Yu Minglang was stunned by Xiao Qian's words, and shook his head bitterly after a few seconds.

"There are no ghosts and gods in this world, they are all made up by people to scare themselves. ”

Xiao Qian nodded and shook her head again.

"I won't comment on this supernatural phenomenon, but what I want to say is what can be left when we finally have white bones?"

"Spirit. ”

Xiao Qian nodded.

"Yes, the family wealth is too much to count, and what is really left to future generations is nothing more than a spirit, Balang is now gone, but if you assume that he comes back, what will he say to you?"

"He's going to hate me, he's going to hate me for taking his life. ”

"I don't think so, if he can come back, he will definitely be excited at the wine bottle in your hand, you brought wine today!"

Yu Minglang was stunned by Xiao Qian's description, but he stretched his brows lightly.

"Or do you know him. ”

According to Baraam's character, he could have said that.

"I'm a psychiatrist, as long as I get in touch with someone for a while, I can analyze his personality traits, let's just say Balang, the few previous interactions between the two of you are all about personal relationships without official business, right?"

"Yes. ”

He did admire Balang as a person, and so did Balang.

But the two of them never said anything out of bounds, both of them were former soldiers, and they both had iron-like discipline and bottom lines.

It is not clear what has happened over the years that has made Baran what it is now.

"Did you two make an agreement at the beginning?"

"What agreement?"

Xiao Qian looked ahead, "It's similar to a declaration of devotion to duty." ”

"Yes, everyone has an oath when they enter the camp. ”

"I'm not talking about the kind of oath I am talking about, whether there is a private conversation between you and Baram, about ideals, about beliefs. ”

Xiaoqian believes that there must be, after all, when Yu Minglang entered the training camp, he was at the age of twenty full of enthusiasm in his youth and frivolity, how could he not have a second in secondary school at all.

As soon as she said this, Yu Mingming's thoughts seemed to have been taken to a long, long time ago by her.

He and Balang and a few other brothers from different countries went to ambush in a group, and they caught fire late at night and ate with a helmet to wash vegetables, and used water instead of wine if they didn't have wine, and one person complained that he was tired and died and came back to life, Yu Minglang just pulled the corners of his mouth and disdained to answer this question.

Only Baraam answered seriously, for the sake of faith, for the glory of his heart.

So there are several people in that group, and Yu Minglang is the most pleasing to the eye.

Seeing that he was in a state of deep concern, Xiaoqian gave him a little time, and the past was matched with the reality of the present and the past, and the cold wind made people feel that the world was unpredictable and life was impermanent.

Xiao Qian poured a little more wine on the ground.

"Just like your original oath said, you are for the ideals and beliefs of the shot, he turned his back on ideals and beliefs, if the time goes back to that time, then Balang will definitely hope that you stick to your beliefs now, then Balang may not be willing to see his helplessness now, can change a person's ideal must be a cruel reality, he is struggling in reality, I will not miss the good time when we ate wild vegetables together, you give him a glass of wine now, send him a ride on the Huangquan Road is also a tribute to your acquaintance, this is enough。 ”

Xiao Qian looked up at the sky, and in the dark of deep winter, there was not half a star.

"In my view of time, I believe that the world is a big circle, that everything ends and ends, and that the beginning and the end seem to be the same but are fundamentally different. You and he met to not interfere with each other's faith and loyalty first, and now the end is also due to the fact that each other adheres to something different, don't forget that the original intention is the wish that many people made when they were young, but how many can stick to the end? If I am Balang, I will think of myself when I see you, if what I do is destined I will pay the price for my actions, I would rather die in your hands, how is it not a kind of original intention. ”

Yu Minglang was silent for a long time and looked up at the sky.

As if echoing Xiao Qian's words, the originally dark clouds of the sky dispersed, revealing the shining North Star.

There is such a star in the night sky, but it is not to be outdone.

Yu Minglang looked at the stars for a long time before he spoke.

"I'm curious to see what he's been through over the years. ”

Xiao Qian said a word.

"In fact, you are even more confused, if you have the same experience as him, will you stick to your beliefs, even if you are ruthless, or will you make compromises for life like him. ”

She bet that Yu Minglang looked at Balang as if he was looking in a mirror, and he used to admire Balang so much.

Yu Minglang didn't answer, but raised the wine bottle and compared it to Xiao Qian, who grabbed the bottle and touched him.

This is not a drink between husband and wife, but a respect for confidants.

His biggest confidant in this life is none other than Xiaoqian.

"This question doesn't need life to give you an answer, your background and your education doom you to never have the opportunity to walk the same path as him in this life, but if you insist on entangled in this matter, I vouch with my professional dignity, you are different from him, even if he was born in Jiangmen, you were born in a chaotic country, and you will not make the same choice as him if your situation falls. ”

"How so?"

"With my understanding of the person next to my pillow, you are smart but too smart, smart you only know one way and just want to sleep with the same person, so you have a habit of emotional cleanliness, your heart always insists that what you choose is the best in the world, and you would rather give this life for this good. ”

"Until that day, I had always felt that Baran was the same kind of person as me. Yu Minglang looked at the direction where Balang fell and said bitterly.

Xiao Qian said the last thing he wanted to face in his heart, compared to beating his former friend, Yu Minglang couldn't accept Balang's betrayal.

What kind of experience made a man who once had strong convictions become a notorious bad guy who would do anything for money?

A changed heart is worse than a dead person.

"We have no way of knowing what he went through, and he actually expressed this to you on his deathbed, and what he wanted was nothing more than the original beauty. ”

Xiao Qian took out the photo of the blood stains drying up, the beauty in the photo was as beautiful as before, but the reality has undergone vicissitudes of life.

"He must have returned to his purest moment at the end of his life, and if he really hates you, why did he give you his cherished picture?"

Xiao Qian put down the wine bottle, put her hands gently on his cheeks, and unexpectedly saw Yu Minglang's two lines of tears.

She said gently, "Balang must have regarded you as the person he was back then, and the belief you insist on now is that he has not finished the road, so he wants to give you the best things and pay tribute to the bloody years you have had." ”