Chapter 1003: Moved
After listening to Su Rui's words, Ye Wenxiang had some understanding.
Before becoming famous at the London Games, Ye Wenxiang would not feel pressured to participate in any competition.
No matter how strong her opponents were, she would not be afraid at that time, not because she was arrogant and ignorant, but because she never compared herself to these opponents.
At that time, Ye Wenxiang's opponent was only herself, she just wanted to improve her level and make her results better once and for all, and she would not regard her opponent as a goal to surpass, and she would not regard the ranking as so important.
It can be said that before becoming famous, whether it was training or competition, Ye Wenxiang had only one goal, that is, to surpass herself and make herself improve compared to before, which would already make her very happy and would not have any troubles.
Even if she is not as good as her teammates when she is training, she loses to her opponent in the game, and she does not get any rankings, Ye Wenxiang will not feel sad, as long as she makes progress, it is already the biggest gain, and nothing else will make her care, make her feel unhappy, and there will be no pressure.
At that time, it happened to be the time when Ye Wenxiang made the most progress, so that she became famous at a young age.
Then, Ye Wenxiang became famous at the London Zhen Games, making her name known in the swimming world, and also became the first Grand Slam swimmer in the Zhenguo swimming world and the first person in the women's swimming world in the Zhenguo world.
Ye Wenxiang was not arrogant about this achievement, but she received too much attention, and her mentality could not be adjusted, which led to her psychological pressure being too great, so that it was too big for her to bear, but it made her more and more afraid of the competition, that is, she was worried that she would not be able to achieve the results that everyone expected, and she would live up to everyone's expectations, which made her more and more afraid of the competition.
Moreover, after becoming famous in the first battle, Ye Wenxiang's teammates also began to exclude her, making her even more exhausted, and her state became worse and worse.
So much so that in the back, Ye Wenxiang had great doubts about herself, extremely distrustful of her own ability, and thought that she could not swim well, which made her lose repeatedly in the competition, and her results became worse and worse.
In the final analysis, Ye Wenxiang's mentality has changed, she no longer regards herself as the only transcendent goal, but begins to regard her opponent as a goal, hoping to defeat her opponent and complete the audience's expectations, but she can't adapt to this change and can't withstand this pressure, which makes her state worse and worse, and the media and the audience regard her regression in grades as not self-respecting, thinking that she is not cherishing her talent, and that she is too proud and slack, which will lead to regression in her grades.
In the face of this accusation, Ye Wenxiang worked harder and harder, but it was counterproductive, and his grades became worse and worse, and finally it became a vicious circle.
Therefore, Ye Wenxiang is afraid of the competition, and he is very afraid of participating in the competition, because he is worried that his performance will regress more and more.
For various reasons, Ye Wenxiang is no longer confident and more vulnerable, mainly because she got into a dead end and couldn't get out, so her mentality could not be adjusted.
And now, Su Rui's words seemed to wake up Ye Wenxiang.
"If I go back to the past, no longer compare with anyone, only with myself, will I be able to go back to the past? Ye Wenxiang thought in his heart.
Su Rui continued: "You are still young, there are still many opportunities to start over, now failure does not mean anything at all, forget the past, forget all the previous achievements, from today on, treat yourself as a novice, do everything again, only challenge yourself." ”
"I got it, I knew how to do it. Ye Wenxiang smiled, this is a smile from the heart.
In the past year, she has rarely smiled so easily and sweetly, and there is also a kind of confidence in this smile, this is because she has found herself.
Seeing Ye Wenxiang smiling, Su Rui also laughed, and couldn't help touching her head, feeling that she was many times cuter than before at this time.
No wonder Ye Wenxiang will be regarded as the goddess of swimming, which is indeed reasonable.
When Ye Wenxiang regained her confidence, the charm she exuded was no worse than that of a dazzling star, coupled with her achievements, this is indeed a real goddess, a goddess who has not yet grown up.
Ye Wenxiang's beauty is not as aggressive as other big beauties, she belongs to the kind of little sister next door, although she is beautiful, she will not give people an unapproachable feeling, she will be very comfortable with her, and it will also make people have the idea of protecting her and caring for her, and there will be the urge to become her brother, but it will indeed make people feel excited.
When Su Rui touched Ye Wenxiang's head, it was very natural, as if an elder brother was so natural to his sister, and Ye Wenxiang didn't have the idea of dodging, so he accepted it very calmly, but the blush on her face let people know that her heart was not so calm.
After a long while, the sound of coughing came from behind, which woke the two of them up.
Looking back, it was Yuan Ze, it didn't seem to have just come, but had been there for a while, that is, he had been watching it for a long time.
"Senior Brother Su Rui, go quickly, I'm fine!" The smart Ye Wenxiang suddenly understood, and immediately said.
After all, Ye Wenxiang knew that Su Rui had just won the championship of the 4x100m freestyle relay, and now he should be on the podium, which made her think that Yuan Ze was now coming to him to accept the award.
"Okay, then I'll come back to see you next time. Su Rui nodded, he saw that Ye Wenxiang had already figured it out, and he could leave with confidence.
Soon, Su Rui was pulled away by Yuan Ze and left in a hurry.
After seeing him leave, Ye Wenxiang was a little reluctant, but he was more moved in his heart.
Now Ye Wenxiang knew that Su Rui didn't even go to receive the award in order to come to see her game, and he came to comfort her as soon as possible after the game, and she also knew that he was tired and collapsed in the pool after the game, so he didn't forget to come to see her game, ordinary people can't do it to this extent, which made her even more moved.
Inadvertently, Su Rui seemed to have accidentally let a girl open her heart for him and break into people's hearts.
After this incident, Ye Wenxiang no longer just regarded Su Rui as the object of worship, but had a different feeling about him, even she couldn't tell this feeling, and she didn't even notice the change.
However, with Ye Wenxiang's current situation, his heart is very sensitive, and it is indeed very easy to be affected, and it is actually normal to have feelings because of this.
Human beings, inherently emotional creatures, are easily influenced, and this is normal.