Chapter 279: A Kind Greeting from the Bridge of Life (Medium)
The traffic behind him, the staggered water and light in front of him, coupled with the soft music billboard that automatically changes and plays in the ears, and the evening breeze blowing in the face, it is indeed quite feeling...... Of course, the premise is to forget the spiritual pollution of those strange billboards before. Pen % fun % Pavilion www.biquge.info
"Sister Zhaoyan, do you know?" Kim Jong-myung's gaze moved slowly along a luxury yacht in the Han River. "Your biggest problem is that you're too empathetic to avoid ......"
"I do. Park So-yeon did not respond directly to the other party's words, but looked up slightly at the Seoul Tower in the distance. "Zhong Ming, your biggest problem is actually that you are too smart, and people have nowhere to hide......"
Kim Sae-ron, who was sitting between the two, pouted in the dark, and then continued to bow his head and nibble on his yellow peach mille-feuille cake.
"What's going on with you today?" paused, after all, Zhaoyan couldn't help but ask first.
"Actually, it's nothing, it's just a little unhappy. Jin Zhongming exhaled slightly at the Han River in front of him. Then I remembered some unfortunate past...... Life is full of suffering, and once you fall into it, you can only struggle as hard as you can. ”
"I don't know too much. Park So-yeon looked a little uneasy.
"Some self-pity words. Jin Zhongming replied casually. "It's true to be in a bad mood. ”
"Don't you want to say it?" Park asked with concern.
"It's not that I don't want to say it, but the news hasn't been verified yet......" Jin Zhongming hesitated, but finally said it. "I have a partner who gets along very well in my career, and I may have a terminal illness, a terminal illness in the real sense, the kind that can only delay time...... Of course, there is still a need to verify and check. ”
Park Zhaoyan's face suddenly appeared: "If that's the case, then it's understandable, I don't understand this feeling of powerlessness......" At this point, Park Zhaoyan reacted again. "You...... It's not because I think I'm so sensitive to this topic that I don't want to mention it, right?"
Kim Jong-ming was silent, he did have such a little concern, and it would be too unkind to talk to Park Zhaoyan about a terminal illness or something like that.
"How long has it been?" Park So-yeon instinctively wanted to laugh, but she couldn't laugh after all, and she almost blended into the background behind her in the night wearing a black knit sweater today. "But thank you for your thoughtfulness. ”
Jin Zhongming forced a dry laugh.
Everyone is an adult, so of course there will be no bloody apologies next, and then I will give you the next bowl of noodles to eat or something.
In fact, it took about half a minute for Jin Zhongming to speak again: "Then what happened to Sister Zhaoyan today? I said everything, you can also tell it." ”
"Actually, it's nothing. Park So-yeon finally took the opportunity to laugh this time. "Things aren't going well at work...... Did you guess?"
"I felt it a little. Jin Zhongming nodded calmly. "Didn't you say that Tara will have to concentrate on film and television for a while in the future, and if that's the case...... Most of the resources should be Eunjing, Hyo-min, and Ji-yeon, and Miss Li Juli should also have her own leeway, but you and Quan Baolan have nothing to do. Isn't that so?"
"I'll just say you're smart. Park So-yeon laughed self-deprecatingly again. "Just those few words were grabbed by you, and then I thought about it...... Actually, when I called before, I was asking Baolan if she wanted to come along, but she was happy to be idle, saying that she was too lazy to move. ”
"There was a continuous return before, and now it has been dormant for a long time. Jin Zhongming didn't know what to say. "The logic of President Kim Kwang-so's behavior is always realistic......"
This time it was Park So-yeon's turn to be silent.
Frankly speaking, this evening, that is, when she called Kim Jong Ming at the beginning and was not answered, she was actually very angry and really wanted to ask Kim Jong Ming for help. Because at that time, she had just come out of the president's office and had just learned that she would be vacant indefinitely, with no TV series, no movies, no songs, and not even a favorite...... And this is simply unbearable for a person who has no sense of security in life.
In the final analysis, the current Park Zhaoyan still can't be light.
