Wealthy Favored Marriage 204
[Chapter 1: Entering a Wealthy Family]
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He could probably guess that she was dreaming that he wouldn't let her go, and he wanted to hear her say it, and only if she said what was on her mind, he could possibly help her open the knot. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info
"Do you really want to hear what I'm dreaming about?" Xia Yihan asked him coldly.
"Think, you can say it."
Xia Yihan sat up, she wanted to have a good talk with him, and told him again what she thought.
Ye Zimo also sat up, reached out and took a pillow for her to lean behind her, afraid that she would hit her back.
In the past, he used to do this action for her, and Xia Yihan was very moved every time, but this time, she deliberately ignored the warm feeling.
"I dreamed of you, and your child, Song Wanting, a few of you together. It was a real pleasure, like what I saw in the hospital. When Xia Yihan said this, he naturally remembered the scene in the hospital again.
It may be a dream, but it is real.
In the past few days, that picture seems to appear in her mind every moment, and every time she thinks about it, her heart is very sour, and she feels extremely depressed.
"I just wanted to go, but you wouldn't let me go. Ye Zimo, this is my dream, I even dreamed of this, which means that I really can't accept that you still have a child. I believe that as long as the child is born, he will be with his mother, even if I am your nominal fiancΓ©e, your nominal wife, I am in fact a third party. β
Xia Yihan's expression gradually calmed down, she looked at him calmly, but said resolutely: "Ye Zimo, let it go, let me go, let's not go on like this." No matter what you do, you can't change my mind. A person like Song Wanting, she can carry you and conceive a child on your back, and she can do anything. Now that we don't have children, it's nothing for her to deal with me. If you think about it, if I have a child in the future, her target may not only be you and me, but also our children. I don't want to live in fear all day for my child, when something happens to my child, we will all be in pain. Rather than waiting for that day to break up helplessly, so that the child does not have a complete home, it is better to separate now. I really love you, and I really can't accept the current situation. β
After Xia Yihan said so many words in one breath, her thoughts became clearer.
I have heard people say that it is easy to fall in love, but it is difficult to get along. Probably they are in this situation now, she can't ignore those who only think about the two of them, you and me.
"Finished?" Xia Yihan was completely silent, and Ye Zimo asked her.
"It's done, it's very clear, what else do you want to say, I will listen to you." Xia Yihan whispered that she should give him a chance and let him give her what he wanted to say, otherwise she would be too unkind.
"I did leave the child, the child is a lifelong thing, and I have the obligation to take care of him. But the situation you are worried about will never happen, you and I know what kind of person Song Wanting is. I'm not going to give her any chance to get close to my child, you might say it's ideal, she's not going to give up, she's going to make trouble. I promise you that I won't let her make trouble, and her father won't give her a chance. I will completely ruin the Song family, she has no ability to get close to us. The person I love most is you, and I will love me and your children with all my heart, if you are willing to give me such an opportunity. β
"If you love me, you trust me, and I'll take care of it. Xia Yihan, I want to take care of you for the rest of my life. Even if I have a child, it won't affect me from taking care of you. Children don't live with us, they don't affect you. Do you believe me? β
Ye Zimo's eyes were extremely sincere, Xia Yihan looked at her affectionately as he looked at him, how much she wanted to nod and continue to give herself to him.
She closed her eyes, but her mind alternated between the hospital and the dream scene.
She finally opened her eyes, and her eyes were already overflowing with tears unconsciously, but she shook her head firmly and said in a soft voice, "I'm sorry, I can't trust you anymore." If you really love me, please let it go, don't force me, don't let me live so painfully anymore. I want to start a new life, and you start your life too, and you don't have to bother to change my mind anymore. β
He saw the look of pain on her face, her contradictions and entanglements.
The mistake was made by him, and he had no right to make her feel bad with him.
He deserves to be lonely forever and watch her happy forever.
He curled the corners of his lips slightly, looked into her eyes, and asked one last time, "Are you sure you want to leave, really won't give me another chance?" β
If she says yes, he lets it go......
His eyes were so expectant that Xia Yihan could hardly say a word.
She looked at him, tears quietly sliding down her eyes.
Time seems to be frozen at this moment, as long as she doesn't say yes, they are still a couple, or a fiancΓ©e, and they can hold hands for life.
Ye Zimo was almost looking at her with the last hope, and after asking this sentence, he himself understood that he might not pester her again, and he was destined to never be able to look at her so closely.
From then on, he was disqualified from caring for her.
Since then, he has also lost the right to have her.
Her life, no longer allowing him to exist, they will each return to each other's orbits, as if they had never met.
He would spend his whole life remembering the short happy years with her.
