In 1988, we went to a banquet together
Later, 1988 became the name of a car. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ļ½ļ½ļ½Uļ½Eć info Han Han drove it to meet his friend who was about to be released from prison, and then met the prostitute Nana. Nana suffers from the occupational disease of a prostitute, but still gives Han Han a clean and healthy baby. Han Han took the baby and drove 1988 on the road.
And once, 1988 was a ten-year-old boy. Stand on a dry ridge overgrown with daisies. With a sunny skin, handsome, handsome, with a youthful chic. He was wearing a new pair of jeans, dark blue, as if they were about to evaporate in the bright autumn sun. The upper body is a white crewneck sweater with the collar of a crinkled black shirt sticking out. The boy laughed, his silky, slightly long hair black and shiny, and his eyes shone like bright waves. Opposite him, an older sister with two braids walked lightly from the other side of the ridge. She had boxy books under her armpits, a thick coat hanging from her arms, and a white skirt that flew in the evening breeze.
What is your name? The older sister walked up to the boy, bent down, and patted the boy on the head with her free hand.
My name is Baba, the Ba of Glutinous Baba. The boy said, laughing and the corners of his lips turned up. He tried to tilt his head and look up at her with good-looking, delicate eyebrows. What about you? Sister. Baba asked.
My name is Lala. Lala patted Baba in the face lovingly, how old is it?
Ten years old. Baba replied loudly.
Oh, 1988.
Lala straightened up, rubbed her hair, smiled and walked past him, towards the road at the other end of the ridge. At her feet, daisies bloomed widely. The color is blue-purple and the fragrance is weird.
Hey, Lala, how old are you? Baba lost his mind for a long time, and finally shouted loudly.
Lara stopped and looked back at him. He put his hands in the pockets of his pants, shrugged, calmed his voice, and said, you haven't told me how old you are.
I'm sixteen, I'm an adult, and you're still a kid. Lara smiled and raised an eyebrow.
Eighteen adults, Lala. Baba corrected her very seriously.
Call me sister. Lara turned around and continued briskly walking. The black leather shoes trampled on the petals of many daisies.
The footprints you have walked have always clearly recorded the process of your loss, and when you look back, you will find that life has changed beyond recognition, because the road is full of mud.
Lala, who walks on the ridge, has also been walking on the trajectory of her own destiny. At the age of eighteen, Lara was admitted to university. He was twenty-two years old and graduated with a bachelor's degree. At the age of twenty-three, he was admitted to the civil service. Married at the age of twenty-four. Twenty-five years old to give birth to a child. Everything couldn't be more normal, the clouds are light and the wind is light. But after twenty-five, the amount ......
Lala stood in the streets in the night rain, lonely with an umbrella.
The streets are lined with the brilliant snow-white lights of KFC and Texley. Lara didn't have the courage to throw away the umbrella in her hand. The cold air in the middle of winter has dropped below freezing. She came out of the house wearing only thin pajamas. I want to cry without tears. Lara often has such pessimistic feelings. She was kicked out tonight. It's not once or twice that she's been kicked out like this.
She just stood in the rain and watched people come and go. So many people, shuttling in the rain and fog, are like swimming fish. And she is a blind coral.
Her coral was once gorgeous and glorious, and in the town, she was the emperor's daughter and did not worry about marrying. Her father is the richest man in the town, her mother is a teacher, and she is a princess who is in the limelight. But she is not squeamish, kind, docile, and kind to others. The proposer almost broke through the threshold of her house. However, Lala suffers from the problem of judging people by their appearance, which is a problem that all women who have a spring heart will suffer. And parents, like all parents, are influenced by the concept of marriage, which is even deep-rooted. So, there was the Nofang.
The day of the blind date was also such a rainy day. Many things have a foreshadowing. As soon as I got to know Nofang, tears poured in like the rain in the sky. However, Nofang is too handsome, tall, and uninhibited temperament, and can capture the heart of any woman, including Lala, who has never been in the world. Lala is a child who grew up in a honey pot, Lala is so happy, Lala thinks that the rain is the fountain of life that nourishes all things, Lala will not realize that it is the fountain of tears of life. It watered all things, but in the end it ushered in death. Continue to water, or will death and destruction be inevitable. The so-called fountain of life is nothing but destruction and perdition, not salvation. However, the prophet had foresight, but he still had an irreversible death. And Lara is just an ordinary little girl. She wants to be happy all the way along with her father's happiness. Norfang's family background and Lala's family background go hand in hand. Their union is perfect in the city where the town is located. The combination of two golden boys and girls, two families, is a strong alliance, but it is not all smooth sailing.
