It goes without saying that the result was a failure.

When this result appeared, Huang Yifan almost crashed like a computer.

Yesterday, it was the first white in the world to read and sermon on the move with a school flower, and he was promoted to 9 stars and became a true god.

Tonight, it's a big joke that God has made, and the 9-star author actually has a new book collection of only 10,000.

The situation of falling from a high place to the bottom in an instant made Huang Yifan almost go crazy.

Of course, that's only secondary.

The most important thing is that this failure made Huang Yifan even have some imbalance in his mentality.

It turns out that he is not a so-called genius.

After getting this answer, Huang Yifan calmed down.

He began to think about what he was going to do when he came into this world.

To make money?

It doesn't seem to be.

Huang Yifan, like many literati, does not attach great importance to money. Being able to rely on the pen and write to support the family is already very satisfying.

To be famous?

There are some, but not all.

Huang Yifan nodded, and shook his head again.

To be famous, of course Huang Yifan wants to be famous, but Huang Yifan asked himself that the fame he wants is not as radiant as an entertainment star. It is a little low-key, hidden in the crowd, behind the scenes, but it can use its own pen to drive the joys and sorrows of thousands of readers.

Thinking of this, Huang Yifan was faintly touched.

He had some idea of what he wanted.

What he wants is not fame or profit, but to be able to truly use the pen in his hand to depict his own world.

However, by the time he began to paint his own world, it had already collapsed.

This is also why when his original work failed, Huang Yifan fell into a point of almost madness.

It turns out that he is still almost the same street writer as in his previous life.

Or even if it's a little better than in the previous life, but. This progress is negligible.

For two whole months, Huang Yifan became muddy, like a walking dead.

Drag your tired body to class every day.

Every day, I go home with two blank eyes.

The 9-star writer logo who looks at it every day giggles.

Spend every day doing nothing.

One day, on two days off, Huang Yifan slept until 2 o'clock at noon and did not get up.

It's not that Huang Yifan didn't wake up, but that Huang Yifan didn't have the motivation to get up.

He didn't know. What can you do when you wake up?

Writing a novel?

Don't be funny, the failure of the last novel is a naked irony.

You can copy it if you don't write it.

That's not bad. It's just that Huang Yifan didn't feel any psychological burden when he copied some before. However, after the last failure, Huang Yifan already felt that he didn't even have the face to copy it.

Just when Huang Yifan was thinking wildly, at this moment, a figure broke in from outside.

"Huang Yifan, why haven't you gotten up yet. ”

It was Zhang Huiping who broke in, and when she saw Huang Yifan still lying on the bed, she hurriedly pulled Huang Yifan up.

Touched his eyes. Yawned, Huang Yifan said unhurriedly, "Okay, get up." ”

"Well, let's go, go downstairs to eat some fried noodles, and go to the library together at noon. ”

"Forget it. You go to the library, I'm not going. ”

didn't follow Zhang Huiping downstairs, Huang Yifan turned on the computer and clicked on lol.

This is the game that Huang Yifan became obsessed with after the failure of Huang Yifan's novel.

It's just a pity that the game has been abused miserably recently. A minimum of 20 heads per game is required.

However, Huang Yifan still played very hard.

At least, he felt like he wouldn't think about anything like writing when he was playing games.

"Huang Yifan, you ......"

Seeing that Huang Yifan didn't go downstairs with him, he didn't say anything, and played the game directly, Zhang Huiping was anxious. Just unplug the wire.

"You go alone, and I won't go to the library in the future. ”

Looking at the blackened computer screen, Huang Yifan replied with blank eyes.

"Huang Yifan, can you tell me what's happened recently?"

Zhang Huiping stretched out her hand and wanted to touch Huang Yifan, but reached back halfway. However, when he saw Huang Yifan's decadent face, he plucked up his courage and grabbed Huang Yifan's hand, "Your hands are so cold." After speaking, he stretched out his other hand and held Huang Yifan's right hand, hoping to give Huang Yifan a little heat with his body temperature.

"Huang Yifan, do you know, you seem to have changed recently, and you don't look like you before. ”

"yes, I didn't find out. ”

"Well, you look at me. ”

Putting her face on Huang Yifan's forehead, Zhang Huiping opened her eyes and said, "In the past, you were a great talent who pretended to be pretending, I know, you don't want to be discovered, and you don't want to trouble." However, in the past, you were very enthusiastic and willing to help people. Even if someone hurts you, you don't have a big belly and don't bother with him. But now ......"