And she, he really let go, he hoped that she would forget and be able to live happily ever after.
She is the most beautiful and innocent and lovely woman in the world, she has suffered since she was a child, she should not suffer anymore, she should go and live a carefree life.
The two looked at each other silently, and Xia Yihan's tears were still quietly rolling down drop by drop.
"If I said yes, would you blame me?" She finally spoke, and asked him like this, maybe she still couldn't bear it in her heart.
How many times has she said that she loves him, and she wants him to be happy every day, not just talking, but she really thinks that.
She is gone, leaving him alone, will he really be with Song Wanting and live happily?
Xia Yihan actually knew in his heart that he didn't love Song Wanting, otherwise why would he abandon her and be with her Xia Yihan?
How could a person like him force himself to live with someone he didn't love.
"Fool, how could I blame you." Ye Zimo's voice was extremely gentle, and he stretched out his hand and gently wiped the tears from her face.
This time she didn't dodge, such gentleness, she didn't have a chance to experience it in the future.
"I'm to blame for this matter, if you want to leave, I shouldn't have forced me to stay." Ye Zimo said in a low voice, his words made Xia Yihan a little surprised.
"What do you mean, you're going to let me go?" She asked, and a smile curled into Ye Zimo's mouth, full of helplessness and sadness.
"Yes, I'll let you go, and you'll be free from now on. No matter who you choose, Li Hetai, Hai Zhixuan, Mo Xiaojun, they are all excellent men. Pick any one, it's better than me. You're right, they don't have any other children who can love you and take care of you with all their hearts. β
Ye Zimo's words made Xia Yihan's heart extremely painful, and the pain was unbearable.
The tears, wiped away by him, overflowed again.
She knew that he would give up on keeping her locked up like this, she just didn't know how soon he would give up.
I didn't expect him to let her go so quickly, which was what she had been looking forward to most in the last few days.
She got what she wanted, she won, why didn't she feel happy at all.
On the contrary, she was so uncomfortable, as if she was really gone, and she would not even have the strength to breathe in the future.
He had never said that she would not be allowed to look at other men, and now he told her that she could choose someone else in the future. He also said that they were all better than him.
Ye Zimo, what kind of mood did you say these words, will your heart hurt as much as mine?
"Let me hold you one more time." Ye Zimo said in a hoarse voice.
"Hmm." Xia Yihan nodded, and tears poured down like a spring.
Ye Zimo gently held her in his arms, she was crying, but his heart was bleeding.
After hugging for a long time, Xia Yihan has never been able to calm down.
Ye Zimo grabbed her shoulders, took her away a little, and looked at her gently, "Don't cry, silly girl." It's all my fault, I really don't know what to do to make you happy every day. β
She won't be happy anymore, how can she be happy after experiencing love with him?
Just like in the past few days, since she learned about the existence of Song Wanting's child, she felt uncomfortable every minute.
Will time heal this wound?
She didn't know that she didn't even have the slightest confidence in herself at all.
Her face was still full of tears, and Ye Zimo lowered her head and kissed away her tears a little bit.
He wanted to kiss her and make more fond memories of his contact with her. Xia Yihan bit his lip and wanted to push him away, but he didn't act because he was about to separate.
She closed her eyes silently, and Ye Zimo's kiss slid from her little face to her lips, gently pressing up.
At that moment, Xia Yihan's heart was pounding, but it was suffocating in pain.
Ye Zimo hugged her tightly and began to kiss her heavily. They kissed wildly with a sense of despair, and every exchange of lips and teeth was telling a kind of helplessness and reluctance.
His body reacted violently, and he wanted to have her again, but he didn't want her to feel like his love for her was all just because of his body.
He restrained himself, pushed her away, and said in a dumb voice: "Okay, you can sleep for a while, and you can leave if you want after dawn." You can also stay, if you wish. You can come back at any time, no matter when you come back, you are still the hostess here, the only one. β
After speaking, Ye Zimo got out of bed, put on his slippers, and opened the door to go out.
Xia Yihan didn't shed any more tears, she straightened her back, and told herself that since she had to go, she would leave simply and crisply, and she would not be nostalgic for anything.
She will start her life anew, and she will have her own career. Life is not only about love, she doesn't want to talk about feelings anymore, it's too hurtful.
She has to spend more time with her mother, and when she has a certain strength, she can also do something for more people, such as those poor orphans.
Thinking like this, her heart seemed to feel better.
Ye Zimo went to the study, he sat quietly in the study, thinking a lot.
Later, he picked up the pen on the computer desk and handwrote a property transfer book, dividing at least half of the property in his private name, whether it was movable or immovable property, to Xia Yihan.
