209: Heart-to-heart, no more secrets
A second โ of small โณ said ยง net.. Wonderful novels to read for free!
209: Heart-to-heart, no more secrets Looking at the tooth marks on the man's shoulder, she blinked her moist and clear eyes, puffed out her cheeks. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info
Gong Yan didn't seem to feel it, a soft smile hung on the corner of her lips, her eyes doted, and she looked at her intently: "Relieved?"
"Hmph!" Yun Qingwu glared at him arrogantly, and then staggered his gaze to ignore him.
"What's wrong? Did I get too much in the flowers?"
Gong Yan asked with some weakness.
Yun Qingwu was silent for a long time, and finally shook his head and said: "Why haven't you woken up for a long time? Do you know? I used all the medicine I should use for you, and also helped you heal your internal injuries, and also gave you the Inner Pill of the Vermilion Bird Spirit Beast, and held you every day to soak in the Spirit Spring, but time passed day by day, and you ...... You just don't wake up, you tell me now, what do you don't wake up, what do you do to make me worry?"
Holding her into his arms, Gong Yan caressed her face and muttered, "I don't know why I didn't wake up for a long time, but what I want to say to you is, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, it's my fault that makes you worry." After a pause, he seemed to think of something, and said softly while kissing his daughter-in-law's eyebrows: "When I woke up, a name appeared in my head, and that name seemed to be engraved in my heart, but I am sure I have never heard of it." โ
Yun Qingwu was full of resentment, and his expression naturally improved a lot, and after listening to his words, he couldn't help asking, "What is the name?"
"Optimus. โ
Two words spread out between Gong Yan's lips and teeth.
"Qingtian?" The corners of her mouth twitched, Yun Qingwu muttered this unfamiliar name, and after a while, she frowned, "I haven't heard of this name." โ
"Yes, there is no such name in the rivers and lakes, and there is no news about the name of Qingtian, but the word 'Qingtian' appeared in my mind the moment I woke up, and it seems to have a deep relationship with me. Gong Yan nodded thoughtfully, and Ying Ting's eyebrows were slightly twisted, as if he was pondering who the 'Qingtian' person was.
Yun Qingwu's eyelids narrowed slightly, carefully considered for a moment, raised her eyes and asked, "Do you have a dream?" Without waiting for Gong Yan to answer, she said again: "He may be the name of someone in your dream." โ
Gong Yan said lightly: "I don't know if I have a dream, but I clearly remember that as soon as I opened my eyes, there was such a name in my mind." โ
"Okay, don't think about it, who is he, I will naturally know when I think we should know, and now I can't think of a reason for it, so let's just put that name aside. Yun Qingwu's expression was light, his tone was gentle, he stared at the man beside him, the corners of his mouth moved, he wanted to say something, but he didn't speak for a long time.
"Do you have anything else to say to me?"
Gong Yan seemed to see the clue, and couldn't help but ask gently.
"Hmm. Yun Qingwu nodded, for a long time, her eyes flashed slightly, and finally made up her mind, and whispered: "Yan ......"
"Huh?" Gong Yan stared at her, waiting for her to speak.
Yun Qingwu pursed her lips, didn't look at his deep eyes full of tenderness, and said word by word: "Actually, in fact, I am not the real Yun Qingwu, to be precise, I am not from you here......" Gong Yan held her hand, hooked the corners of his mouth and said, "I know." โ
"Huh?" Stunned, Yun Qingwu met his eyes dyed with a warm smile, smiled lightly, and said, "Yes, you know, otherwise you wouldn't know that my name is Blood Dance." After a moment of silence, seeing that the man had no other unusual reactions, she began to continue her narrative. Gong Yan listened very carefully, did not interject a word, and patiently listened to her talk about everything in her previous life.
Looking at his deep eyes like a pool, Yun Qingwu couldn't hear the angry voice raised: "...... I don't know how I got here, I just know that at the last moment my consciousness was a loud bang, and then when I opened my eyes, it turned into a light dance. This is her man, open her heart to him, she doesn't think it's a bad thing, she wants him to know the real her, understand the blood dance in the past, not Yun Qingwu who carries the name of a stupid girl in this life, although she is Yun Qingwu now, but emotionally she still wants men to know that she is from another time and space, and know that she is a super killer with no name and no surname, codenamed Blood Dance.
Because it was her life in her previous life, she didn't want to hide it, and she didn't want to forget it with that bang.
Bad memories are also memories, they are part of her life, and with them, she is a complete existence.