After a pause, Zhang Huiping continued, "But now you have become indifferent to anything. I don't talk anymore, and I don't like to study anymore. You see, your eyes have become cloudy, not as bright as they used to be. You know, I'm really worried about you. If you keep going like this, I, I...... Are you having any trouble? Tell me if I can, I'm stupid, but I can help you figure it out. ”

"You're not stupid at all, really. ”

The decadent expression was slightly warmed by Zhang Huiping, "In the future, you may not be able to catch up with everyone." But if you want to hear it, I'll tell you. ”

After thinking about it, Huang Yifan said, "How to say it, in fact, I'm not a genius, and I'm not a pretending genius in your eyes, I just like to pretend." The reason why I look smarter and better than others is just an accident. It's just that this accident made me think that I was actually better than everyone else, and I was already a genius. It's a pity that in the recent period, I finally understood. I wasn't a genius. ”

"That's it?"

"Could it be...... Don't you think it's a painful thing?"

"I don't think it's painful, you know? I used to feel like the stupidest person in the world, and it took me two hours to understand what others could have mastered. Even though I try several times harder than others, I still can't compare to others. Almost, I don't even want to study. If it weren't for you, I'm afraid I wouldn't even be able to go to high school. ”

"Stupid girl, you don't understand. ”

While saying. Huang Yifan shook his head, "You go back, by the way, study hard and come back with a female doctorate." ”

Pulling his hand out of Zhang Huiping's hand, Huang Yifan said.

It's just that I don't know what this sentence says. Or maybe it was Huang Yifan's cold posture when he withdrew his hand, and he looked at Huang Yifan who was close in front of him in some astonishment. Zhang Huiping was emotional and scolded Huang Yifan loudly, "Huang Yifan, then I will wake up and wake you up fiercely." Zeng Tzu said, I am not born to know, so ancient, and keen to seek. No one is a so-called genius, and you once told me that there must be a teacher in a threesome. The so-called failure in front of you is just a very small obstacle. Don't look at me like that, tempted to say how can I be so smart?

Actually, Huang Yifan, I really want to tell you that I have grown up. It's just that I've always wanted to play a little girl who doesn't understand anything in your eyes. Do you know why I want to take a female doctorate? It's just that I think that maybe I can be with you if I am admitted to the female doctorate, and I will not be laughed at by others. At that point, you'll never call me stupid again. But, now you, I think. Even if I became a female doctor, it didn't make any sense. ”

After speaking, Zhang Huiping bit Huang Yifan's right arm fiercely and left angrily.

The intense pain in his right arm made Huang Yifan stunned.

No one is a genius, and even the genius of a saint is just constantly learning the knowledge of the ancients.

This is what Zhang Huiping told him. I am not born to know, so ancient, and I am also a keen one.

Unexpectedly, at this moment, I thought I was smart, but I was actually educated by Zhang Huiping.

It's just that Huang Yifan smiled.

The stupid girl has finally grown up.

And he finally came to his senses at this moment.

What if it fails?

What if you're just an ordinary person?

What if you're not a genius?

As long as you are willing to work hard in the future, all geniuses can be trampled under your feet.

Go for it, boy.

Zhang Huiping has grown up, don't let her really get a female doctorate when the time comes, she is not as good as her.

Having already decided in his heart, Huang Yifan felt that his whole body was extremely relaxed.

He felt that the unhappy mood he had been in for a while had been completely swept away.

turned on the computer, and Huang Yifan opened a single chapter on the work "The Sticker of the School Flower".

"Readers, I used to think that I was a so-called genius. I feel that I am better than others, and I also think that I am much smarter than others. At that time, I really thought that I was a legendary prophet, or even a saint of this world. However, it is not until today that I finally understood. I'm just an ordinary person, and I have failures and failures. It's ridiculous, I was only immersed in a virtual dream, the dream was shattered, and I woke up.

Thankfully, though, I woke up from the dream.

If I don't wake up, I'll be completely lost in this world.

I will officially end it in three months.

I'm glad that everyone can accompany Xiaobai, and I'm glad to meet so many readers who support me.

It's just that people have joys and sorrows, the moon is cloudy and sunny, and there is no banquet in the world.

This is the end of the world that Xiaobai created for everyone.

The rest of the time, Xiaobai has to complete his life, and Xiaobai will also have to create his own world.

However, everyone can rest assured.

We will see each other again.

It's just that when we met, I didn't know when it would be.

It could be tomorrow.

It could also be in the future.

But everyone must believe that Xiaobai will come back eventually.

It's just that I don't know if everyone will still recognize me when Xiaobai appears in the future.

Goodbye, dear friend.

Goodbye, brother of Bai Yutang.

Goodbye, my beloved reader.

A tear quietly passed at this time. (To be continued.) )