"It's not good, it's not good at all. Mom, I miss you so much, I miss you very much. Guangguang approached her mother with red eyes, holding her mother and Yangyang with her own little hands, with a choked voice: "I'm sorry, Mom, I didn't protect Yangyang well, so that in order to save me, she gave up and escaped."

It's that I'm useless...... Mom wants to be strong, and I want to be strong. Although I later returned to Jing's house, my father had already died as a martyr. So, when I came back, I managed to get in touch with him as soon as I could.

I don't want him to die, but I hate the Jing family.

But I'm just a little kid, what else can I do but ask him to help me?

Unless, in the first place, we don't have any connection with the Jing family. However, the bloodline between me and Yangyang will always be cut off from the Jing family. As long as Yangyang and I are alive, even if my father is dead, the Jing family will still find us.

Mom, I'm selfish and aggressive, but I don't want both Mom and Yang Yang to be angry with me. I don't want to be like this, really, just when you went into the emergency room, Yang Yang became ...... In that case, I was also afraid. ”

Yes, even if Guangguang came back from his twenties, Guangguang was scared when he saw Yangyang's indifferent eyes, which were still aimed at him.

He is not afraid of murder, blood, any calculations and conspiracies, not even death.

But Guangguang is afraid that Yang Yang will become another person, another stranger who doesn't treat him as a younger brother's sister.

I'm also afraid of my mother's disappointed eyes on him.

Guangguang has always known that a person will have many different personalities. Therefore, Guangguang has reason to believe that Yangyang also has two personalities that are not exactly the same, mature or original. It's just that when he is mature enough to teach himself like a real sister, he instinctively wants to defend himself, but when he finds that he wants to speak, he can't open his mouth or refute it.

Just like himself, in his previous life, he could be fearless in the face of enemies, become smart but obedient and calculating a little bit in the face of the Jing family, and in the face of his aunt Youyou, who cared for him, he could be spoiled like a real child.

The cold-faced, the ruthless, the vicious, the warm, and the weak are all him, but they will vary from person to person.

Guangguang remembered the strongest time, when he came back from a mission, evaded everyone, and ran to the martyr's cemetery to dig up his father's tomb, which was empty...... Yes, there were no bodies, just a few clothes, and a diary. When he saw all this, Guangguang knelt there and wept and cursed.

If it weren't for the miniature camera he made himself, Guangguang himself would not have remembered such a crazy move.

Because of this, for a long time, he couldn't touch a gun or travel alone.

Guangguang was afraid, afraid that he was the only one left in the world.

"So, Mom, can you please not blame me, and don't ignore me. "The former Guangguang tried every means to make himself strong, and even unscrupulously stepped on the Jing family to climb up, and ignored that a lot of future things were helped by Old Man Jing to help him.

Even when he came back from rebirth, Yang Yang and Chu Yunzhen saw many things that Guangguang did clearly, and even Jing Baitao, who obeyed everything, helped Guangguang deal with the aftermath one by one. For example, the smuggling of household appliances and automobiles in Yangcheng, for example, the mineral ......

He was wrong, he wasn't the only one in the family who was smart.

Not to mention that the world is so big.

"Guangguang, we will always be a family, dear relatives, and we will not be angry and will not blame you. Do you tell your mother that he left today because of you? When did he die?"

After all, in her previous life, she really hated Jing Botao to death.

If it weren't for Jing Baitao's irresponsibility, where would she Chu Yunzhen take her two children to live such a hard life in the Chu family, let alone let her two children be abducted and sold, and live a life of no one and no ghost?

Although he had been reborn and really came into contact with Jing Botao, Chu Yunzhen couldn't accept him as one of his closest people, let alone become a family as Yang Yang hoped. She could pretend in front of her two children, but she still couldn't do it in her heart.

Chu Yunzhen can even be like many parents, for the sake of their children...... Yu Jing Botao. It was also the reason why she promised to live in peace with Jing Baitao at that time, and she also promised Jing Baitao for a while, she would study, at least if one day, when Chu Yunzhen must return to the Jing family with her two children, she can protect the two children by herself.

Therefore, now, Chu Yunzhen wants to know and know everything that belongs to Jing Botao, about the past and about the future.

"Died in May '95 mission, and finally erected a tomb in the Martyrs' Garden on August 30. "More intercession, just can't say it to my mother. And this has not happened so far, and it is different from many of its previous lives.

For example, the two people who partnered with Jing Botao, Mo Weiping and Lu Lihui, one changed jobs and the other retired from the army. The trajectory has changed, and Guangguang can naturally be bold in doubting that the cheap dad will definitely not follow the old path of his previous life.

"He left to return to Jing's house, which was related to his mother's illness. This time it's a nationwide contagious virus, do you have any impressions of it?"

Being reminded by her son like this, Chu Yunzhen began to search for the memories of her previous life. At this time in her previous life, she seemed to have just escaped from Chu Cheng's house arrest, and she remembered that she was also sick and feverish after escaping, but Chu Yunzhen thought she was frightened.

However, it was also later that she couldn't save time, so she read the news in the newspapers and on the news.

Then Chu Yunzhen didn't ask about Jing Botao anymore, but asked another: "You found Yangyang...... Is there Chu Chunlan in there? I saw her in a suburban villa a few days ago, but the information that Aunt Lin got back was not her. ”

Jing Botao, the father of two children, with the protection of his son, Chu Yunzhen decided to let it be, and she was thinking more about Chu Chunlan now. This woman is the most vicious, and in the past two lifetimes, Chu Yunzhen doesn't want to let her go.

In the previous life, it was because Chu Yunzhen had no chance, and she couldn't see it.

Now that she has the opportunity and the ability, Chu Yunzhen really tortured Chu Chunlan with her own hands.

Guang Shan listened to his mother's question, and after thinking for less than a minute, he gave the answer: "Does she look a little similar to Chu Chunlan but not the same......, right?" Nowadays, many women are already going to go under the knife on their face. Chu Chunlan, a woman, was able to escape from me and my father, and the forces behind it were not simple. ”

This name, Guangguang naturally remembers.

The only one is that a woman can escape from the net set up by Cheap Dad and him, and now she can appear in Yan City safely, which confirms all the previous speculations. She is not a woman who simply robbed her mother of a man.