Based on this, she told Gong Yan the truth about her childhood experience, the man in her life who was extremely important to her, and the past when the man finally turned his back on her and killed her with a timed bomb. This is her secret, a secret that she was going to bury in her heart and not tell anyone, at this moment, she wants to tell him to hear, to let him know alone.
Gong Yan was so moved in his heart, his silly girl not only gave him all her body and mind, but also told him the secret she buried deep in her heart.
"You have suffered!" After a long time, he hugged her lovingly, and reached out to touch her face: "It would be nice if I were by your side then......" He sighed and said, "That man must have regretted losing you, regretting that he should not have been so ruthless to you." โ
Yun Qingwu said lightly: "I don't know if he will regret it, but I am sure that at the moment when the explosion sounded, he and I had already returned to the bridge, and the road had returned to the road, and there was no longer the slightest relationship." Gong Yan kissed her forehead to soothe her faintly aching heart, although the expression on her face could not be seen to be inappropriate, but he had known her for more than two years, and those past memories jumped into his mind again, just like the scar in his heart was revealed, it would still hurt.
Just like him, everything that happened to him before waking up from a nightmare, once he remembered it, his heart would ache endlessly.
Facing his soft gaze and feeling his kiss, Yun Qingdan's nose was sore, and tears fell involuntarily: "Am I stupid? He believed her, believed everything she had said, without the slightest doubt, not only listened quietly to her recount, but kissed her with great care, and soothed her heart, which had been so wounded.
Silly man, don't question her words at all, believe her unconditionally, unconditionally pamper her, love her, cherish her, pity her, such a stupid man, if she still has reservations, it is simply ignorant of what to do, and heaven is intolerable!
Kissing the tears from the corners of her eyes gently, Gong Yan said with pity: "My dance is very smart, it's just too affectionate and pure!"
Yun Qingwu sniffed, rubbed into his arms, and whispered, "Do you know? King Ning looks exactly like him, and even the tone of his speech is the same as his smile, so when I first saw him on the street two years ago, I was confused, thinking that he had chased me here, but in fact, they were just two similar people, there was no connection between them, King Ning was not him." โ
"Thank you for telling me this, in fact, at that time, I had speculations about your relationship, but I didn't put it to heart. Gong Yan said softly, Yun Qingwu blinked her wet eyes, raised her head and asked, "Why? Why didn't you put it in your heart?"
Gong Yan pressed her head to her heart, and said with a smile: "Because you are mine, you can only be mine, what relationship you had with others in the past, it doesn't matter to me at all, I just need to grasp the current you, love you, love you, and pet you, so that you can stay by my side forever and live happily every day, in this way, you will forget all the things in the past, and only be my woman, the only woman!"
"You're really scheming. โ
Yun Qingwu glanced at him with disgust, reached out and pinched his waist again.
"I'm not old. โ
Gong Yan smiled with a drowning face, raised her hand and gently pinched her pretty nose, and her movements were intimate, sweeping away all the sadness on Yun Qingwu's body in an instant.
Sister said arrogantly: "Hmph, you are a few years older than me, it's strange that you are not old." โ
"Madame emphasizes the age of her husband so much, because she is ...... husband" After that, he said in a very low voice, which fell on Yun Qingwu's ears, making her cheeks instantly hot and unbearable: "Rogue!" glanced at him fiercely, and she picked up his hand again and bit it again. Gong Yan chuckled: "It's very serious to be a husband, and Mrs. is not wronged as a husband." โ
Yun Qingwu let go of his hand, did not laugh, and said with a somewhat solemn expression: "You are reborn, right? You met me in your previous life, and I spoke out to help you say a few words of justice when you were suffering, so you are grateful to me, so you will go to the Yun family's Zhuangzi to find me as soon as you are reborn, and then think of a way to pull me to your side and become your crown princess." Although the first sentence was a question, the tone was obviously very affirmative, and combined with the following words, it was all affirmed that Gong Yan was a reborn.
"Dance, I'm ......"
When Gong Yan heard her words, his star-like eyes were immediately full of pain, and the corners of his mouth twitched, not knowing where to start.
Feeling his body stiffen for a moment, feeling the sad aura exuded from his body, Yun Qingwu's heart was very painful, she hugged him, hugged her stupid man, her eyes were full ......of apologies, and she said in annoyance: "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I shouldn't have said what I said just now, Yan, I'm not forcing you to say anything, I just want to tell you that I have basically guessed your business."
