105. Confession
"Of course I do. The pen %fun %www.biquge.info clear, but does it have anything to do with what we said? Fairy tales are just fairy tales after all. K replied with some surprise.
"But sometimes, fairy tales aren't just fairy tales." It seems to be just a tongue twister, but the person who said it is a little sad.
K just replied with a question mark.
"K, I remember you once asked me if I was out of love. I'm telling you, yes. In the story I gave you, Mr. Rabbit lost his ring, but he gained the heart of the Rabbit Girl. ā
"It's just that in reality, he didn't lose the ring, but he did lose his bunny girl."
"Sorry, Y. I'm reminding you of something unhappy again. K called apologetically. Although Y didn't say it explicitly, she knew that he wasn't referring to Mr. Rabbit.
"It's okay, I don't mind anymore. Time heals everything, doesn't it? But, K, do you think it's called love? ā
K was suddenly at a loss, and she didn't know how to answer.
If it's love, why did the two end up separating?
But if not, what is Mr. Rabbit doing before?
Han Shenyan didn't wait for her answer, and wrote directly.
"In fact, in my opinion, what you are talking about growing old together and never parting is of course love. But in the same way, those that only last for a year, a month, a day, or even a second, are also love. ā
"Love can not only bring sweetness, but also bitterness and sorrow. I believe in love because I believe that no matter how it ends, it will become a good memory when I grow old. ā
"As the story goes, the moment the bunny girls bring the wildflowers, whatever they go through next, at least they have the best memories."
"Isn't it? Kļ¼ ā
K looked at the long list of texts sent by Y, and she suddenly understood the smile on the corner of "her" mouth.
"You seem to have some truth in what you say. Ah......h ā
"You can talk about it if you want. If you miss this age, you may regret it, but you have to find a good partner, don't be blind. Han Shenyan laughed.
"It's just that there are no suitable people to worry about it." K's mouth deflated.
"Haha, how could it be? Is there so many people in the school who can't find it? You're a dinosaur, aren't you? Han Shenyan asked with a smile.
The atmosphere was relaxed again.
"You're a dinosaur, this girl is very beautiful, okay? Forget it, you don't understand it. K replied huffingly.
"Well, I believe it." Y's message was sent back quickly, but K couldn't see any sincerity from it, and the roots of his teeth were a little itchy, when was she called a dinosaur by someone like a big beauty? But in order to hide her identity, she can't explain it yet, she is really depressed.
This Y, sometimes so warm, sometimes it can make people happy, but sometimes it makes people angry to death.
At this moment, a thought came to her mind.
"Y, do you have a girlfriend?"
"No, what's wrong?"
The ghost sent a text message, "Y, why don't we have a relationship?" ā
A prompt has appeared on the phone that the delivery was successful.
Only then did K realize what he had just done.
This is...... Did you confess to Y?
Oh, my God!
I've never even seen him, and I've only heard a voice once.
I don't know what he looks like.
I don't know what he does.
I don't even know how old he is.
What did you do?
But at the same time, another voice in her psyche was speaking to her.
Do these really matter?
Didn't you just want to fall in love?
Isn't Y a good choice?
If you don't know each other's work, you won't be like "her" and make this aspect a problem that plagues your feelings.
You don't know what each other looks like, doesn't that make this "relationship" more pure? Aren't there enough people around you chasing your beauty?
You don't even know each other's names, it's just so fitting that you can love boldly and without any worries, any worries.
What's more, wouldn't chatting with him make you feel at ease and happy?
The two voices clashed back and forth in her mind, and in the end, the latter prevailed.
yes, it's just an online dating anyway.
And if the other party is Y, it doesn't seem unacceptable.
Thinking of this, she looked at the mobile phone in her hand with some apprehension, waiting for Y's answer.
What would his answer be?
Accept?
Or refusal?
Or was her dear sister just as impulsive at the time as she is now?
Now it seems that I may have been a little too harsh on her.
At this time, Han Shenyan looked at the message sent by K, and was also stunned.
Are you being told in vain?
He suddenly had a feeling of being ridiculous.
He looked out the window, and the moonlight in the night sky was still cold.
Han Shenyan did not reply immediately, but thought about it seriously.
As for K, he just sees her as a stranger who can relieve his worries and boredom at first.
Later, I got in touch with each other more, and the relationship gradually became closer, so I regarded her as a friend who could talk and communicate freely.
Later, in that difficult time, when I unraveled her, I also calmed my heart.
Gradually, K became a special being.
He admits that in his heart, he has a good impression of K, but that good feeling has nothing to do with love.
He had never even thought about it.
He is twenty-six years old, past the age of impulsiveness, and he does not want to put his feelings into ethereal online dating.
I don't know the name, age, appearance, or living environment of the other party.
There is naturally no problem with being a friend.
But if you want to communicate, forget it.
A month is still too short.
The wound may no longer bleed, or it may no longer feel pain.
But it has only just scabbed, and it is far from completely healing, and if someone uncovers the scar, they can still see the blood dripping inside.
What's more, he has now lost the mood to fall in love.
Many people say that the best way to forget the pain of a previous relationship is to start a new relationship quickly.
But that's easier said than done.
The hardest thing for a person to control is their own thoughts.
At least for Han Shenyan, it's not something that can be forgotten if you want to.
In the same way, it is not possible to love if you want to love.
And the previous pain had already made his heart a little numb.