daughter are left in this world, although the school is blocking each other, but it can't stop her heart for the child, and finally the school agreed to her resignation, but keep her position, and welcome her back at any time.

She is noncommittal about the school's initiative, but her daughter worries her. She never went to school again, even if she graduated from junior high school and transferred to a high school where no one knew her, she refused to go to school, and this situation lasted until her sophomore year of high school, when she barely started school, but she also took leave every now and then, and the whole person couldn't see any vitality, like an old man, dead and silent, indifferent to anything.

But one day, she suddenly found that her daughter had started chasing stars, and she was so enthusiastic that she couldn't sleep when she left every day, and she couldn't even eat. In this case, Reiko Hiratsuka couldn't help but feel sad that her daughter had suffered from dependency and became a mentally ill person who could not survive without support.

Reiko Hiratsuka began to pay special attention to her daughter's every move, and once took advantage of her daughter's school to sneak into her room and peeked at the diary she wrote. As soon as the diary was opened, it was full of the word 'death', and she had even explained the method of death, suicide note, and all the aftermath, and the date of death written on it was at the end of the year when she celebrated her birthday.

After a few months, my daughter's will to die became weaker and weaker, and recently, all I wrote was about a young man named Qingbai, who was becoming more and more cheerful day by day, and recently she even became like an ordinary girl, who would be coquettish to her mother, but she knew the truth and felt terrible, my daughter had been broken.

Walking into this room full of oppressive atmosphere with fruits, Hiratsuka Reiko came to the balcony and put down the tray in her hand: "I went to Akihabara today to do extracurricular practice, how was the result?"

"Akihabara is worthy of being one of the four holy places of the second dimension, no matter how difficult it is to buy magazines, I can buy them there, and I am really lucky today......"

Shizuka Hiratsuka babbled a lot, and finally said: "Your daughter is a master of communication, and she can do it in a few minutes with just extracurricular practice." ”

Reiko Hiratsuka really didn't want to mention something about Qingbai with her daughter, but her daughter didn't leave Qingbai in three sentences, in her place, nothing is as important as Qingbai, even if it was herself, she was just barely on an equal footing with him.

No matter how sad she is, in order for her daughter to recover, she has to show a smile: "Sure enough, it is my daughter who has inherited my excellent bloodline......"

After chatting with her daughter, Reiko Hiratsuka exited the master bedroom. Leaning against the wall, he sighed softly: "How can this kid get back on track?"

Seeing her mother leave, Shizuka Hiratsuka pouted and said, "Boring, how can these things be as interesting as Mr. Qingbai, forget it, the animation is about to start." ”