The slender big hand was lightly pressed to her lips, Gong Yan didn't let her say any more, and said, "You guessed right, we realize that now, the nightmare I say from time to time is real." According to the time in the nightmare, in more than half a year, I will be framed, I will lose my position as prince, I will be imprisoned in a dungeon, I will be blinded by poison, I will be poured dumb medicine, my limbs will be cut off, and those who follow me will not end well. โ
A voice with extreme pain echoed in the room, and Gong Yan said slowly: "I met you in the dungeon, I heard him call your name, and then in a short time together, you took the initiative to tell me that you are from another world, that you do not belong here, that you are not the real Miss Nine of the Taishi Mansion, and that your name is Blood Dance." You said that as long as you live, you will help me get justice, and you also said that as long as you work hard to live, there will always be a chance to clear your name, but ...... But I still died. โ
"Yan ......" didn't think much about her coming to this other world once, Yun Qingwu didn't think much about it at this time.
Tears rolled out of her eyes again, and her voice was hoarse, calling the man's name.
"It was a relief for me to die at that time, but I was not reconciled, why didn't my father believe me, why didn't he even see me, and condemned me with a holy decree? Those who followed me, what did they do wrong, why did they all do my funeral? Some of them were killed in front of my eyes, looking at the bright red blood, watching them being cruelly abused, I had no choice but to watch. I hate it so much, I hate myself for being gullible, I hate myself for being blinded by family affection, and thus ending up being betrayed. โ
I don't know when, Gong Yan was already in tears, his voice was depressed and painful: "The jailer abused me, humiliated me, you stepped forward to protect me, and I was ruthlessly injured by the jailer, I feel that I am deeply guilty, and I will affect you when I die." โ
"Is it King Ning? Is it him and Yun Qingxue, do you want the queen to hurt you?" Yun Qingwu held his handsome face full of tears and asked in a choked voice.
Gong Yan pursed her thin lips tightly, she didn't make a sound, she said with tears: "If you don't say it, I know that your attitude towards Yun Qingxue suddenly changed two years ago, and your relationship with the queen is not very good, and your attitude towards King Ning, indifference and alienation, I can see this, fool, you big fool, I ask you again and again, you just don't tell me, you bear extreme grief alone, how bitter your heart should be!"
"Dance, don't cry, I'...... I'm fine......" The tears rolling down Yun Qingwu's eyes burned Gong Yan's heart, he closed his eyes, forcibly forced back the pain and hatred in his eyes, and at the same time calmed down his emotions, Fang reopened his eyes, gently wiped away the tears on his daughter-in-law's face, and said in a low voice: "Good, don't cry, I'm really fine, don't worry about me, okay?"
Yun Qingwu hugged him tightly, and the tears still couldn't stop falling: "How can you be okay? How can you be okay?" You suppressed yourself, looking at the enemy in front of you, but you couldn't get rid of it immediately, how much pain and resentment you felt in your heart, I don't have to think deeply to know. Yan, fool, big fool, why do you have to bear these pains alone, why didn't you tell me early? With me and you to share and face it, your pain and hatred will be alleviated a lot, fool, big fool!"
Gong Yan touched her forehead and muttered, "I don't want you to be in any danger, I want you to be good and happy forever." โ
"Fool's ......"
"Well, it's your fool, I'm just a fool of the dance. โ
"Don't think that if you say that, you will continue to stop me from meddling in your business. โ
"I've made good arrangements so that if they show their feet, they're going to be wiped out. โ
"I don't care, I just want to face it with you. โ
"Okay, I promise you, but you also have to promise me that you have to listen to me in everything, and you can't do anything privately. โ
"Don't worry, I'll tell you whatever I want to do. โ
Stopping her tears, Yun danced lightly, "Then have you noticed what they are doing?"
Gong Yan shook his head: "When I opened my eyes, it was three years ago, maybe from that moment on, things have changed subtly." โ
"Don't be afraid, as long as he has that ambition, it will be a matter of time before he reveals his flaws. Yun Qingwu asserted.
"I sometimes think, instead of scheming all day long, it is better to stay away from the capital with you and travel all over the world to be free. Gong Yan sighed.
Yun Qingwu's eyes were soft, and he reached out to wipe away the tears on his face, and when he was about to withdraw his hand, he grabbed it and clinged to his handsome face, so she was held by him, and said: "You have your responsibility, if it is really like what you said, we give up everything to travel the mountains and rivers, and leave behind those people who follow you? Besides, do you think that if you stay away from the court and leave behind the position of prince, that person will be completely at ease and let you leave Beijing?"
"I know what you said, so that's why I feel sorry. Gong Yan sighed: "It was my selfishness to pull you into this battle for imperial power. โ
"You're not sorry for me, let alone selfish, you just want to protect me, you want to protect me, I know all this. Yun Qingwu said softly, "It is precisely because I know your mind and understand everything you have done for me that I have to face those damned people with you." After the words were spoken, her eyes suddenly turned cold, and her tone was cold to the bone.
