Chapter 242: Who Am I?
Darkness, endless darkness, swept over the sky, nothing could be seen, nothing could be touched, as if everything was empty, everything was nothing. Feeling as if her body was floating in the air, oh no, as if it was floating in the water, the water was flowing, and her body seemed to be flowing, just like the flowing water, her consciousness was constantly drifting, and there seemed to be a strange force preventing her from thinking.
At first, she didn't know where she was, she felt that her surroundings seemed to be flowing water, warm and soft, she was trying to think, where was she now? What did she want to do? It seemed that there was something very important, she had forgotten, she had to try to think about it, but when she thought about it, her head would hurt very much, it would be so painful, once she stopped thinking, her head would not hurt, on the contrary, it would not be very comfortable, well, it would not be good.
Later, she didn't know who she was, she didn't know her name, she didn't know who her family was, she didn't know if she was concerned, and when she thought about these questions, her head would hurt very much, fatally, so that she subconsciously avoided these pains, so it was better not to think about it.
Gradually, she didn't know what she was, was it a human, was it a cat, was it a butterfly, was it a fish, it was a fish, oh, I was a fish, she thought, it was a fish that would swim around so freely, well, yes, it was a fish, thinking like this, she was very satisfied with the answer, her head didn't hurt, she felt very comfortable.
At the end of the day, she felt as if her mind was going to melt away, like those flowing waters, well, don't think about it, don't think about anything, that's good, she thinks, it's good to just quietly go with the flow, it's good, so be it......
"Wake up, wake up," someone was talking in her ear, it was a man, this voice was very nice and good, she felt that she liked to hear this voice very much, although it disturbed her sleep and brought her back to her senses, but she didn't hate it, so she didn't blame him, she felt that as long as he spoke, she could forgive him for bothering, but why did that voice sound so nervous and anxious? A little scared, a little sad, the thought of the owner of that voice would be sad, for some reason, she felt so painful in her heart, so strange.
"Chu Rong, do you really want to forget me?" The voice was very low and gentle, as if overflowing with deep affection, as if overflowing with deep sorrow. Hatsurong, who is that? Is that her? But she doesn't remember. She wanted to say, I didn't forget you, but I'm so sorry, she really doesn't seem to remember who he is. What to do? What to do? I can't remember, she is a little anxious, she tries to think about it, her head hurts when she thinks about it, but she still can't think of it, at this time, she has almost no strength to think and discern, so she thinks that she is the first appearance.
"Churong, when I saw you in this life, I knew that you didn't remember me anymore, but I wasn't in a hurry, I knew that one day you would think of me, so I could wait, I wasn't in a hurry at all. The voice was so gentle, as if it could drip water, just like how she felt when she was lying in the water now, but the voice was hopeful, and she listened quietly.
"In this life, your favorite is no longer red, but white. However, whether it is red or white, in my eyes, it is the best-looking, and I will like it. Okay, I admit it, in fact, I'm anxious, when will you be able to recover your memory?" The voice is so warm and warm, with a little grievance, she likes to listen, she likes it so much, and with his words, there seems to be an image of a woman in the depths of her heart, it is a woman in red with long hair flying and unbridled, it seems that she will sit half-lying and half-sleep, look up and drink, look so free, well, she likes that image too.
"In the last life, you were so proud, so proud that you were even a little arrogant, but I still like you. In this life, you began to have concerns, burdens, you began to know how to forbear, and you began to learn to tolerate everything you want to protect, I am really happy, you have grown so much, really. However, I am also very distressed, how I hope you don't get so tired, I hope you can be like in your previous life, a happy little princess, continue to be arrogant, I don't want you to suffer so much, you know?"
"There are many things that you have long forgotten, but I remember them very clearly. When we first met, it was you who found me, at that time, you were carrying a red long sword, and as soon as we met, you pointed the tip of the sword at me, and your eyebrows jumped high, and said, "Did you say that a name like Ling Ding is not suitable for a woman?" Is it that you said that Chu Rong is the most suitable for me now? Yes or no?" Before I could answer, you spoke again, 'Draw the sword, you win me, and I will change my name.' At that time, looking at your appearance, I was thinking, how can there be such a girl in this world, even if she is arrogant and domineering, can be so cute?" The gentle voice fell into deep thought, and began to tell a story about her, which was very good, and she liked it.