But how to say it? After the phone was not connected, Park Zhaoyan's anger had already disappeared by half, and Quan Baolan, who was suffering from the same illness, refused to come over to see Kim Jong-ming, and the other party came with a child...... In short, her help-seeking mentality is getting weaker and weaker.
And in the end, when Park Zhaoyan also noticed that Kim Jong-ming was not in a bad mood today, plus this kind of thing was already a little embarrassing and sensitive, so she quickly decided to stop there and say no more.
But then again, some things always backfire, and they are ready to drop everything and go back, but they encounter this embarrassing 'bridge of life' on the way back. The two are now 'trapped' here, but both sides can't help but dig out the things that the other party didn't want to mention.
"You and Baolan are vacant like this, do you have anything to say?" Jin Zhongming suddenly asked after thinking for a while.
"How is that possible?" Zhao Yan asked sensitively and quickly. "How can they talk about the company's arrangement? I said in advance, I came over today, but I suddenly came a little bit of temperament, whether it was the company or them, they didn't know anything about it......
"You should already know by now. Jin Zhongming interrupted the other party abruptly.
"That's just as well. Park Zhaoyan smiled bitterly and remembered the onlookers on the university road just now, even if those people shouted Xiaomi and uncle, but on social networks, her own image could not escape. "However, I still don't think they think about it that much......"
"In other words, aside from being stuck in the middle, Miss Li Juli, who should just be a supporting role, don't say it, those three people who are going to be the starring roles clearly know the situation between you and Baolan, but they always pretend not to see it?" Jin Zhongming leaned on the railing of the bridge, frowned slightly, and didn't know what purpose he asked this sentence.
"Zhong Ming. Zhao Yan turned around a little weakly, and lay on the railing like the other party towards the Han River. "If someone else asked this kind of thing in private just now, I would definitely turn around and leave......"
"I know. Jin Zhongming nodded understandingly. "Nothing like before, no matter what, you tara can't have any problems with the word unity, either internally or with the company. ”
"You know, in fact, this is the real reason why Baolan is reluctant to come, she and you are a little ...... after all Unfamiliar. Park So-yeon thought about it carefully before she used such a word. "It's better that you and I can be so unscrupulous, so she's afraid that coming over and telling you that kind of thing will make you mistakenly think that there is a problem with our combination. ”
"Sister Zhaoyan, you're too worried. Jin Zhongming didn't know where to find two pieces of gum, one for himself, and handed the other one. "Which combination doesn't have the problem of uneven distribution of resources? And you have a problem one by one, you are actually putting the cart before the horse. ”
"What do you mean?" asked Park So-yeon, puzzled.
"There are some things that are not a problem as long as they are not spoken to the outside world. Jin Zhongming shook his head. "So you're overly sensitive, there's nothing embarrassing about this kind of thing, I'll find a chance to say hello to President Kim." ”
"Then ...... Thank you very much. Park Zhaoyan obviously hesitated for a moment before nodding.
"But ......"
"But what?"
"But I'm more curious about what kind of mentality you have now, Sister Zhaoyan. Jin Zhongming sneered. "It's not comfortable to be ignored by your teammates, but it's hard to speak, so you can only endure it silently, right?"
Park Zhaoyan didn't answer, but put her chin on the railing, and looked sideways, her cheeks moved, as if she was concentrating on chewing gum, not knowing whether she was thinking or simply avoiding it.
"What's wrong?" Kim asked with a chuckle. "Do you think I'm excessive?"
"Not really. Park So-yeon replied calmly. "Between you and me, what can't be said? It's just that when you ask me this, I myself have some doubts, and when I think about it, I have some mixed feelings...... If I say that in the face of the three of them's neglectful attitude, my main thing should be remorse and self-blame, would you believe it?"
"I believe it!" Jin Zhongming replied without hesitation. "But I don't understand ......"
"That's right. For the first time tonight, Park So-yeon really smiled. "Zhong Ming, do you remember what you were doing this time last year?"
"Last year......," Kim recalled. "Looks like you're filming Introduction to Architecture?"
"That's right. Park So-yeon immediately smiled and nodded. "At that time, I'm going to visit you and Ji-yeon...... met Kim Taeyeon, who also went to visit the class. ”
Jin Zhongming's heart moved slightly: "And then?"