Gong Yan whispered in her ear: "It's good to have you!"
Yun Qingwu suddenly rolled her eyes, stared at him and said, "You appeared on Zhuangzi and asked to marry me to be your crown princess, all out of gratitude to me, right?" Gong Yan was stunned, and before he could speak, he heard her say again: "Because of gratitude, you decided to be responsible for me with your own marriage, I didn't say anything wrong, right?"
"......" Gong Yan looked at her in a daze, and didn't answer for a long time, Yun Qingwu pretended to be angry: "I said yes, didn't you?"
"Dance, no...... It's not what you think, I'll ......" Gong Yan only felt that she was clumsy at the moment, and she didn't know how to explain it, Yun Qingwu looked at him, her eyes narrowed: "It's not what I thought, how is that?" Looking at his aggrieved appearance, the little person in her heart laughed happily.
Taking a deep breath, Gong Yan's expression became solemn, and he said: "I don't deny that it was because of gratitude that I left Beijing overnight to look for you in Zhuangzi in Yunfu, but even because of gratitude, I was thinking about protecting you under my wings at that time, so that you would not be hurt again in this life." โ
"Really?" Yun Qingwu raised his eyebrows, and there was no emotion on his beautiful face.
Gong Yan bowed, and she said again: "Then you don't need to ask me to marry your crown prince and concubine, right?"
"I will give you everything I have, and I will give you the same honor as I do, so I can only ask you to be my wife. Gong Yan's bright starry eyes were full of seriousness, and said: "Wu'er, I don't understand feelings, after you and I know this, you should know, but I can swear to God, in the process of getting along with you, it didn't take long for me to like you, in order to figure out what you said is like, what is love, I also asked Jin, and later, I showed my heart in front of you, haven't you forgotten?"
Yun Qingwu glanced at him and said, "I haven't forgotten, but I always feel that you married me because of gratitude." When she said this, she couldn't help but despise herself extremely, a man is so sincere, and he is arrogant!
While complaining to herself, the corners of her eyes and the corners of her mouth twitched slightly, but such a subtle change in expression was taken into the eyes of Gong Yan.
So, the light in his eyes was so soft that he seemed to be dripping water, hugged her tightly, and murmured: "Affection is not a responsibility, if I don't really like you and love you, how can I show my heart to you? Yes, when I asked to marry you, I haven't yet developed feelings between men and women for you, but it is precisely because I asked to marry you and become husband and wife with you that I have met an amazing dancer, you know?" In the days I spent with you, you surprised me almost all the time, I was happy, I was happy to have a woman like you as a wife, and I even thought that it was a blessing that I had cultivated for several lifetimes to meet you and marry you. Wu'er, believe me, I love you and love you with all my heart!"
His voice was shallow, but his affection was lingering, and the clouds danced in his ears, and his heart was so sweet.
However, a hint of cunning flashed in her eyes, and she said, "My teeth are so sour!" In order to confirm the truth of what she said, she also specially accompanied a small expression.
Gong Yan scraped her pretty nose, smiled evilly, hooked the corners of her mouth, and leaned closer: "I'll taste it." Raising his hand to push his head away, Yun Qingwu blinked and glared at him with clear water eyes: "If you don't want to be kicked out of bed by me, you can take advantage of me." "Ya is not serious, and wants to take advantage of her, really!
"A husband never takes advantage of his wife, but a husband is just a wife. Gong Yan laughed lowly, his expression softened, and said, "When are we going out?" Master and the senior brothers were bound to be anxious when they knew that something had happened to them, so it would be extremely inappropriate to continue to stay here.
Thinking about this, he suddenly thought of something, and couldn't help asking, "You seem to have said that I can't enter this cultivation world?"
"I said it before. Yun Qingwu pursed her lips, watching him say a word, but there was no meaning to say the afterword, Gong Yan saw this, opened his lips and said, "Then how can I be here now?"
Yun Qingwu saw that he was not easy to fool, so he had to say truthfully: "It should have something to do with my blood." โ
Gong Yan was puzzled.
She got up and dressed beside her, and said: "You have lost too much blood, I am afraid that you will fall asleep, so I will ......" Gong Yan didn't wait for her to say the next words, and said: "You will give me blood, right?" Silly girl, his stupid girl, how can he be stupid like this? Can blood be given to others casually? Doesn't she care about her own life at all?
"What I did, you did for me. Yun Qingwu said succinctly.