This matter, after going to work, he will ask Lin Dahui to do it.
In his heart, Xia Yihan is his wife, even if the new marriage law, premarital property does not need to be distributed equally, but for him, wealth itself is dispensable.
He's a man, he can start from scratch at any time, and it doesn't matter if he doesn't have money.
His woman is different, after leaving him, she wants to survive, she wants to gain a foothold, she needs to have strength, so that she will not be controlled by others in the future.
Xia Yihan didn't sleep again, she got up early, rearranged the things that had been sorted out, and finally she took out a note paper in the drawer, handcopied all the phone numbers in her mobile phone and put it in a handbag, and left the mobile phone in the drawer after turning it off.
After doing all this, she sat in bed and thought about her future.
She won't be working at Fu anymore, so she needs to find a new job. Starting from scratch from somewhere else is still difficult for her, after all, she didn't even get her graduation certificate because of Mo Xiaojun's affairs at that time.
Now a more formal company will not be willing to hire without a degree.
Fortunately, she didn't get her college diploma, but she still had it in high school, at most she found a place to start from scratch, and took a new academic exam while working.
Xia Yihan can only dispel the sorrow of leaving Ye Zimo by constantly thinking about these things.
Just thinking about it, she would turn her thoughts to him, and she forced herself to think about something else.
At breakfast, Jiujiu knocked on the door, and Xia Yihan had already washed up and changed into clothes suitable for going out.
"Yihan, have you ever cried? He bullied you? Jiujiu asked angrily.
Xia Yihan smiled and shook his head, "No, on the contrary, not only did he not bully me, but he also promised to let me leave!" β
"Really? How could he do that? What a disappointment! This shouldn't be the solution! Jiujiu frowned and said indignantly.
"Didn't you say that I have to keep going? Silly girl. Xia Yihan seemed to be fine, and rubbed his hair.
"Oh, who really wants you to go, I just want to ......" She just wanted Xia Yihan to be so insistent, and then the prince found out that the person he loved was still Xia Yihan. He was willing to beat the damn child out for her, and the two of them continued to be together as perfectly and happily as in a fairy tale.
Who would have thought that bastard would rather Xia Yihan go than destroy the child.
It's too much! also said that he would always love Xia Yihan and love a fart, it seems that the man's words are really unreliable.
He loves so much, why should he let go? He should be a scoundrel to the end, and if he does something wrong, he should do it right again and strive for Xia Yihan's forgiveness.
"Forget it, I don't think it's any use. Yihan, if you really want to leave, take me away, I won't stay here. I see that guy and get angry. β
Xia Yihan has considered not separating from wine, she is her friend, a very rare friend.
It's just that after thinking about it repeatedly, she still feels that it really doesn't do her any good for the wine when she takes it away.
"I'm going to have to find a job on my own in the future, Jiujiu, if you stay here, he will still treat the people who work for him very well, you know that. If you go with me, I don't know how much hardship I will have to endure, I don't even have a bachelor's degree, and I don't know what will happen in the future. β
Although everyone around her is so strong, she doesn't want to rely on others.
Once upon a time, she longed for self-reliance, so she had to go to work.
"I'll follow you anyway, Yihan, maybe we can start a business together. Let me tell you quietly, I have saved a little money, and when the time comes, let's open a small shop and grow bigger little by little, isn't it great? I don't want to stay here, I used to come for idols. Now, that guy is literally the target of vomiting. β
Of course, she is not so drunk that she is so crazy that she only comes for idols, and she also looks at the salary is very considerable.
But now, she feels that Xia Yihan is too pitiful, as her good friend, even if she abandons her high-paying job at this time, she must be by her side and accompany her through the most difficult time of falling out of love.
Xia Yihan chuckled lightly at the words of the wine, and Ye Zimo, who walked upstairs at this time, happened to see her smile.
It was probably the last breakfast they had together, so he wanted to come and call her to eat it himself.
Her smile made him shine for a moment, her smile was always beautiful, and it was what he liked to see. It's just that at this time, she can laugh so happily, he should be happy for her, but he is a little lost in his heart.
Xia Yihan, I thought you would be very reluctant, you could be happy so quickly, better than me.
The eyes of the two met in the air, Xia Yihan pulled the corners of his lips slightly and smiled at him.
It's going to be separated, and she's thankful for him anyway. He made her understand what love is, he has done so much for her, and let her taste the most beautiful taste of being held in the palm of her hand.
Even now that it was all over, she knew that it wasn't his intention, that he wanted to be good to her as he promised.
So, she should be grateful to him and bless him. Isn't there a saying that it is good to gather and disperse? Fate is over, even if she can't be friends, she won't resent him.
She always felt that life should be more tolerant