The noble lady and the noble son who were born in a superior environment should have a stinky temper that everyone hates, but Lala doesn't, but Nuo Fang does. A boy who is loved by thousands of people, the big radish is another synonym, and the stars are a normal state of life. Well, Lara is docile, and Lara can also circle around Nofang and turn into the position of the Earth around the sun. Lala didn't realize that the earth revolves around the sun and rotates at the same time, otherwise, if it gets too close, it will destroy itself and burn it to the ground. After getting married, Lala put all her thoughts on Nuo Fang, she forgot about herself, she wanted to be a good wife and mother, but all women who can successfully marry and teach children must have both strength and means, and Lala is just gentle and frugal. The result of appeasement is to raise traitors and evils.
Lara is pregnant, and Nofang starts to mess with flowers and grass outside. As soon as Nuo Fang turned off the phone, Lala could only cry alone in the empty boudoir. Norfang returns from a hangover and wakes Lala, and in winter, he pulls Lala up from the warm quilt. Go, pour me a glass of water. Nuo Fang's drunken eyes were hazy, and the smell of wine was sky-high. Lala stood up with a big belly, and the temperature outside the bed plummeted. She wanted to fumble for a coat to put on. However, Nofang kicked it out. I'm so thirsty, move fast, my husband has drunk, you move so slowly, do you want me to die of thirst? Well, Lala was aggrieved, but Lala held back. She trembled and reached the water dispenser, poured a glass of water, and respectfully served it to Nofang. Nuo Fang was satisfied, but he still had an idea, opened his mouth quite interestingly, and said, Hey me. Well, I'll feed you, I'll treat you as a good husband who will be spoiled with his wife. Lara grovelled through the tenth month of pregnancy. A son was born. Norwegian side is freer. Lara no longer revolves around him, and Lara is fully committed to her son. Lala doesn't know all the activities of Nofang outside, and Lala doesn't care. She has a son, her lovely son.
Lara and her son had a good time without Nofang, but Nofang had to come home in the middle of the night and go back to their double bed. Norfang is so keen on drinking. Nuo Fang is so arrogant again. He didn't care about Lala's feelings at all, Lala was a decent and generous person who was most suitable for being a wife. To go up to the hall and enter the kitchen, it's just a waste of this double bed that can turn the phoenix upside down. For Nuo Fang, he hates women who can't let go of the bed the most, and Lala is a good-looking ornament, a Guanyin made of ceramics, beautiful and beautiful, but no vitality, empty of a good skin.
Do you know how much I hate you? In the middle of the night, Nuo Fang deliberately stepped on the stairs loudly, kicked the door open, picked up the sleeping Lala and asked viciously.
Lala's heart was like boiling oil. Instantly frozen.
The woman I love can't be my wife, and you, you stupid woman, stupid, because your family is better, became my original partner, my original partner!
Lala's whole body froze. Five thunderbolts split the top.
At this time, Nuo Fang picked up his sleeping son again, carried it with one hand, strode to the window, opened the window with the other hand, he carried his son out of the window, the night wind whistled, the little baby was awakened by the sudden cold, and cried.
Nofang let out a demonic grin. What do I want this little thing for?
Lala's tears fell, and she could only crawl to her knees at Nofang's feet because of her extreme fright, and raised her head, dumb, trembling, and begging, that is your son, you are drunk, and you will make him fall. Don't let him fall, he's your son......
Nuo Fang picked up the baby and threw it back into Lala's arms as if he were angry. I'm not rare to give it back to you!
Nofang threw himself heavily into the large double bed and fell asleep satisfied. He wrapped the whole quilt around himself, like a vicious, black, eerie and cold snake. Above his head is a double bed with a luxurious headboard design. On top of that, there are their wedding photos, white dresses, sweet smiles, extremely romantic, extremely pure. It turned out to be an illusion. It's an illusion.
Lara shivered, and the child's cry brought her back to her senses.