"Then we discussed the issue of unity within the team. Park So-yeon's smile faded. "At that time, I was not the captain, but I had a special sensitivity to the position of captain when I was young, so I inevitably paid some extra attention to her. ”
"That's understandable. Jin Zhongming laughed instead. "So we talked to her?"
"Hey, in fact, what we were talking about that day was not about any other problem of unity within the team, but about the contradictions in the team when we were young, I know this problem, and she knows it too. ”
"It's nature. Jin Zhongming nodded.
In fact, if you think about it, these two people can only say that they are young together, and it is impossible to say Tara, not only because Kim Taeyeon doesn't know anything about Tara, but also because there was no contradiction in the Tara team at that time, but Girls' Generation just made a mess in the Goyang bus...... Moreover, it seems that Park Zhaoyan really told herself about Hyoyeon or something that day.
It's been too long, coupled with the contradictions in the team and the great relaxation of the time, I can't remember it at all.
"I don't remember much about that time. Park So-yeon continued thoughtfully. "But one thing was clear to me, and that was my attitude...... Zhong Ming, do you know, when our tara is taking off quickly, the activity row is full, even Baolan and I are tired to death every day. Therefore, I was actually a little unimpressed with Xiaoyuan's complaint at that time. ”
Jin Zhongming was stunned.
"It is always difficult for people who stand on high to understand the state of mind of people who stand on low places. Park slowed her tone. At that time, I didn't understand Hyoyeon's depression at all, and I couldn't understand her anxiety at all about being ignored by her teammates. All I did was stand on a high ground and comfort her with a seemingly 'fair' approach and tone...... Thinking about it now, I simply had no conscience at that time! So, Zhong Ming, isn't it a natural feeling for you to say that I feel the same way now, and then I feel remorse and self-blame when I recall the original incident?
"What's more, this makes you hate Eun Jing and Hyo Min at all?" Jin Zhongming asked.
"That's right. Park So-yeon replied in a complicated tone. "I'm depressed and angry, but I don't know who to be angry at...... I have also had the mentality of the three of them, and they are all young people in their twenties, so if they haven't experienced it firsthand, how can they be expected to understand the depression and anxiety of me and Baolan? You can't blame our Grand Commander for landing Dokdo, right? If you get angry at that, then you have a problem with your brain!"
Kim Jong Ming had nothing to say.
"Or should you blame the president for being unkind?"
At this moment, accompanied by a faint smell of mango, a slightly immature voice suddenly sounded in the dark shadow under his feet, which almost scared Kim Jong-ming into swallowing the gum in his mouth, and Park Zhaoyan next to him seemed to be taken a big start. But fortunately, the two of them reacted immediately, it was not haunted, but they were too involved in chatting and forgot about one person here.
"At this time, the president's skills will be tested. Kim Sae-ron stood up, also learned from the two of them to the railing of the bridge, and then commented in a conclusive manner. "A good president should take into account all problems, since the artist can't think of the problem when he is young, then he should think about it, and then erase this problem to a minimum when assigning work......"
"Finished eating the cake?" this is Zhaoyan's concern.
"Where did you get this theory?" asked Kim Jong-ming.
"I've finished my portion. Kim Sae-ron nodded happily at Park So-yeon, and then looked at Kim Jong-myeong. "That's from my personal experience...... I'm a child star, so the directors and actors I work with always have an idea of what kids can do on set...... Agassi, didn't you do well before?"
"That's just as well. Jin Zhongming laughed dryly.
"Send me back. Kim Sae-ron continued. "I didn't want to disturb you, but it's getting late. ”
"That's just as well. Park So-yeon nodded repeatedly.
"Then Sister Zhaoyan will send her back. Jin Zhongming waved his hand. "Her home is across the bridge from Yeongdeungpo......"
"What about you?" Park asked in surprise.
"I still have something. Jin Zhongming urged casually. "You go first......"
However, there is no need to rush, because when Jin Zhongming let go of the railing and walked over, the billboard that had been playing music next to him finally stopped, and then sent out a cordial greeting from the bridge of life: "After listening to the song for so long, you must be in a bad mood, right?"