"That time, of course you lost, but you didn't change your name, you still insisted that you were called Xue Lingding. Of course, I actually know you, I know that you are a rare genius of the Xue family in Nanyu for thousands of years, and a little princess held in the palm of the hands of everyone in the Xue family, and I know that you are also the only chief disciple of the Xinglan Sect, and you are also the proudest existence of the Xinglan Sect, but what about the genius, I have actually seen a lot, but at that time, I thought wrong. The gentle voice continued.
"After a month, you came to me again, of course, you still lost, you left a little angry, saying, one day you will defeat me, I just laughed it off, didn't take it to heart, after all, I also heard a lot of such words, not to mention, at that time you were just a sixteen-year-old girl. There was a faint smile in the gentle voice.
"Later, I realized that I underestimated you, your perseverance, and your talent, I have never seen someone who can endure hardships like you, and I have never seen someone who can persevere like you. You have never been able to win against me, but you have never stopped coming to me, the time between you looking for me is getting shorter and shorter, your progress is getting faster and faster, and I am becoming more and more serious about fighting against you. I don't know when I've been looking forward to your day of challenge every time, not for anything else, but just to see the cute appearance of you leaving angrily. The smile in her voice seemed to be thicker, and she smiled silently in her heart.
"You don't know, in fact, fighting against you, I myself began to have a new understanding, sometimes, I just think, or let you for a while, I really want to see your smile after winning. However, I don't dare, I'm afraid that you won, and then you won't come to me again, of course, I think, you must not want me to release the water, right?" She snickered in her heart and said in her heart, you are right.
"Until one day, I was about to go to a village controlled by the Blood Demon Valley to save the lives of all the children in that village, and it happened that you came to challenge again, after hearing my reason, you didn't say a word, and went with me, that was the first time we fought side by side, at that time, what I saw was that your arrogant and domineering appearance hid an honest and kind heart. The voice was delighted, happy, and she was happy for him.
"I thought I knew you, but then I realized that it would take more than a lifetime to understand you, and your integrity was far beyond my expectations, as long as you thought it was right, even in the face of tens of millions of people, you would not hesitate to go, you would not make compromises, even if the price was a lot of scars. A lot of times, I feel ashamed of myself. There seemed to be a bit of a gain in that gentle voice, and she wanted to comfort him a little.
"Later, we went to the four major realms except the Middle Realm together to do chivalrous deeds, and we went to many places. Let's go to the Sea of Innocence in the east of Tanglin to contract the only nine-pattern Xuanling Dragon, causing chaos among those water tribes in the Sea of Innocence, chasing and killing us everywhere, but we don't know that we are actually trying to protect it. We went to the Black Desert River on the border of the Northern Desert together to kill the hermaphroditic bloodthirsty demon, of course, it also attracted everyone's worship and reverence, we also went to Xichuan, we walked a lot together, we got rid of a lot of evil together, we helped a lot of people together, we saved a lot of people together. Speaking of that experience, although the voice was gentle, it also had a faint excitement.
"Do you remember, under your leadership, Xinglan Sect not only became the first in Nanyu, but also vaguely the first in the four major regions of Nanyu, Beimo, Xichuan, and Tanglin, no one is unconvinced, you see, how good you are, attracting so many people to follow, well, that's all as it should be. The voice was gentle and soft, but it seemed to have a sour taste.
"But, you know what? That pretty boy you rescued caused me a lot of trouble. He has a bad breath in his body, and is called ominous by everyone, and if he wants to get rid of it quickly, it is you who saved him, and you saved him, and named him He Yiran, saying that he wants him to be as strong as me, so that he can not only protect himself, but also protect the people he cares about. However, the little guy has been constantly looking for trouble for me since then, and he is not convinced of me, and I don't care about any of this. The most unbearable thing is that he is a boy, why is he so good-looking, and he still learns that you wear red clothes, but you treat him so well!"
I like to wear a beautiful boy in red clothes, why does this image feel a little familiar?