Lala, who was standing on the street in the night rain, also came back to her senses. Countless times, after being abused and beaten, she came back to her senses like a world away. Thin pajamas can't withstand the biting cold of midwinter. Doesn't it mean that people who were happy when they were daughters in their mother's family will always be happy when they get married? Why is she so aggrieved and miserable? The key is that she still has to pretend, pretend to be a grandson, pretend to be deflated, and pretend to be full of happiness. The parents didn't dare to say it, and the in-laws didn't dare to say it, because not only did she pretend, but the promise was also pretending. Pretending to be in love with husband and wife, pretending to be husband and wife, at this time, the couple finally showed their tacit understanding between husband and wife, and Lala found that Nuo Fang was really an extremely insidious villain. Every time he smiled meekly and well-behaved in front of the elders on both sides, and put the hands that had beaten her countless times on her shoulders, she wanted to throw up, she wanted to strangle him.
When Norfang did this for the first time, Lara was intoxicated. She naively thought that Nuo Fang had repented, but as soon as he left the eyes of his elders, Nuo Fang returned to his cold and fierce face. He would drive the car halfway through, give an order in an icy voice, get out of the car. No matter how dark it was and how remote the road was, Lara would get out of the car. She didn't want to hear him say that if you don't get out of the car, I'll hit any car you want. She hugged her son tightly in her arms, she didn't want their mother and son's lives to be taken as child's play by Nuofang. It's not worth it. Lala no longer goes back to her parents' house with Nofang. Returning from her in-laws' house again and again, Lara was completely desperate. Nofang is a sinister man who is very good at showmanship. She never fell for him again. She even thought about never going back to her in-laws' house. But her in-laws always treat her with kindness. Well, Lala is kind, Lala is forbearing. Parents, in-laws, no one can afford to lose face, they want prestige, and they want to put on their heads the halo that matches their life's efforts.
Lara never thought about what the woman outside Nofang looked like. If you don't love her, why interfere with the truth too much? It's just that all kinds of rumors and rumors in the society have swept in, and Lala can't afford to hurt him. In the unit, she has to suffer sympathetic or shameful stares every day, and people no longer look at her father and son because she is the daughter of the richest man. She spends her days in the unit on pins and needles. She never thought of getting drunk, she had a son, she wasn't lonely, she wasn't absolutely sad. It's just that Nuo Fang didn't let her go. He humiliated her as much as he could.
Why, even if you don't love me, you can completely ignore me and put me in the cold, okay? Why are you abusing me? Whenever Nofang stripped her naked and had sex with her with contemptuous gazes and rude movements, Lara began to cry. She didn't feel caresses, only humiliation over and over again.
Do you know prostitutes? Nofang laughed viciously, do you know how prostitutes make love to their clients?
However, I will only have you as a man in my life. Lala's tears rained down.
You are loyal, you are pure, Nofang sneered, but the woman I love has become a prostitute!
Lara's heart was shattered to ashes, and she couldn't sympathize with anyone, not even herself. She even felt like a henna, as showy as a fingerna, but the juice was dried by a broken nail, leaving a fragile shell. But henna is destroyed to save, so what about her? What is her destruction for?
Norfang will not sympathize with Lala's tragedy, because he is the director and initiator of this tragedy. He even felt that he was a tragedy. He indulged in his own pain and logic. Lala, it's rare for him to call Lala's name like this, he usually calls her stupid, stupid woman. Do you know, said Nofang, frowning bitterly, because you are rich, so you have taken the place that belongs to her, and she is poor, and she will not accept my alms, she can only go to be a prostitute. She would rather be a prostitute than make me feel that she was with me because she coveted my wealth. It's you, it's you, it's you who caused her tragedy! Nofang shouted, hysterical, hard muscles standing up on his bare arms, sweat running down the gaps between muscles.
Lara felt like she was going to die. She tried to push the unclothed brute who was pressing down on her away. But the beast was as heavy and terrible as a behemoth. Lara thumped her head with her hand, trying to wake herself up from the swelling sensation.
Nofang took her hand and slapped her in the face, and the hot sensation immediately rushed from her jawbone to her head. Lara saw a lot of stars in front of her. No, it's fireflies.
Lala didn't move, her eyes straight to the ceiling. The luxurious crystal chandelier resembles a body crucified on all fours, unable to move. Many nails clamp the otherwise free body just right, leaving only the mind free. But the mind has no hands and feet, no shape, it needs a carrier to go far.
Ahh!!hh
Lara screamed as hard as she could for the first time. She felt a lot of blood gushing out of her mouth, but the rushing blood couldn't moisten her hoarse throat. Tears are like a flood bursting the embankment. Frightened, Nofang rolled off Lala and fled to the bathroom in a panic. The bath bomb opened wide, and the dazzling golden light leaked all the way out and sprinkled into the dimly lit room. The faint light of the bedside lamp was expelled. Cheera got up like a wandering spirit, she walked to the dressing mirror to look at herself in the mirror, why couldn't the naked smooth carcass attract Nofang's heart? Does it have to be wild and passionate to be pursued? It's plain and bland, but why is it boring in the eyes of the Norwegian side?
Stretching his hand touched the bloody blood at the corner of his mouth, and let out a desolate smile. Why does she even cry in the form of laughter, elegant and elegant, without a trace?
Nofang had come out of the bathroom, and he looked at Lala wearily like a sleepy beast.
For the first time, Lara solemnly told him that in a voice of compassion, she had become a prostitute, not by me, but by you! Love her, why not be brave enough to marry her? Don't dare to resist your parents, don't dare to break through the barriers, you single-handedly created the tragedy of three people. You, her, and me.
Lala turned around and looked at Nofang with a smile. And me.
And me. Standing on the street on a rainy night, Lala nervously repeated these three words. And me, and me......
Get lost! Get lost! Get lost!
Lara remembered Nofang's shouts again and again. Her grace shows his meanness and lack of cultivation. He's crazy. He's going to get her out of his sight.
The rain kept falling. Songs played on loudspeakers came from the accessory store next to the street. How can you bear to blame you for making a mistake, I gave you freedom too much......
In an instant, Lala felt the pain of the heart in her chest.
Lara walks into a bar after a few shiveres.
The bar is called "Sleepless Drinking" and is located in an old alley in the middle of town. Flashing and eerie neon signs, blinking. Lala floated in like a ghost. The air inside the bar is mixed but warm. The smell of alcohol was overwhelming. Lara placed her umbrella in the bucket by the door and sat down at the bar. There was also a boy sitting at the bar. Slender back. Drink quietly. The bar was full of flashing young heads, but the boy was quiet.
Lara started drinking. She's not good at drinking, and she's already top-heavy with a few beers. The boy handed over a cigarette, his eyes clear in the ambiguous light.
Lala pushed his hand away, I don't smoke. The boy tossed the cigarette to the waiter and pulled the bar chair to sit close to Lala. Dry one.
Lara clinked glasses with him.
What is your name? The boy asked.
Lesbian.
My name is Baba Ba. The baba of the glutinous rice ball.
Lara pursed the corners of her lips and smiled faintly.
The boy checked out and took her hand out of the bar. The outside temperature is cold. The boy took off his coat and put it on Lala. Warmth, all kinds of warmth. Lala's tears fell uncontrollably for some reason.
You'll be cold too. Lara said, starting to be habitually kind again.
The boy tightened his neckline, I was a man. The boy spread his hands, come on, you need a hug. Lala slowly approached the hot body, trembling as if walking on thin ice.
You can take revenge on me, you can do to me whatever I do to you, but you stupid woman, stupid, you don't dare! You're not like her, she even dares to be a prostitute, but you, Lala, you're an idiot, you don't dare!
Lara remembered Nofang's insults. Vicious faces, all kinds of hatred. Well, I need a warm chest. Lara completely trapped herself in this young body.
Open a room, kiss, have sex, separate, leave.
The rain miraculously stopped. Lara looked back at the young figure and smiled faintly and quietly.
Lara's life goes on. Not sad or happy, she demands this from herself. Lara has become accustomed to the violence of the Norwegian side. She seems to have been beaten as a masochist.
Lara changed units. The new unit has a busy schedule. Lara is busy and becomes a double personality. Crying at night, smiling like a flower during the day. Well, it's good to go on like this.
Lala, drunk. Don't be so petty, look like you can't do it. Lara came back to her senses, and just a moment ago, she was distracted. It was her boss who called her back to life. Lara realizes that she is at a feast. Luxurious hotel rooms, brilliant lights, and high-level seating. There were still some empty seats around her, and at this time, the door was pushed open, and several boys swept in like the wind, and the vitality of youth suddenly pushed the lights to a dazzling white. It seems to be an autumn field, a ten-year-old boy standing on the ridge of the daisy blooming, looking up at her with beautiful and delicate eyebrows.
In front of her, Lala saw a delicate face again.
My name is Baba, the Ba of Glutinous Baba. Introducing herself in turn, Lara heard the boy say.
Lala couldn't slow down, and at this moment she was stuck in the past and present lives.